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I know I probably shouldn't have started to write a new fic now as I have to still complete I'M WHAT but this plot bunny just wouldn't leave me alone and let me sleep, please read and review!

WARNINGS: M/M SLASH, mature content, not suitable for children, implied Mpreg

Summary: Edward and Jacob had been dating before Bella came to Forks and when Bella comes Edward breaks up with Jacob who is shunned by the pack and his father, New Moon didn't happen, Jacob runs away and just wants to forget that there was an Edward Cullen in his life but he finds out two months later that he'll always have a reminder of his life with Edward with him, Lucy Charlotte Black, his and Edward's daughter. Story starts when Lucy is four years old...

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Lost And Found

CHAPTER – 9

'You're not her Black' Edward said in a cold voice and it felt like he had been pierced with ice shards directly in his heart as the tears fell freely from his eyes.

'What's so special about her? What does she have that I don't? Please Edward, I love you' Jacob said as he sobbed looking utterly broken and crushed but Edward's eyes remained cold and uncompassionate.

Suddenly Edward's eyes turned black as he neared him speaking to him in mocking tones as he said 'You want to know what's special about her mutt?'

Jacob flinched at the word, Edward's words crushed him and he felt an overwhelming ache in his chest as the tears fell faster than ever clogging his nose and congesting his chest making it harder to breathe.

'Let's see, for one she is a she, she has a silent mind which a relief compared to hearing you're idiotic thoughts all the time, she smells divine while you smell like a disgusting wet dog I can barely stand to be in the same room with and there is the fact that she isn't my mortal enemy and I love her'

'And you say you love me, what do you know about love? You are but a little hormonal mutt'

'You said you loved me, you promised me you'll never leave me, I left everything for you Edward, you can't do this to me, I know I love you Edward' Jacob said through the tears as his vision turned blurry.

'That was before I met her Black, she is my everything now, she is the one I love not you, I am tired of putting up with you for so long, I want you gone by dawn tomorrow'

'Why? I thought you loved me…Edward' Jacob said through sobs that made his somewhat large body shake, 'I…I left everything for you, my pack, me family, my dad, you're all I've got now Edward…'

'I don't care anymore Black, I've tried but it's tiring and I want you to be gone and never come back or try to see me ever again'

'Why?' Jacob whispered in despair for the last time as he sank to his knees missing the look of pain and uncertainty that momentarily passed through Edward's golden eyes.

'You're not her' Edward whispered in a soft tone and then disappeared through the trees leaving Jacob's shaking anguished form on the forest floor.

"What did she say?" Rosalie asked to Jacob as she saw the others in the room listening intently.

On the other line Jacob's sigh could be heard before he said "Not much, she wants to see him though"

"Oh…" Rosalie was surprised by this and raised an eyebrow at Edward questioningly. Edward nodded his head and whispered "Anytime she wants me to"

"Is she alright?" Rosalie asked again concerned for her niece.

"Yeah, she took it well; she's only four after all…" Jacob's tired sleepy voice drawled and Edward frowned.

"Listen, I have a photo shoot today with Robbie and when I get back I'll bring her to you're house, can you ask him to come?"

"Of course Jake, are you sure she's alright?" Rosalie asked again.

"Rose, I gave birth to her, I know she's okay" Jacob said in a slightly annoyed tone.

"I thought you didn't have to work today Jake, you said you were taking a break"

"Yeah well, Robbie wants me to do some special shots for him…I can't really refuse him…you know how he gets if I do…" they could all hear a noise of something crashing and they all took a breath in before they heard Jacob yelling "Lucy, come back here this instant!"

Edward wondered about just how much Jacob sounded like his mother just then and smiled as he realized Jacob was probably the over protective mother hen.

"What did she do?" Rosalie asked in obvious mirth.

"Uhmm…nothing, I'll see you later today…" Jacob said hurriedly and they all heard the line go dead.

"Who is Robbie?" asked Edward.

"His boss, he was supposed to have a break this month, I don't know what came up" said Rosalie.

"Why did he choose to be a model?" Edward asked with barely suppressed disdain. He hated the thought of his mate displaying himself like that for others to see or those disgusting human girls throwing themselves at his mate.

