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Chapter 13

After Quinn and Puck went on their walk Kurt, Santana and Sidni dragged Rachel out to the pool. They knew that Rachel and Puck had an affair of sorts but they didn't know how it started and since the tension was thick in the air, Kurt didn't feel it he just wanted to know the story of the romance that took place between the two, they wanted Rachel to tell them why.

"I'm not over him, it's as simple as that." she tells her friends as she leans her head on Kurt's shoulder.

"Then why don't you tell him?" Sidni asked she hated seeing Rachel suffer they are best friends even though they have only known each other for a year.

"It's not that easy Sid. He hurt me really badly and I just... I don't think I would survive if he did that to me again. I can handle every other man breaking my heart I just couldn't handle it if he did again."

"What happened between the two of you?" Santana asked, she knew they didn't end on good terms but she had never heard Rachel say anything in that way she sounded so broken.

She started telling them the story about the night he climbed onto her balcony, she tells them about the kiss that made her forget who she was and that made her feel like she was the only girl in the world and she tells them about the plan for him to change so Quinn would like him more and how after a year's hard work it finally paid of.

*FLASHBACK*

For eight months now they had their friends with benefits thing going. Her dads came to school calling her out of class. She went leaving her books in class because it had just started, it was after lunch. She was worried, afraid that she might have done something wrong but she can't remember what so when she got to the office and saw her daddy comforting her dad she knew something was really wrong. When her dad saw her he started crying harder and not knowing what to do she just walked over to him and pulled him into her embrace. When her dad finally calmed down her daddy told her "Rachel sweety you know we love you right?"

"Yes, did I do something wrong? Why is dad so upset?"

"I'm going to give you some privacy. I am sorry." Principal Figgins says as he leaves the office.

"Sweety your nana she died this morning. The doctors says that she went peacefully."

Rachel just sat there in a state of shock as she processes the news her parents had just given her. She doesn't even know she's crying untill a tear drops on her hand. She gets up when her fathers tell her that they are going to take her home. She walks to the classroom, she doesn't notice Puck's concerned gaze follow her to her desk all she can think of is that one of the only two female influences that actually cared about her died that day.

She had been depressed for about a month now. She went to school and her life was basically a blur. She hates the fact that whenever she needs to talk to her nana she won't be there. Rachel still gets the urge to pick up her phone and call her nana only to remember that she isn't there to answer anymore. But she lets it go to voicemail so she can hear her grandma's voice when she needs it.

She's home. She's been ignoring everyone's phone calls instead of Ana she always answers Ana's calls. She hears a knock on her balcony door only to see Puck waiting there for her. She looks like a mess, she wearing a tracksuit pants and a really big top, barefoot and her hair is in a messy poinytail.

"Noah what are you doing here?" she asks him feeling really self-conscious.

"I'm here to talk to you. I'm here to take you away. It's going to be the two of us. I'm taking you away from this room so you can feel what fresh air feels like."

"Fine I'll go." she says after a long silence he gives her 20 minutes to get ready.

She stepped out on the balcony to see Puck's truck waiting for her. They climbed down and he walked to his truck and opened the door for her.

They drove to the lake, it's where they went to work on Puck and of course a make out session or two. But tonight they went to stand on their regular spot Rachel staring up at the starry sky Puck's arms around her waist, her hands over his arms, her back to him. She rests her head on his shoulder.

"You know when I was a little girl and my grandfather died, I didn't understand death. I asked my nana what death means and I still remember her words. She said 'Rachel, my darling girl, death isn't something that you need to know now. All that you need to know is that when someone dies and they leave our world it's to be a star up in the sky, your grandfather is up there and every night I'll look up at the sky and know that he is watching over us. That's all I need to be happy.' Now every night I look up at the sky and I remember her words and I know it's not true but looking up at the stars is all I need to remember her." she turns around and wraps her arms around his waist while he wraps his arms around her shoulder. "Right now all I need to be happy is you. You and the stars in the sky." she looks up at him and smiles. "Thank you."

"No problem babe. You helped me so I'm helping you."

All of the sudden the moon shining on her face and it makes her so much more beautiful and it makes him look even sexier. Before they knew it their lips found each other. Her hands moves from his waist against his body up to his neck. His arms moved from her shoulders down to her waist, he is bending down ever so slightly and lifts her up with him as he straightens himself again.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"That night we broke our no dating rule. That is also the night I fell for him. The day I went to tell him he had gotten together with Quinn and it broke my heart so bad that I just couldn't get over it."

"Awwww sweety." Kurt says as he pulls her into a hug.

"Do you still feel that way about him?" Sidni asked.

"I think my feelings for him are even stronger now." Rachel says. "I can't focus on that now though." She says wanting to change the subject. "I have a plan for Ana but I need your help."

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