Chapter 2. Thanks for the reviews so far. Means a lot to me. :)
[*Spencer is Jerry Trainor from iCarly.
He's gorgeous and I love him. He's perfect. I totally ship him with Adam.
Get over it.]
Spencer,
it's like you really don't want to know the truth about how I'm feeling.
You say you want to know, and you ask me things all the time, but when I tell you about it it's like you can't accept it.
I'm still fat, disgusting and worthless! I say that, and you think it's sick and terrible.
I'm sorry, I can't help it anymore. I was trying.
But it's harder than you think. I will never be good enough...
I love you.
Adam