"Because of the money of course, when he knew he was going to have Lucy he also knew he couldn't be able to afford for them both so…" Rosalie would have continued but Edward interrupted.

"But you could have given him the money yourself" Edward pointed out accusingly and Rosalie snorted.

"As if he would allow us to, he doesn't want us to support him" said Emmett from the couch where he was playing video games with Jasper.

Edward rubbed his temples, "He's going to remain a teen forever and he goes and becomes a model…was he even thinking?"

"I told him that but he said we could just all escape to some part of the world until everyone forgets about him…"

"And at first he wanted to become human again" Emmett said as he dropped the controls and looked at Edward who gasped and said "WHAT?"

"But he couldn't, not after Lucy was born, he hasn't phased for a long time but he's still a shifter" Rosalie said as Edward calmed. He had felt the warmth of the shifter when he had him against his cold body in the hotel room.

"How is that possible?" Alice asked as she came around and sat on the arm rest of the couch next to Jasper, "I thought they turned human once they stopped phasing for extended periods of time"

"Yes, they are supposed to but we think it has something to do with Lucy's birth" Rosalie said and everyone in the room turned silent deep in their own thoughts.

Edward was pacing back and forth as he stared at the clock on the wall willing it to move faster, in his hundred and eight years of existence never had he felt the time pass as slowly as it did now. He finally dropped onto the couch crossing his legs and tapping his foot in a mixture of nerves and anxiety. He could not wait to meet his daughter, he already loved her with everything he had, his daughter, the thought made a shiver run through his spine, his daughter with Jacob, his true mate.

Finally after what seemed like eternity they heard the door bell ring and Rosalie went to open the door as Jacob entered holding Lucy in his arms. Edward couldn't help but stare at his mate who had given him something immeasurable and incomparable to anything in his existence.

"Auntie Rosie" Lucy squealed as she jumped into the arms of his blond haired sister who spun Lucy around as the little girls laughter filled the room.

Jacob rubbed his hands through his hair as he refused to make eye contact with the vampire wanting to get this over and done with already. He also grew irritated when he could feel the vampire's eyes trained on him drilling a hole into him but he watched his daughter and Rosalie not daring to meet Edward's eyes.

Rosalie then gave Jacob a look and Jacob shrugged nonchalantly, "Lucy there's someone I want you to meet" Rosalie said sparing Jacob the trouble of having to make the introductions.

Lucy looked up at Rosalie; she already knew whom she was meeting so she looked around the room and spotted Edward who was now standing with them all.

"Why don't we all take a seat first" Rosalie then carried Lucy into the hall and placed her on the couch as Edward and Jacob came into the room. Edward took a seat in a lone armchair and Lucy immediately moved around to sit in Jacob's lap.

Lucy was still looking at Edward with wide speculative eyes and her mind was surprisingly a mirage of colors and events Edward couldn't place.

Jacob sighed and said "Lucy, that is Edward Cullen, you're other father"

"Hello Lucy" Edward said with a genuine smile on his face for which his daughter responded by tilting her head to the side and then smiling softly which made Edward's undead heart come to life again for a second.

"Hello" Lucy said in a small shy voice as she thought, 'What do I call him?'

"You can call me anything you like darling" Edward answered her thoughts and Lucy looked surprised before saying with a confused expression "But I can't call you both daddy" as she directed her eyes between Jacob and Edward.

Edward considered it for a minute before he smiled widely at his daughter and said "You can call me papa then"

"Papa" Lucy said testing the name that rolled off her tongue and then smiled again nodding her head at Edward.

"Why did you leave daddy papa?" Lucy asked her smiled melting into a sad frown as Jacob became tense.

Edward got up off the chair and then kneeled down on the floor so that he was eye to eye with his daughter, he noticed than the wolf was tense probably due to his closeness but Lucy was still looking at him expectantly and so he pushed on taking his daughter's tiny hands in his as he said "Papa was stupid to have left daddy Lucy, I'm afraid I can't tell you why I left him but please know that papa is very sorry for leaving daddy"

"Do you love daddy?" Lucy asked with hope shining in her eyes and Jacob stiffened and sucked in a sharp breath.

