ROSE

At school the next day Alice, Bella, and I were all talking in the hallway, this is the first day with us all together at school. It's going great. Well till Ali had to make it awkward by waving three guys we all know over to us.

"Hey ladies. Oh Rose Hey." he smiled at me.

"Hi" I smiled back shyly

"Hi" He replied again.

"Ok Rose if you say Hi, I will seriously slap you. We all know that you too have said Hi" Ali stepped in before I spoke again.

"Did you get that paragraph finished last night after you left." I asked him trying to start a conversation.

"Sure did, what about you"

"Yes, of course."

"Awesome" he finished. "Nice outfit by the way, much better look on you" he added. Yay he likes it. Good. Shit, bad thoughts

"Hey Bella" Edward piped up. Awe that's so cute maybe Bella will get a boyfriend that's totally opposite of Jacob black. What a hound dog.

"Hey"

"Can I walk you to Bio"

"Sure" she replied to him and then they took off down the hallway.

"Jazzy hunny lets go to English" Alice sang.

"See ya Emm, Nice to see you again Rose."

"You to Jasper." With that they were gone leaving me alone with Emmett.

"So how was your night?" he asked

"It was lovely, what about yours?" I asked back.

"Good... Umm I don't do this very often but..." oh god no please I'm not ready I cant I am only able to be friends but he needs to make this hard.

"Emmett please don't. I can't go there with anyone right now. Friends yes anything else and I won't be able to handle it."

"Huh"

"I can't explain right now but I will soon. I promise." I told him.

"Ok, but please do. Oh shit were gonna be late for History" we took off like bullets towards our history class.

What am I going to do I can't tell him what happened to me last May, I just can't, no way no how. But if I don't then I might not be able to ever move on. But if I do he will never look at me again let alone speak to me. I can't risk losing him even if he is only ever a friend. I feel like I might die if I didn't have him in my life.

Last night after the study session with Emmett I decided to look for my birth mother. All I knew about her was that her name is Esme Platt and that I also have a twin brother she took with her. I have never met him, It has never really bothered me until today when I saw Jasper Ali's boyfriend again. I got a strange vibe from him and I don't know why. I honestly know nothing about my brother or the other family that I may have. I have always wondered though why it is that she took him and left me. Why did she not love me enough or why is it that she left in the first place. She left me alone and horrible things happened. I want to meet her but I don't know how I will react to seeing her. I do however know that she lives here in Forks, and she has ever since she left me and my father. I have also wondered why my dad always goes to the Seattle airport for a few hours once a month. Maybe he knows more than he is letting on. After school I headed over to the last known address for Esme Platt. Which is a vacant lot. I went to a store only to find out that it is none other then Esme Cullen. Edward and Jasper's mom.

I knocked on the door... "Hello... Can I help you dear?" Oh here goes nothing.

"Hi. Mrs. Cullen, Can I come in for a few minutes."

"Sure come on in." she replied.

"Thank you" we walked into the very large living room. It was completely white. just like it was on Saturday, duh.

"So what can I do for you, are you here to see the boys?" then Edward and Jasper walked in fighting with each other.

"Edward shut the hell up, I don't give a damn about your stupid car." Jasper shouted as they headed for the stairs.

"Jasper, you hit it with your car."

"BOYS, stop this now, we have company. I am sorry Rose."

"It's ok" they came into the room.

"Hey Rosalie, what are you doing here, I thought Emmett was your neighbour and he aint here yet." Edward told me.

"Edward be nice." Esme chimed.

"It's ok, I know that Emmett is the only one I really know."

"Ya well this is the Cullen's place."

"If you don't mind I need to speak with Ms. Plaa.. Umm Mrs. Cullen."

"Ok see ya later Rose." They said in unison as they headed upstairs.

"Alright dear, what can I do for you?"

"Your umm, your my mom" There I did it, I told her the truth and now I need answers.

"Rosalie Hale, Peters daughter. Really it's you?"

"Ya, yours too or at least that's what I found on the internet, My father doesn't speak about it

much. He is very guarded against it. Actually he doesn't even know I am here, he's in Seattle for business today. Umm I hope you don't mind me just dropping in like this." with that she pulled me into a tight hug.

"Oh my god, I can't believe this, he told me I would never see you again, he said that you were in a car accident when you were two. Rosalie, sweetheart, I don't know what to say. Of course I don't mind, hunny." good she seems nice enough. "Please sit, do u want anything to drink at all"

"No thank you"

"Ok... Umm I don't know what to say"

"You can answer my questions"

"Alright sweetie"

"First of all Mrs. Cullen, why did you leave?"

