Okay I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry for the delay I've been majorly stressed I had five projects due this week two of which had to be presented in front of the class. Anyways a major thanks to my new beta for making my life that much easier :D

Anne- Thank you I'm glad you like it :)

Chrissy-Thank you and ya as I learned in psychology guys have two different responses fight or flight. I envision James as kind of in the middle. When he gets angry he leaves but only to re-evaluate the situation before returning.

Faith- Ya I'm kinda glad you can relate... just PM me if you need somebody to talk to kay? :) I've been through that same tough spot before and would love to help anyway I can.

I woke up in my bed and remembered giving into James last night and allowing him to carry me in here. It must've been around four in the morning so I got up and went to the prefect's bathroom. I showered quickly, scrubbing down my body and washing out my red locks before going back to my room; yawning all the way.

I groaned when I entered my room and lay down in bed, realizing it was Saturday. I used a simple spell to dry my wet hair before dropping off into a fitful sleep. I slept until around twelve, when I awoke to the sound of James opening up my door.

"Good morning, breakfast time." I moaned and rolled over as he laughed, coming closer. "Come on Evans you need food."

"No I don't." I grumbled and I knew he was standing with his hands on his hips giving me an accusing look.

"You do." I shrugged and he down on my bed and started stroking my hair gently.

"James?" He looked at me nodding as I faced him. "Were you ever going out with Nicole?"

"What? No." He said surprised and I nodded unsure of whom to trust; on one hand I wanted so badly to believe him but I wasn't sure if I could trust him just yet.

"Okay…" He lay down holding me against him.

"I won't lie to you Lily, you're the only girl I've ever loved." I looked at him, completely shocked as he kissed my head gently. "It's true every time I see you it feels like butterflies are assaulting my stomach, when I see you hurt, I hurt. Hurting you tore me apart on the inside and all I wanted the minute I turned my back on you was to turn around. You just shocked me Lils, I didn't expect that I didn't know what I expected. I just….I want you to be better. I hate seeing you hurt but I'm here now and I….I want to get through this together if you want me still." I looked at him happily as tears of joy filled my eyes.

"I love you James Potter." I paused after this, deciding what to say before continuing. "I just….can we take things slow? I don't know if I'm ready to trust you fully yet…" He nodded and started stroking my hair gently before leaning forward and kissing my forehead once more.

Okay sorry for the short-ness but well the next chapter will be longer I'm working on it as we speak :) so I hoped you like it, review because reviews make me happy and if I don't reply right away it's only because my phone decided to stop receiving emails -_-

-Little Miss Fake it