Edward looked into his daughter's eyes with sincerity as he said "Yes Lucy, I love daddy and you more than anything in the world and I hope you'll forgive me for leaving daddy" he gave Jacob a smoldering look filled with love and adoration and Jacob glanced away from the burning golden eyes of the man he had once fallen in love with.

Lucy smiled widely before saying "I forgive you Papa" and Jacob huffed despite how immature of an action it was and Edward gave him a private smirk before smiling down at his daughter.

"Can you lift me Papa?" Lucy asked lifting her arms up in the air and Edward's smile widened impossibly before standing up and picking up his daughter gently from the wolf's lap who was openly scowling by now. Jacob was not happy that his daughter had apparently accepted Edward as her 'papa'

Edward was still mesmerized by the fact that he was carrying his daughter in his arms and he gazed down at her with reverence and love cherishing this moment of his existence and imprinting it in his memory forever as he marveled at the gentle weight in his arms, the soft regular intake of breaths and the jade eyes shining with mirth. He felt content and in peace for the first time in his existence and wondered for the umpteenth time how he had missed it all for nothing, how he could have lost it all, he tightened his hold and continued to gaze at his daughter almost afraid to let go for fear than she would slip away from him and disappear.

"Are you going to be staying with us Papa?" Lucy's question bought him out of his reverie and he shook his head.

"No darling" he said as he noticed Jacob's frown.

"But papa and daddy are supposed to be with each other" proclaimed Lucy.

Edward chuckled before seeing the now glowering wolf and said "I am afraid I have not earned the right to be with you're daddy yet Lucy"

"Why?" Lucy asked as her face dropped in disappointment, for some reason she felt very safe in the arms of her Papa and she wanted both her Papa and daddy to be with her all the time.

Edward floundered looking at Jacob for help but got none from the glaring wolf who was now folding his arms across his chest, "I am not forgiven by daddy yet" Edward whispered into Lucy's ears.

"I heard that" Jacob said from where he was sat at the couch and continued "It's time to leave Lucy"

Lucy said "But we just got here, Auntie Rosie was going to take me shopping!"

"Auntie Rosie has already taken you shopping more times than I care to count so you won't be shopping today, we're going home so that you can…can…" Jacob knew it was early and Lucy didn't go to school so he said "take a nap" Even he had to admit that sounded stupid when Lucy began to shake her head vigorously in her papa's arms.

"I don't want to take a nap daddy" Lucy said rolling her eyes, "And it's boring at home"

"So we'll go to the park"

"I don't want to go to the park" Lucy said and Edward had to bite his lip to keep himself from smiling at the frustrated wolf.

"I'll get you an extra large strawberry ice-cream on the way home"

"I don't want an ice-cream"

"What do you want to do then?" Jacob snapped finally, he just wanted his daughter for himself now, he had come here respecting her wishes but he sure as hell wasn't prepared for the fact that his daughter and Edwa—Cullen were hitting it off so well, somehow it made him angry, jealous and a little possessive although he knew he was being childish.

Edward thought Lucy would be upset because of the harsh tone Jacob had used but he was surprised when Lucy said "I want to go shopping with Auntie Rose" in a casual tone with a little pout of her lips.

Jacob sighed and said "Lucy, you have barely any room in you're nursery to fit in anything new!"

"But I can have it here in Uncle Emmett's room" Lucy pointed out and Edward felt amused watching his daughter and mate bantering.

"That you can sport" Emmett said coming down the stairs as Lucy struggled out of Edward's arms as Edward got the hint and gently placed her on her feet in the ground and as soon as her feet touched the floor she ran over to Emmett shouting "UNCLE EMMETT" who swept her up in his arms spun her around before tossing her high in the air which made both Jacob and Edward shout "EMMETT" but Emmett caught her and Jacob let out an audible sigh before saying "I told you not to do that Emmett"

Lucy was giggling loudly as Emmett tossed her up again and caught her, apparently Lucy loved to be thrown up and then caught and Edward relaxed knowing that Emmett's reflexes wouldn't let him drop his daughter but the same could not be said for Jacob who shouted "EMMETT STOP IT, SHE MIGHT GET SICK AND THROW UP HER FOOD"

"Oh hey there momma wolf, would you stop being such a mother hen already, it's obvious that the squirt is enjoying this"

"I WON'T GET SICK DADDY" Lucy threw in for benefit and Emmett smiled showing off his dimples before throwing Lucy up and catching her again.

