Chapter 3: The Year of Our Lord 1348, December 1st

Rating: T (because I can't come up with anything better anymore and I shall leave it as it was written)

Warning: there is no yoai *tear* I couldn't really give my teacher a yaoi written story could I? There is Spamano though, Fem!Spain

Disclaimer: Ryanabeth H. Deveroux still does not own Hetalia

Author's Note: Last chapter guys! This is the end of my report. If you hate it, I totally understand, I hated it too XP. This was kind of a 'I have nothing else to do so I'm going to upload a school project and see what happens' kind of thing. I didn't even really expect any reviews on it, so thank you for reading!

Enjoy!

The Year of Our Lord 1348, December 1st

It's been a year since Mamma died and Feli has grown. There's no more sunshine in his eyes, no more laughter in the house. He's grown to be as hard as I am, and I miss his cheeriness. I used to complain about him, but we have to stick together. He's all I have. Nonno Roma returned a few weeks ago and mourned over Mamma. Seeing the look on his face when we told him made me cry all over again. He didn't cry at all. It was just to look of shock on his face that made me cry; that look of utter despair and sadness. At least she died knowing that we loved her with all of our hearts.

Nonno isn't going to war again, thank the Lord. He says that he needs to take care of us first, but we've been doing okay. Feli has taken over Mamma's job and I've been working on the farm. We've worked out a good system and hope that it will be enough to keep us alive until we have to marry. I don't think I could ever leave here. I know now that I would never be a knight, I'm too poor for that, but I wouldn't be able to live without Feli. I sound like a girl, but it's true. I look back on this diary and see how much I've mentioned my brother and I realized that I wouldn't be able to make it without him. He was there for me when I felt helpless as Mamma was dying, he cried with me when she was buried. We're so much closer than we were before because of all we've been through. I wouldn't change that for the world.

I think that it's safe to say that will all move on. Mamma is in heaven with Papa and they'll watch over us. I'm glad that she died helping someone else, like she wanted to. It takes some of the hurt away when you know that someone died from helping someone else. She died doing something that she loved, I think that's all that counts. I don't blame Francis for it, like some people would. It wasn't his fault that he got my Mamma sick. It wasn't his fault that she died. God has a plan, as our pastor says. I guess taking both my Mamma and Papa from Feli and me was part of it.

I've met a girl, her name is Isabel Fernandez-Carriedo and she's come from Spain. She hasn't told me why yet, but I won't pry. She's absolutely beautiful and thoughtful and nice. Hope that Mamma and Papa would approve, Feli and Nonno say that they do. I'm not ready for marriage yet, but if I was, I would chose Isabel.

I hope that this will all be over soon. It's said that war's brewing in France. I wonder if Francis' family is there, wondering where he's been all of this time. I want to live in a safe Italy, I no longer care if it's free. I just want it all to go back to normal.

Buonanotte,

Lovino Vargas

I kind of left with a cliff hanger didn't I? Hmmm, maybe if I get enough reviews, I'll either add another chapter or do a sequel...