Jacob and Renesmee Chapter TWO
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As Jacob and Renesmee slowly walked through the dark towards the rabbit, she risked a glance at him. There was something wrong with Jacob and she knew it, she also had a feeling it had something to do with what happened between her and Jared. " Jakey, is there something wrong?" she asked, the concern in her tone easily visible. Jacob sniffled and turned his beautiful gaze to her. They reached the rabbit and Jake sat back on top of the bonnet, facing her. " Nessie i just feel so terrible about what happened, its my job to look after you. I know Jared would never do anything bad to you, but just seeing you in that kind of situation with anyone kills me." He looked desperately into her eyes, searching for understanding. She walked closer to him, keeping her eyes locked with his, and gently placed each hand on his knees. " Jake, please believe me when i say i'm fine. But Jacob, what did you mean when you said it was your 'job' to protect me? I thought we were best friends, Jake. Please don't tell me that you hang around me all the time just cause my parents asked you to look after me or something?" Nessie blurted out, tears welling in her eyes.
JPOV
I am starting to develop feelings for her, i mean, i'v always been close with Ness, best friends, but lately i am feeling it deeper. Ever since i imprinted on her, my body aches to be away from her for too long. What if ness never feels the way i do for her? What the hell am i gonna do if she brings boy home for me to meet? I just want to tell her how i feel, and seeing Jared and the boys talk about how hot and sexy she was has definitely made me stop feeling like such a pedo for being so attracted to her. I wish i could tell her about the imprint, but Edward and Bella have made it clear time and time again that i have to wait until she turns 16. What happens if i pour my heart out to my Nessie and she doesn't feel the same?
I blink a couple of times and realise Nessie is beginning to cry. Coming back to reality, i pull her between my legs and onto my lap, wiping away her heavy tears with my huge fingers. I groan as i hear her whimpering, with the soft feel of her skin beneath my fingers, and my other hand tousled up in her hair i'm beginning too feel a little uncomfortable in my pants. Shit, i'm such a disgusting mut! Once she quietens down, i open her door and place her inside, making sure she is buckled up tight. I get in my side and start driving, but soon pull over. I have to explain at least some of this to her. " Renesmee please look at me honey. I swear to you, with all of my being, that you are one of the most, if not the most, important people in my life. I would give or be absolutely anything to make you safe and happy. Seeing you cry, and me being the cause of it, makes my body physically ache , and i am begging you to understand, that i would follow you around every day, whether someone asked me to or not. But i promise you, that know one has asked me to look out for you, and i'm pretty sure i'm just about the last person Edward would want as your personal bodyguard." At this, i cracked a small smile and gently nudged Nessie, who in return gave the smile that she saves especially for me.
I pulled carefully back onto the road and drove Ness back to the cottage. As we pulled up, she sniffled one last time, and pulled the mirror down from the shade cover above her, just to check you couldn't tell she had been crying. I took this opportunity to quickly duck around to her side of the car, opening her door and offering my hand to help her out. She gently places her silky hand on mine, the two different temperatures rekindling the familiar sensation i loved so much. I walked her to her door, pulled her into my famous bear hug, and kissed her forehead, allowing my lips to linger there for a moment more than necessary. As i pulled back, i heard her heart rate quicken slightly, and she lifted her chin to look me directly in the eyes. She parted her full, rosy lips to say in the most beautiful, velvety voice, "Goodnight Jacob. Thank you." And then she slowly rose up on her tip-toes to kiss my cheek, leaving her sweet breath to float into my knows, over powering my senses with its sweetness. I walked back to my car with shaky legs, and drove back to Billy's place, only to dream inappropriate dreams of Renesmee.