Edward noticed that Jacob's heart beat was racing everytime Emmett threw his daughter up and caught her making Lucy laugh loudly which echoed across the room along with Emmett's own booming laugh. He decided to put the wolf out of his fear as he said "Emmett, stop it will you, I want her to meet Alice and Jasper, if that's alright with you?" he asked Jacob who was still focused on his Emmett and Lucy, only when he was sure that Emmett had stopped tossing Lucy around like a basketball did he notice Edward's questioning look and asked "What?"

"Can I introduce her to Alice and Jasper?" Edward asked and Jacob shrugged, the one person he wanted to keep his daughter away from already knew so he couldn't bother much about the others although he didn't like Alice a lot.

"Alice, Jasper" Edward called and in the next minute Alice came following Rosalie, Jasper was behind Alice.

Lucy who was in Emmett's arms questioned "Who are they papa?" to Edward who walked over to them and Lucy reached for him and he took her into his arms.

Alice's smile was blinding as she came forward closely followed by Jasper and stood in front of Edward, "This is you're Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper"

"I have another Aunty and Uncle" asked Lucy in wonder as she swiveled her head to look at Edward and Edward nodded smiling and indulging his daughter.

"Hello Lucy" Alice said once Lucy had turned back to look at her, "We're going to be great friends" she clapped her hands together bouncing on the balls of her feet making Jasper chuckle.

"Hey sport" said Jasper, "I think you have a found a perfect shopping companion at last Alice" he added making most in the room chuckle.

"Oh yes, you are the perfect little niece Lucy" Alice said extending her arms as Lucy smiled and settled into the pixie vampire's arms as Lucy remarked "You're tiny" and everybody chuckled again as Alice pouted.

Jacob who was now feeling more and more out of place watched them interact and felt lonely and forgotten. He knew it was stupid to think like that but Lucy hadn't even turned to look at him once and she was chattering happily with Alice, Jasper, Edward, Rosalie and Emmett. He quickly shoved the thoughts out of his mind thinking that if it made Lucy happy then he should be happy too. Knowing other people was good for Lucy and he should be happy for her but somehow he couldn't help but feel left out and alone. He had had too much experience with that kind of despair and the only thing that kept him anchored to the world was Lucy now, he couldn't help but feel neglected when they were all getting along so well in front of him.

"Uhmm, Rosalie could you drop Lucy off at the flat when you're done shopping?" Jacob asked needing to get out of the clustered space which was suffocating him.

Rosalie gave him a concerned look and then quickly said "Sure Jake" and Jacob nodded before quickly taking off saying "Bye Lucy"

"Bye Daddy" Lucy said waving her hands and smiling and Jacob felt a pang of sadness which he quickly dispelled and gave her a half hearted smile before walking out. He couldn't help but feel abandoned all over again, he knew he wasn't supposed to think like this, he should be happy that his daughter was happy, she now had a loving family, he shouldn't be feeling this way. He shook his head and was just about to get into his car when he heard footsteps behind him and smelled his scent.

"Jacob wait" Edward called but Jacob opened the door of his car not bothering to answer the vampire, but said vampire grabbed hold of his wrist and Jacob felt a tingling sensation where Edward was holding his wrist and he tried to wrench his hands away but Edward didn't loosen his grip and he bellowed, "LET GO OF ME CULLEN!"

"I will Jake" Edward said and let his grip slacken slightly but not enough for the wolf to pull away, "Thankyou for telling Lucy and letting me see her today"

"WILL YOU LET GO OF ME NOW?" Jacob screeched again and Edward sighed before releasing his mate's warm wrist and Jacob wasted no time before shutting the door and driving off leaving Edward behind.

Poor Jacob, feeling abandoned again and that's a part of the flashback but more will come as the story progresses.

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