"Please its Esme... I left after your father and I had a huge fight, you and Jasper where 1 and he threatened to have me committed if I didn't leave. When I tried to take the both of you he grabbed you out of my arms and hid you with his mistress Charlotte. I should have recognized her. He told me that I could Jasper but not his precious Rose, I was only able to get away with Jasper, I did try to come back for you, he wouldn't let me anywhere near you. He even called the police when I wouldn't leave. I have been banned from the hole state of New York. I am so sorry that I was never able to get you out of there." she told me, I can't find it in me to be mad at her, she said she tried and I know dad if he sets his mind on something there is no changing it.

"I am not mad at you Esme, I mean I was but after hearing your story I can't be mad. You mean, my dad was cheating on you with my step-mom, well my now step-mom. She was always there, then one day after a pregnancy scare or whatever they decided to get married. So Jasper is the twin I was told about?"

"Yes, he is your twin. Now he has no idea I never told him and when he sees Peter every month I know that he is never told about you. As far as Jasper knows Peter has no children."

"Oh so he does go see him, I knew that he was keeping things from me. Well do you think we should tell him, and Edward to since I guess he is also my brother." I said.

"Yes... BOYS, DOWN STAIRS NOW"

They both ran down the stairs. "Mom, I need to get my Volvo fixed Jasper backed into it at school. You're not mad at us are you." Edward said in a breath. "Oh and Emm is coming over to watch the football game."

"Alright. I am not mad, we need to talk to you." Esme told them.

"You and Rose?"

"Yes, Jasper, me and Rose."

"Ok shoot" Edward added.

"Rosalie is my daughter" Esme told them

"What" they said in unison

"Jasper she is your twin sister, Peter and I separated and he only allowed me to take you, I was forced to leave her there with him. I know he never mentions her because you have never come to me to talk about it.?

"My tw-twin, she's my twin, I have a twin. Ya he never mentioned it, he doesn't say much, just talks about sports and politics. I actually hate going to see him, it's a waste of my time. Wow, Rose if I knew I would have been nicer to you. I am so sorry for calling you a boy."

"It's ok, I didn't know until just a while ago and the boy thing is fine, I deserve it, I was trying to look and act like a boy so that I wouldn't get the attention like I used to get, it's the only way I could think of to keep me safe. And I just said too much." shoot why did I say that.

"Then why did you look like that today at school, if you are trying to hide."

"Its so stupid, promise you won't laugh?"

"We promise" both Edward and Jasper said.

"Umm ok, Iumm,." there I said it.

"what. didn't catch that." that's when Alice showed herself from the doorway.

"She said that Emmett told her she looked good in her normal clothes during the study date. not that I even believe there was a study date since when does Emmett Study."

"Thanks Alice, that was lovely." I said my voice dripping with sarcasm.

"Not a problem."

"Totally knew it, Rose likes Emmett. If you like him so much then why did you turn him down today." Jasper asked.

"It's complicated Jasper. I just can't deal with that right now, a boy in my life like that will cause a panic attack. so no I had to turn him down." Alice looked at me with concern in her eyes. "Ali can I talk to you for a minute please."

"Sure" we went to the kitchen to talk. "Rose you're going to have to tell them, I know that Esme is your mom, she's going to want to know what happened last may."

"Ali I am so concerned. They will all hate me especially Emmett. you know he kissed my cheek last night again and I didn't even flinch, well not until I was safe in my room, my dad thinks I am making progress but I don't think I am. Alice what am I going to do, I like him I do but I just can't."

"Row I know, but you should talk to them, even Emmett, I know them all and they will all love you know matter what they won't care what happened in the past hell if anything Emmett will go and kill you know who."

"Alice no that is Oh I don't know. I can't tell him yet but maybe my mom and brothers. tomorrow I will do it tomorrow."

"No Rose today, get everything out in the open today. I know that the longer you put it off the more afraid you'll be to say it." Alice scolded.

"Fine ok, I will." we walked out to the living room, everyone was sitting around on the sofas talking. Emmett was not yet here thank god. Mr or Dr Cullen isn't either. ok I can do this, I can do this, I so can do this. It's now or never. "Can I talk to everyone for a minute its important."

"I'm right her Row"

"Thanks"

"Go ahead Rosalie, we will listen to anything you have to say, anytime of course." Esme said.

"Last May, Umm.. Last may something happened. Something I wish never did. I am afraid of what everyone is going to say."

"What is it Rose" Jasper asked. Concern plastered on all of their faces.

"I was... umm I was..."