Disclaimer I have never, nor do I now, or ever will, claim to own Beyblade. Mostly because I don't own it and probably never will. Man that's depressing.
Warning: if you haven't figured it out yet, this story is full of naughty things and is not meant for anyone under the age of 18. (Hopefully none of you have seen my profile)
A/N: Sorry that it's been taking me so long between updates, but I'm on the tech crew for our spring musical and most nights I don't even leave the school until 10- 10:30 so I don't get much of a chance to write. Sorry.
Chapter 8: Forgive me. Please.
Kai stayed laying on the floor in the hallway, where he was left, and looked up at the ceiling. What had he done. He made a mess of everything, that's what. Tala would probably never trust him again, Brian would probably try to kill him a few more times, and what about the rest of the team? If they ever found out what he did, they would never look at him the same way again. They would be disgusted.
He thought back to what was said in the red-heads room. 'But now that I'm willing to give myself to you freely, you don't want me.' 'Willing to give himself to me freely? Does that mean that there's still a chance...' But Kai shock those thoughts away. No use getting his hopes up. There's no way that they could ever be together now. All he could do was apologize and pray that one day, somehow, Tala could forgive him.
Getting up, he weakly walked towards the red-heads room, keeping his hand on the wall for support the whole way. When he finally got to the door, he momentarily paused, not really sure if he should go in or not. He silently turned the door knob, having finally decided to go in, and opened the door.
When he entered the dark room, Kai saw the sleeping form of Tala, bathed in the gentle rays of light from the moon. He looked so... Innocent. Noone would imagine, looking at him, the hell that his life has been for the past week. That innocent look, however, was wiped off his face when, Kai assumed, a nightmare began.
Moving with a swiftness that was unknown to him, Kai was at the red-heads side in a mater of seconds, trying to sooth the whimpering boy by whispering gentle words in his ear. His actions stopped and his heart broke when he heard the words that passed through Tala's soft lips. "Kai... Kai, please don't do this. Why are you doing this?"
Those words sounded so familiar. They were the very words that Kai couldn't get out of head. The words that Tala had cried the night he was raped. There was no way that Kai could forget them.
Tala, slowly began to awaken from his uneasy sleep. It didn't take long for him to notice the other presence in the room. It did, however, take him a bit longer to realize just who that other presence was. The moment he figured it out though, he was on the other side of the bed in a heartbeat.
"Tala I..."
"Get out." the red-head all but screamed. There was no way he would 'listen to reason' in the state he was in. "Just get out. I don't want to hear it Kai."
Getting up the older of the two started for the door, since he was clearly unwanted. "Whatever you say Tala. I just wanted to apologize." His hand was on the doorknob and turning it, before he was stopped by a weak voice.
"You wanted to apologize? Really?" There was a softness in that voice that made Kai think that maybe, just maybe, he would be forgiven. He turned around hoping to see any expression but the one he saw. There was anger and hurt and, what Kai assumed to be, hatred. "Well okay Kai. You can do whatever you want to me, rape me, beat me, and it will all be alright, as long as you apologize. Do you really think it's that easy? Well it isn't Kai."
Tala was sitting on the bed, gripping the sheets for all they were worth. It took everything he had not to break down crying. He had cried enough because of Kai. He whipped the tears that were threatening to fall on the back of his hand. This action made him seem so young.
Kai walked back towards the bed, reaching out a hand to his friend, only to have it knocked away. "Tala, I don't expect you to forgive me, and I know apologizing doesn't make it right, but, I love you and I truly am sorry."
Once more Kai went to leave, only to be stopped, only this time by a hand on his wrist. He barely had time to turn back towards the young red-head, before a pair of arms latched themselves around his waist and he had a head nuzzling into his chest.
"Why? Why did you have to do that to me?" Tala looked up at the blue-haired boy, the tears he fought so hard to hold back, cascading down his face. "Why did you..." but he was cut off by a light kiss being left on his lips, ever so softly.
He pushed his lips harder against Kai's as the other boy began to pull away. There was such desperation in the way he kissed the other and the way he clutched to the others shirt. The shirt which he soon began removing.
"Tala? C'mon on Tala stop it." Kai soon had to stop the little red-head when he began to undress him. As he fought against him, halfheartedly doing so that way he wouldn't hurt the younger one, Tala began spreading kisses along his jaw and down his neck.
"You said you love me Kai?" the others questioning eyes held a hope that Kai didn't want to destroy.
"Yes. But Tala..." he was cut of by a kiss, in much the same fashion as he had done to Tala not even five minutes before.
Pulling back, Tala gave a shy smile. "Then make love to me Kai. If you really love me." He leaned forward and kissed the other again, this time wrapping his arms around the other boys neck.
The kiss started of innocent, but that all changed when Tala opened his mouth and invited Kai's tongue in. The heat in the kiss increased as Tala laid back, pulling Kai on top of him. Tala knew that he probably shouldn't be doing this, not after all the other boy had put him through, but he couldn't help the fact that he still loved Kai. This was something that he had always wanted. This was the way he had hoped he would lose his virginity.
There bliss was soon halted when, in his blind passion, Kai lifted Tala's hands above his head, bringing back painful memories. "Stop!" Tala pulled away from Kai in fear.
Realizing his mistake Kai sat up, all the while watching the other to make sure he was alright. "I'm sorry. Maybe we shouldn't be doing this. No right now at least."
Any future conversation was stopped by Tala placing a finger to Kai's lips. "It's alright. I just... Don't hold my hands like that. Please." The red-head gave Kai a reassuring smile before giving him a kiss on the nose, in hopes of initiating more.
Complying to his younger friend, Kai re-attained his position, after he removed the shirt that Tala had previously been trying to get rid of. Settling between the others legs, he moved his hands up to cup a pale face as he left soft kisses everywhere he could..
It wasn't long before all of their clothing was gone, leaving them both completely naked with Kai resting his head on Tala's chest, running his fingers up and down his sides. "Are you sure you want to do this Tal?" Kai asked. He wanted to make sure that there were no doubts in the other boy's mind, or heart.
"I'm sure."
Hearing this Kai lifted Tala's hips, so he could wrap his legs around his waist. When he went to begin preparing the smaller boy, he was stopped. "Don't. You don't have to do that. I know you wont hurt me."
Nodding, Kai slowly began to enter the young red-head, hearing a small hiss of pain which made him stop. "Shit. I knew I should have prepared you."
"No. It's okay. Just take it slowly and I'll be fine." Tala reassured him. When he didn't move in response, Tala took it upon himself to raise his hips, causing Kai to go further inside of him.
Shortly after that, the two boys were moving in time with each other, whispering soft words of love and lust and the occasional 'shit' or 'harder'. The two quickly reached there climax's and fell into a passionate embrace, with Kai's arms around the smaller frame of his new lover. Nothing would have made him happier then to fall asleep just like that. And that's exactly what happened. This was going to be the best Valentines Day of his life.
A/N: I'm sorry if everything seems kinda choppy but, I really wanted to get something out to you, and I really wanted them to get together in this chapter. I promise though that the next chapter will be back to my usual standards. And once again I am so sorry for the wait.