A/N You won't know the coupling till the end of the chapter ENJOY!

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Chapter 4 My Immortal

Rogue looked at her self in the mirror in her and Kitty's room. She had dark circles under her eyes from no sleep. Her eyes were bloodshot and her nose was red from crying. She was a wreck but could she do? The love of her life had just died and he haunted her wherever she went.

I'm so tired of being here

suppressed by all

my childish

fears and

if you have to leave

I wish that you would just

leave.

Because your presence sill lingers here

and it won't leave me alone.

"Ugh…WHY CAN'T YOU GET OUT OF MY HEAD?" Rouge screamed. She fell to her knees and dug her head into her hands. She cried uncontrollably for at least an hour until Kitty came in. Kitty sat next to her and put her arm around her shoulders.

"Everything will be okay," she whispered and Rogue started crying again.

These wounds won't seem to heal

this pain is just to real.

There's just too much time that can't erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away

all of your tears.

When you'd scream I'd fight away

all of your fears.

And I held your hand for all these

years, but you still have

all of me.

"Rouge, the funeral is in a hour you should get ready," Kitty said calm and quietly. Kitty got up and left, Rogue got up and went to her closet. She looked at everything she had and she couldn't pick anything out. "What would he want me to wear?" she thought. She looked through her stuff and picked out a dress she had worn one Christmas that she thought he liked.

You used to captivate me by

your resonating light.

But now I'm bound by the life

you left behind.

Your face it haunts my once pleasant

dreams.

Your voice it chased away all of the

sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to

heal. This pain is just to real

There's just too much time that cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away

all of your tears.

When you'd scream I'd fight away

all of your fears.

And I held your hand for all these

years, but you still have

all of me.

Everyone was at the funeral even the brotherhood was there. It started raining and the funeral was over. Everyone left crying, especially Jean, except Rouge who bent down by the grave and looked at it with sad eyes. "I'll miss you Scott and you'll always be with me."

I've tried so hard to tell myself

that your gone.

But though your still with me

I've been alone all along.

Kitty grabbed Rouge by the hand and Rogue started crying again trying not to remember anything.