(I own nothing or no one but Calla(:)
Chapter 8: Flash Back...
Cam carried Calla into his room, softly laying her on his bed. He stood there for a moment just looking at her. Man, was she beautiful. Finally, he felt, for the first time in a long time, complete. As he stared, he must have lost track of time because Calla started to stir.
As she layed there, Calla felt someone staring at her. Finally opening her eyes, she sat up and looked into those big green eyes she loved to see. She was in Cam's room. The memory of the night was finally coming back to her. The realization of who she was. Lilith. That name kind of burned just to think about it. Knowing she was the one who broke Cam's heart almost two thousand years ago.
"Hey." Cam finally spoke to her. He had a smile on his face as he stared lovingly at her. "I'm sorry if I woke you."
Calla shook her head as she looked at him. "No, its fine." She told him. Cam sat down beside her and smiled again. She couldn't help but smile back at him.
"Still tired?" He asked as he looked at her.
"No." She said and wrapped her arms around his waist. She let out a soft sigh as she felt him lay back with her in his arms. Calla kept her eyes closed as she layed with her head on Cam's chest. He had only been holding her for about five minutes, but to her it felt like a lifetime.
Cam tilted his head to look down at her. All he saw was her white blonde hair. A soft sigh escaped his lips as his dark green eyes stared down at her until Calla lifted her head up to look back at him.
Their eyes met and it was like time had frozen. Calla felt light headed as they gazed into each others eyes. Just then...everything went black.
Once Calla had woken up, it was daylight and she was outside. It was beautiful, wherever she was. Looking down at herself, Calla saw that she was not in her regular clothes, but in some long, cotton gown with strange brown sandals. Her long blonde hair was now in a braid that layed over her right shoulder, and there seemed to be some sort of headband on her head.
"Lilith!" Someone called out. For some reason, Calla turned and looked. There stood a tall man with long, black hair and beautiful dark green eyes. He wore some sort of old clothing similar to what Calla herself had on. It was Cam, but not her Cam. Something was different about him. In his eyes, Calla saw love and compassion, but she also saw Fear.
Was Cam afraid of her? No, not her. Lilith. Calla then knew that somehow she was Lilith at this time. It was weird, she didn't feel different from herself. Though something kept bugging her. Deep down she felt something weird. Some sort of emotion that Cam triggered. She could feel that Lilith loved him with all her heart, but underneath that, she felt that Lilith did not trust Cam.
Learning this, it made Calla sad. That is why their relationship did not work out. Lilith didn't trust Cam. He never told her about being an angel, that's what tore them a part.
Cam looked at her a bit confused for her not answering when he said her name. "Lilith? Are you okay, my love?"
Calla looked at him. "Uh, yes. I'm fine." She wasn't sure how to answer him. She wasn't Lilith. Well, okay, so she was. In another life time she was Lilith and right now she was Lilith. But truth be told, Calla wasn't sure how to be Lilith.
A smile graced Cam's lips as she finally spoke. "Good. Daniel is waiting for us."
"Waiting for us?"
"Yes, don't you remember, my love?"
Calla frowned softly.
Cam laughed a soft laugh. "To go over our wedding plans." He reminded.
"Oh, yes. Of course I remember." She smiled softly and pushed some loose hair behind her ear.
"Then shall we go?" He held out his hand to her. Calla smiled and took his hand. As he grasped her hand in his, he kissed it sweetly. "You know, there is something different about you today." He said in a soft voice.
"Oh? Like what?" Now she was nervous, how would she explain that she was not Lilith but her in another life?
"There is a glow about you. A happy glow." He told her as they began to walk toward what looked to be some sort of home place.
"Really? Is that not normal? Am I not usually happy?" Big mistake. She shouldn't be asking so many questions about herself.
Cam just laughed. "Of course you are, my love. But its different. Its more happy." Truth was Cam didn't know how to describe it. "I like it. It really suits you."
"Thank you." She told him softly. This Cam wasn't cocky like her Cam. He was sweet and gentle. Calla felt sick at her stomach to know that when she broke his heart would turn him. Make him turn to Satan. The feeling must have shown on her face.
"Are you okay?" Cam stopped and looked at her face with worry in his eyes.
Calla shook her head. "I'm fine, I'm fine." She whispered and looked at him. "Cam, I just...I just want you to know that I love you. That I love you with all my heart and I don't want you to forget that ever." She whispered.
"What's wrong? I know you love me. I love you too." He told her as he cupped her cheek in his hand.
"No, if. If something were to happen...I want you to know that I will always love you, no matter what life time." She whispered. Their eyes met and locked as they did in Calla's time. There was that feeling once more, time had frozen and everything went black.
Calla woke up, but this time she was back in her own clothes and still in Cam's arms. As she looked up at him, she saw the same worry in his eyes as the other Cam.
"Are you okay?" He asked stroking her cheek. "You passed out on me." He frowned.
Calla smiled at him and cupped his cheek in her hand. "I'm fine." She whispered looking up into his eyes.
"You sure?" He was still worried as they stared at each other.
"Very sure." She whispered and sat up still cupping his cheek. "Cam." She whispered his name as if she was scared to say it. "I want you to know that I love you...and I always will."
Cam looked at her. A surprised look was on his face. "Lilith told me that once..." He stared at her. "What happened when you blacked out?"
"I was Lilith. I saw you. I knew why Lilith was the way she was. She knew you were hiding something from her. But also I know that Lilith did love you with all her heart." She smiled softly.
Cam smirked. "So it was you that day. I knew something was different about Lilith. Usually if I asked her if she forgot something, I got my head snapped off." He laughed softly and smiled at her. "I love you too." He whispered and moved closer.
His lips pressed against hers in the most heated and passionate kiss Calla had ever felt. She wrapped her arms around his neck as she felt his snake around her waist. Finally as they pulled away for air, Calla put her forehead against his. They sat there, staring into each other's eyes. Not saying nothing else.