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Chapter 7

"Guys can we just load up the car? We have to leave in an hour." Rachel yells into the house. "It's a 17 hour long drive."

"I'll drive for the first few hours and Sidni will control the music and then we switch. I control the music then Sid does the driving and once that's over. It's Rachel and Puck's turn." Santana says.

"Fine can we just go now. I propose at 8 tonight we stop at whatever place we encounter and stay the night so that we can be rested and you know Finn and Sandy are alone in one car so stopping would be more convenient."

"I think that's a good idea, Rach" Finn says.

When everybody was in their respective cars Rachel decided to talk with Puck after all they are trying to be friends again she leaned her head over to him so that Santana and Sidni can't hear what she's going to say because she doesn't even know.

"So how have you been?" Rachel asked the first question that popped into her mind.

"I've been good. My life however is kinda empty without you in it." he looks at her but she looks away.

"Noah that was your decision, not mine. You decided that Quinn was more important to you. You made that choice not me."

"I know. Sometimes I think it was a mistake. She can't make me feel the way you make me feel. No girl can."

"Noah you can't say that, it's not fair. Not to me, who you claim you want to be friends with, or Quinn or yourself. You can't say that."

"Sorry Rach. It's just... Forget it. From next year I'll be in New York" he said changing the subject.

"Really? Why?" Rachel asked hiding and ignoring the butterflies fluttering in her stomach.

"Well I got into NYU and so I'm transferring there."

"Noah that's great. I'm really happy for you." she gives him a quick hug. Oh my word this feels so good. She really misses being in his arms but she can't think like that he has a girlfriend and chose that girl over her and she has to accept that.

She then started to sing along with the music Sidni chose.

I still remember the look on your face

Been through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you loved me so why did you go away, away

She can't believe the words she's singing because it feels like when Noah chose Quinn over her.

I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane

That July 9th the beat of you heart

It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

She smiles a bit as she sings this because the quick hug they just shared feels like all the hugs they shared when they were together.

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have our last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name forever the name on my lips

She looks out the window as a tear slips down her cheek.

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party, your showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then you pull me in

I'm not much for dancing but for you I did

He could always convince her to do things that she didn't want to but she always ended up having fun.

Because I love you handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day that I don't miss those rude interruptions

At that moment she wonders if Taylor isn't singing about her and Noah because this song described their relationship or how it ended perfectly.

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have our last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

ooh

She closes her eyes and stops singing. The words of the song is just hurting too much. Before she knows it Puck is pulling her into his arms and telling her to calm down and relax. She wants to fight him honestly she does but she can't so she just relaxes into his arms and tries not to think about the fact that this is the guy who holds her heart. Right now he is the guy that just happens to be a friend.

"Sid after this could you play It will Rain please? I need to hear it."

"Sure thing Rachie Ray." when she plays the song Rachel's eyes are still closed and she is still in Puck's arms she looks over at Santana. "Do you think it was wrong to play that song. I saw her crying San."

"No. I think she needed to cry she hasn't cried about him or let her feelings about their break up show. Her crying is a good thing." Santana reasurred Sidni.

"I hope so. I didn't know she would react that way."

Puck looks down at Rachel sleeping in his arms and somehow her being in his arms feel so good to him. He hasn't felt this way with Quinn. To be honest their relationship is more a friends with benefits kind of thing. They agreed to that when Rachel saw him kissing Quinn. When he let her go he didn't know that it was the worst thing he could ever do.

He decided to go with Quinn because Rachel scared him. She made him feel things that he never thought would ever be possible for him to feel. But Rachel made him feel it. He looks at her and remembers every touch, every lingering kiss, every hug. He remembers being happy with Quinn, he is happy with Quinn. But he remembers being incredibly happy with Rachel. He remembers everything going wrong for him but just seeing her smile made his day better.

Being with her was the happiest time of his life. Her laugh is like nothing he has ever heard before and that's when it hits him. The reason he can't be truely happy with Quinn is the fact that she's not Rachel.

Fuck!

I'm in love with Rachel Berry.

Well I enjoyed writing this chapter I just hope you guys enjoyed reading it.

Song: Taylor Swift Last kiss.

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