Ashiteru

Tsubasa no Koi; Chapter 4

Stop it!

I open my eyes, and I see Len's eyes staring back at me, Hatred.

He shifts a little and forces my mouth open, his tongue travel all around my mouth, and I shiver.

Circling his arms around my waist, he pulls me closer and I gasp a little.

Hatred and Scarred. His heart is scarred by me.

"Get off-!" I push him, and he stumbles a few steps.

I wipe my mouth but his taste is still there. Spice. He taste like Spice, he taste just like the Cinnamon gum my mom used to buy.

"Miku," He wipes is bitten lips clean off the blood, "You don't need to do that."

"Stop that." I hiss.

"Oh, I'll stop that." He says, "If you see what I have." He takes out a ring.

"So what? That's just only-" Then I realised, It's my ring! "Hey! Give it back!" I shout.

"Ah... no. If you want it back, then you need to come into my room tonight." He smiles.

"I will never do that." I say.

"That doesn't matter," He chuckles, "See you tonight."

As he walks down to the Classroom, I can only form one thought, He's a good kisser.

The minutes tick by as I eye the clock nervously.

What should I do?

I should go. That's the only present Rinta had left for me, it's a piece of him.

I get dressed in a shirt with long sleeves and a short checked skirt.

"Mom, I'm just going over to Kagamine's estate." I say.

"Okay, you can stay as long as you want." She giggles.

"Mom!" I pout.

She smiles. If only you knew.

I jog down the pavement and hesitate for a while.

What will he do? Who am I kidding? Of course he would take my virginity.

"Len?" I knock on his door.

No answer, maybe I should just leave.

I was about to turn when the door swings open, "Hey." Len looks at me, he's face amused? Interested?

"I'm here. Just like you wanted."

He open the door wider for me to enter and I do.

"Where's your Mom?" I ask.

"She's in Kyoto, we're online today." He smirks.

I give a curt nod, a lump forming in my throat.

He opens his door and I walk in, I can feel Len's gaze following my body.

"Sit." He orders.

I sit on his bed, the hinges creaking.

"I'm here like you wanted, so give me back my Ring." I hiss.

"You need to do something to get what you want." He takes out the ring and dangles it in front of me.

"Len!" I yell, snatching the ring from him, but to no avail.

"That thing is very important to me." I cry.

"Do I look like I care?" He snaps, "Rinta was everything to me but you stole him away from me!"

After a few seconds he eyes turns into anger, "If you want the ring, lie down on the bed and do us I say."

I lie down on the bed, "Good. Now spread your legs wide open." Len's voice is low and raspy.

I do as he say.

His hand painfully moves onto my back then under my skirt, I gasp, shivering due to the cold touch of his hand.

He pulls off my stocking, revealing my garments.

"Why the pretty underwear?" He laughs.

He goes lower, his fingers digs under my underwear, the garments is also removed by him.

"L-Len!" I gasp, my fingers bitten badly by my mouth.

His fingers playfully run up and down, "Miku, does that feel good?" He asks.

"S-stop that!" I rasp, but I can't do anything, I'm again, powerless and buried deep in the hands of Kagamine Len.

He stops teasing and frowns, "Miku, say my name." He orders.

I shake my head, afraid that my voice will give away.

"Say it." He orders, forcefully, but seeing that it doesn't works, insert a finger into me.

He push it in and out, but I control my voice.

I don't want to say his name.

He growls and insert two more fingers, pushing them in more and more.

In, out. In, out.

I can't control my voice. Len has me manipulated.

"Len!" I moan, and I feel myself coming.

"S-stop that." I sounded weak and fragile.

Len takes out his fingers that's coated wet, and he licks them off one by one.

"Miku," He brushes off a strand of hair that blocks my face.

I hiss at the sudden contact, and finally gets to see his expression.

Disgusted.

He opens his mouth and pops the ring into it, swallowing it.

I lie down there, frozen and scared.

"I can't believe you called my name in RInta's room, Miku." He smiles wickedly, "You're a slut."

I get my clothes ad wear it on, stopping in front of Len.

"What are you going to do to me?" He challenges.

I'm not good with words, and I can't get back at him.

"Nothing." I whisper, "I'm already in the abyss when Rinta died, what you did was just dug the hole deeper to bury me more."

End of Chapter 4