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I know I probably shouldn't have started to write a new fic now as I have to still complete I'M WHAT but this plot bunny just wouldn't leave me alone and let me sleep, please read and review!

WARNINGS: M/M SLASH, mature content, not suitable for children, implied Mpreg

Summary: Edward and Jacob had been dating before Bella came to Forks and when Bella comes Edward breaks up with Jacob who is shunned by the pack and his father, New Moon didn't happen, Jacob runs away and just wants to forget that there was an Edward Cullen in his life but he finds out two months later that he'll always have a reminder of his life with Edward with him, Lucy Charlotte Black, his and Edward's daughter. Story starts when Lucy is four years old...

Remeber the two R's!

Lost And Found

Chapter-12

Jacob was tired and absolutely winded by the time he reached Rosalie's apartment from his college, he knocked on the door twice and after a cursory two minutes the door opened to reveal Emmett, "Yo momma wolf, you look knackered today!"

Jacob sighed saying, "You have no idea!"

Just then Rosalie came out to meet them; she took one look at Jacob and said "What's wrong with you? You look flushed."

"I'm fine, just a bit tired."

"You sure you're not coming down with something?" asked Rosalie in concern, obviously the wolf wasn't fine. Jacob had a way of never telling anyone about his problems although Rosalie couldn't fault him for wanting to be self reliant after what he went through in such a young age, but she was worried about him.

"Nah, just a hard day at college, where's Lucy?"

Rosalie hesitated for a second before looking towards Lucy's room in her apartment and saying "She's sleeping."

"And I suppose he's with her?" asked Jacob, a scowl forming automatically on his face.

Rosalie looked chagrined before she nodded her head and Jacob murmured "I see he hasn't dropped his habit of sneaking up on sleeping people."

However, all the vampires in the house heard him and chuckled saying "He hasn't dropped a lot of his annoying habits."

Jacob huffed and said "Maybe your personality is as frozen in time as your bodies."

"Maybe" Emmett agreed, "But you can't help but be attracted to our frozen smoking hot bodies!"

Jacob grinned despite being tired and bone weary, Emmett could always cheer him up after particularly gruesome days and he was honestly glad that he had been there for him while he needed someone to hold onto the most.

In his mind Jacob thought about what Emmett had said, though being immortal might suck sometimes, he surely couldn't deny that vampires were the most stunning creatures to walk the earth. He'd never felt such attraction to any human being or even a pack mate and just Emmett's size and the devil may care attitude made him shudder and blush whenever Emmett spouted a particularly dirty innuendo.

"Couldn't disagree with you there Emmett!"

"Hear that Eddie, he thinks I'm hotter than you! Take that!"

Edward who had been listening to Jacob's thoughts and been growing more and more irritated by the minute came out of Lucy's room carrying his daughter on his shoulder so that he wouldn't snap and tear off Emmett's arm just to release his anger.

"Tell him Jakey, tell him you think I'm the hottest of them all." Emmett joked detecting Edward's fury and playing him on, after all Emmett knew just how deep vampire's possessiveness of their mates ran.

Jacob who was feeling uncomfortable before became irate on seeing his daughter and Edward's arms sleeping soundly and turned back to Emmett smiling widely and saying "Baby, you don't even have to ask, of course you're the hottest of them all and if you weren't as straight as an arrow I might just jump on you every time I see you!"

Emmett smirked straight at Edward who gritted his teeth and stood stiffly not letting out the growl that begged to come out and the urge to slam Jacob against a wall and claim his traitorous mouth. But he knew all of them were just waiting for him to react that way so he relaxed his tense posture and kissed his daughters cheek calming himself after repeatedly reciting in his head that he didn't have the right to do as he wanted to, because he had abandoned Jacob, left him alone when he needed him the most and he must be forever grateful to Emmett and Rosalie for taking care of him when he had failed to do so.

Jacob who had turned around by this point was a bit disappointed by Edward's reaction and found himself blushing when he realised what he had just spoken.

Emmett who couldn't resist an oppurtunity to tease the wolf said "Well, Jakey, no offense but your too 'blushing maiden' for my tastes, Rosie's just the type for me, she's the 'grab the bull by the balls' type and its such a turn on!"

Both Rosalie and Jacob threw the nearest object to them at Emmett's head who dodged them easily before saying "Though I guess broody, gentlemanly Eddie is just the type for your delicate sensibilities!"

Edward was the one smirking now as he saw Jacob blush bright red to the tips of his ears before he indignantly screeched "I do not have delicate sensibilities!"

Edward couldn't help the snort that escaped him at that point and Jacob turned around with an accusing glare at Edward who shrugged as best as he could with his daughter in his arms, Jacob had made him almost mad with fury with his little speech about Emmett and he couldn't help but take his revenge as he said "Well, you do..." and as Jacob's glare intensified Edward quickly added "but its adorable!"

Jacob opened and closed his mouth several times before walking quickly and grabbing his daughter out and away from Edwards's arms. "Just for that I'm not letting you see Lucy for a week!"

Edward rolled his eyes heavenward and decided to keep quiet. If Jacob didn't allow him to see Lucy then he'd just have to go behind his back. "Fine, if it makes you happy."

"It does!" said Jacob nodding vigorously.

Edward blinked and said "Fine!" again.

