Guys…I have all these feels. It's killing me. Like…I don't even know because my emotions are like…! Angsty chapter but with a little bit of hurt/comfort and a little bit of cute. Loki makes me cry. He's so beautiful and sad and…feels, guys. Feels.

A/N: Sorry about that.

A Part of Me I Didn't Know

I walked down the hall, my long blue cloak trailing behind me. The fabric rustled quietly as I walked. I could hear voices from down the hallway. Two guards rushed passed me towards the weapons vault. I could hear the voice more clearly now. My heart skipped a beat as I took in the panic of the voice.

"Guards! Guards, help! Please!"

The voice belonged to Loki. I sprinted down the hall but stopped short when I saw the two guards emerge from the weapons vault carrying Odin. He had fallen into the Odinsleep and, by the sound of it, quiet unexpectedly. Loki was kneeling on the stairs when I arrived, tears running down his cheeks. The look of anguish on his face broke my heart a little.

"Loki? What's wrong?" I asked, kneeling beside him.

"Get away from me." He said, his voice cracking with pain. "Leave!" He shouted after I did not move.

"No." I said quietly. "I'm not leaving."

"Ria, get out!"

I didn't listen to him. Instead, I sat down next to him and pulled him close, making him lay his head on my shoulder. I stroked his hair and sat in silence while the tears fell freely. He gave up on trying to make me leave and let me sit with him for a long time.

"You don't know what I am." His words were almost inaudible. I turned to face him. His usual emerald green eyes had been replaced with red and his fair skin was now a cold blue color.

"I'm a monster." He whispered.

I shook my head. "No you're not." I cupped his cheek in my hand. His skin and eyes returned to their normal color.

"You're the same Loki who cut in to dance with me. You're the same Loki I've been friends with since forever. You're my best friend. You're not a monster."

"I'm a Frost Giant!" He roared, spitting the words out like poison.

"Hardly." I said calmly. "Loki, I don't care what you are. I love you. And I would still love you even if you had six heads and a tail. No matter what."

His eyes flashed up to meet mine. "No." He stated defiantly.

"Loki, listen to me! You're the same as you've always been. I doesn't matter to me!" He looked at for a moment me and then pulled me into his arms. The abrupt hug caught me off guard. I leaned into his chest, knowing I'd won.

"I love you." He whispered as I brushed a stray tear from his face.

"I love you more." I whispered into his shoulder.

Sorry about my intense feels. I think this helped a little. Please review. I want to know what you people think! And if you favorite without reviewing…shame on you. But I love all of you for reading! Hiddles and Loki Feels for everyone.