Knowing of the impending departure from my home the pain drew me away from that frosted window. Funny isn't it how everything in my life is so cold now, warmth is what I crave and yet it is so far out of reach.
The rumble of my trucks engine pulled me from any thoughts that scattered around in my brain. The body creaked loudly, showers of rust disappearing behind me.
No destination came to mind, just the urge to drive, to leave the shadows behind, the darkness and the cold and find the warmth, find my sunshine.
Large trees gave way to breaking waves and glossed beaches. First beach was alive, perhaps that is what drew me to this place, the feeling of being alive, something I have not felt for months now or maybe it was years ,time did not matter anymore.
The sounds of breaking waves lulled me into a sense of peace, a place of harmony in my mind as I wandered aimlessly down a barren shoreline.
A noise shattered my peace, a noise that did not belong in my harmony, it sounded happy.
Lifting my head a brown blur flew past knocking me to my knees as another chased it to the water, tackling it under the waves.
It was boys, wait no men. Muscles rippled down their arms as the playfully fought against each other, crashing through waves.
"Are you alright?," looking up at the face of an angel with his chiselled jaw and shining hair that fluttered gentle with the wind. His eyes became glazed as I looked into his dark pools of swirling brown; he looked almost like a blind man glimpsing the sun for the first time.
"Am I in heaven?" the words fell from my lips in a butchered, unused voice. Rumbled laughter bellowed from deep within his chest. As his sculptured chest moved with the melody of sound.
I had finally cracked, I can't honestly be falling in love with a man that I only met not a minute ago? Can I really be moving on from ed-him, but he did leave you in the woods, the voice in the back of my head whispered to me, he abandoned you bella, told you he didn't want you, belittled you.
My sight clouded in red, your right he treated me like nothing, he used me, I was just a pathetic little toy that he tossed out when he was bored, HOW DARE HE!
My arms shook and my breath came in puffs as the realisation that I meant nothing to him to my so called family, well fuck them! I am over being broken for the pathetic annoying bastard!
My skin was vibrating I was shaking that hard as something inside me began to claw at my skin, yearning to break free.
"Bella calm down!" the voice of the angel urged me as he took steps back.
The boys in the water were frozen watching the scene in front of them play out.
"Bella calm down!" panic laced the angels voice, worry clouding his eyes, until fire consumed me and my skin exploded…
Hi, im so sorry for the cliff hanger and if anyone is reading this ii am so so so so so so ect ect sorry for not updating in so long I've just had a really rough time lately and I couldn't update but if anyone is reading this I hope to get lots more chapters up in the next couple of days so thanks for reading and again I am sorry for the delay.