Jacob who was fully expecting Edward to fight against him turned away from the infuriating vampire to see all the other vampires in the room watching their interaction with ill hidden amusement. "Oh for heaven's sake, I'm leaving since you all seem to use me as a source of amusement!"

"Are you sure your alright? You still look a bit flushed to me? Maybe you should see a human doctor?"

"I'm fine Rosalie!" said Jacob in a high pitched voice as he pulled the door open and slammed it shut again muttering 'delicate sensibilities my ass!'

The next day the vampires were all lounging around Rose's apartment all engaged in their own hobbies as the phone rang and everyone's head snapped up while Rosalie rushed to pick it up.

"Hello"

"Hello, Rose, it's me Jake" they heard Jacob's voice although it sounded raspy, like he'd been unable to speak for a long while.

"Jake, how are you? Why are you calling this early? Are you alright?" Rosalie parroted the questions rapidly.

"I'm fine Rose...I'm just.." and they all heard a massive cough as Jacob sniffled and tried to continue speaking "I think you might have been right, I am coming down with something and..." another massive cough, "I was just wondering if you could come over and take care of Lu for the day."

"Of course Jake, I'm right on my way!"

Rosalie hurried out from the apartment and Edward followed her wanting to make sure Jacob was alright and wanting to see his daughter. He sincerely hoped Jacob would have forgotten about his comment yesterday night and Rosalie only looked at him for a moment before deciding arguing with Edward would not make him go away.

They sped up and reached Jacob's in half an hour, both Edward and Rosalie waited anxiously as Jacob opened the door looking world weary. Jacob took one look at Edward and groaned saying "I thought I said you weren't allowed to see Lucy for a week!"

"Yes, but you said nothing about seeing you!" argued Edward, Rosalie sighed pushing Jacob into the apartment and walking in.

"Stop it you two, this is not the time!" She reached out and touched Jacob's forehead gasping as she pulled her hand away saying "You're burning up, you must see a doctor!"

Edward stood awkwardly trying and failing to hide his concern and letting Rosalie talk for the moment. Jacob shrugged and said "You forget I always run a high temp blondie, I'm fine, just a little cold!"

Rosalie looked ready to argue with the wolf again but Jacob put his hands up and said "I just want you to watch over Lucy for me today, Robbie wants me over in his studio for a last minute photo shoot."

"But you can't go! You're in no condition to drive!"

"Rosie, don't be overbearing, I'm fine, I can take care of myself!" Jacob went around the house pulling his socks on and grabbing his jacket.

Rosalie pulled Jacob's arm firmly which caused him to stumble a bit as she said "Must you be so stubborn! Agree that you will see a doctor when you come back or I'm not letting you leave this place! And you're taking a taxi!"

Jacob looked like he wanted to protest before he gave up and nodded saying "I will, now let me go"

Rosalie released his arm and Jacob pulled his shoes on as he said "Lu is still sleeping today, I don't know if she's in the mood for blood or breakfast but I have them both in the fridge!"

"Fine, I know these things Jake; I don't know why you insist on repeating them every time!" Rosalie huffed and Jacob smiled before saying "Thaks Rose! I'll be on my way now!"

"Be careful!" Rosalie shouted out as Jacob closed the door and heard him reply "Will do" due to her supersensitive vampire hearing.

Edward waited two minutes before he asked "Should I follow him?"

"No, I don't think he would appreciate that!"

"But look at the state he's in, he shouldn't be running off to work!"

"He's a wolf Edward, I'm sure he'll be fine, but I do think you should ask Carlisle what could be wrong, I've never seen him get sick."

Edward nodded but frowned when he remembered they hadn't told Carlisle or Esme about Lucy, "Carlisle and Esme would want to know about Lucy."

"I know...but you have to ask Jacob first!"

"I know...Esme would be overjoyed, she'd probably want to come visit!"

"So would Carlisle...he's always regretted not being able to give Esme the one thing she desires for."

It was almost seven in the night and Edward paced back and forth as Rosalie had her head in her arms bent over the couch.

"I should have followed him!"

"He'd just be angrier then!"

"Damn that, it would be a small errs comparing to what I've done to him before! I could have taken his anger! God knows I have no way of salvaging our relationship!"

"You're almost right and I would let you believe so if I didn't think both of you deserve happiness! But don't you dare give up on him Edward! He...he'll never admit it but...he needs you and deep down I think he still loves you."

Edward looked at Rosalie in wonderment for a moment before he said "I just can't help thinking he'd be better off with someone else."

"True...but he doesn't need someone else...god knows I've tried to set him up with people but he's never had any relationship with anyone since you...it's like he's closed himself off and you seem to be the only one who could get a reaction out of him!"

Finally they heard a knock on the door and Edward rushed to open it but hesitated as Rosalie strode forward saying "Maybe you should open the door..."

Rosalie gave him a weird look and then opened the door and her eyes widened taking in Jake's state as she started screeching "You stupid, stubborn mutt! I told you not to go but do you ever listen?"

Jake groaned, his shirt was sticking to his chest and his hair was stuck to his forehead, he looked pale and clammy and coughed loudly making his entire chest rattle with the force of it. Rosaile's loud admonitions were so not helping his pounding headache as he collapsed onto the couch and closing his eyes not even bothering to give Edward the evil eye.

Within minutes he was out cold and Rosalie pulled him up and into Jacob's bed room depositing him on the bed and coming out saying "We should call Carlisle."

Edward nodded, "It's high time we did."

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