AN: I know I haven't updated in awhile...greatest apologizes! I hope you guys like the new chapter! It was a hard one to write for me! ALSO_ its rated M for a reason...smutty goodness.

Chapter 4: I wanna bleach my eyeballs!

Becky was in heaven. Plain and simple heaven. She moaned in satisfaction as Sam's right thigh nestled in between hers, giving her the much needed friction in between her legs. His hands were all over her body and when he slipped his hand under her shirt and grabbed her breast she thought she would die from the pleasure. She bit his lip when he pinched her nipple which only seemed to turn him on more. His mouth was devouring hers, trailing hot kisses down her neck and to the top of her cleavage.

"Off, take it off me Sam." Becky's voice was husky and it sounded foreign to her. Sam raised up long enough to pull the shirt off of her and tossed it to the floor. She wasn't wearing a bra, so she was in nothing but a pair of light green panties. Sam's large hands rubbed her body, both hands stopping at her panties. He didn't say anything but his look said it all, can I take them off. Becky smiled and nodded her head in confirmation. She shyly lifted her hips and Sam's fingers hooked under the soft fabric and pulled them down. Becky was nervous and despite the fact that she wanted this more than just about anything her inexperience in the sexual department made her insecure to be so exposed. Sam stood quickly and pulled his shirt off and his jeans. Sam stood in front of Becky completely naked. And any insecurities Becky had disappeared and she returned to heaven.

"Becky, are you sure this is what you want?"

"Without a doubt." Sam smiled and climbed back on top of Becky. Spreading her thighs far apart, his long finger gently rubbed her clit and opened her lips to him so he could slip a finger into her wet, hot core. He rubbed her clit with his thumb and pumped her long, thick fingers into her. When she relaxed and slowly opened more he added another finger causing her to pant.

"Becky, open your eyes. I want to see your face when you cum for me the first time." Becky's eyes shot open and looked directly into Sam's eyes. "Cum for me, baby." And she did. Becky's whole body was humming in satisfaction. Sam lined his member up to her entrance and pushed the tip of it in. Becky's eyes opened again and wrapped her slender legs around him. "Take me, Sammy please." Sam thrust into her slowly and hissed in pleasure as her tight warmness engulfed him. Sam began kissing her again and they moved together, creating the most amazing sensation for both of them. Sam could feel Becky tightening around him.

"Fuck Becky, you are so warm and so tight. You feel so good."

"Ahh, Sam. I'm gonna..uh..cuum again." Becky stammered out.

Sam hooked her leg even higher up on his hip and thrust into from a different direction causing her to climax. Becky grasp onto Sam as tight as she could and moaned out his name as she came. Sam was just a few thrust behind her. When he rolled off of her he noticed Becky wince.

"Was that too rough? I'm sorry I know you're still hurting."

"It hurts, but it was perfect."

"It was fantastic, wow." Sam breathed out.

Becky smiled and rolled onto her side facing Sam. "That was a million times better than I could have ever fantasized."

"That was a million times better than...well ever."

A blushed creeped over Becky's face. "Its okay Sammy, you don't have to say that. I know its not true."

Sam leaned forwards and kissed Becky and pulled her in close to cuddle against his firm chest. "Im not lying, that was the best sex of my life and we weren't even going at it full pace because I know you're still healing."

"We should get dressed before Dean gets back." Becky said after a few minutes of silent snuggles.

"Eh, screw 'em. I'm too exhausted to move for awhile." Sam pulled the sheet around them and they both fell into a peaceful sleep.

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Dean stood in front of the two sleeping lovers. He poked Sam in the back and when he opened his eyes, Dean motioned for him to meet him in the living room. Sam untangled himself from Becky, made sure she was still sleeping and then grabbed a pair of jeans and headed to the living room.

"What the FUCK man?" Dean asked point blank.

Sam shrugged his shoulders and smirked. "I think you know what happened."

"Yeah, I'm not dumb. How the FUCK then?"

"Dean, honestly I don't know. She was saying all the right things and I was feeling all the right things and then we were naked and I couldn't stop myself. God knows I should have, but I couldn't."

"Couldn't? or wouldn't? Cause unless you were under some damn spell again I'm pretty sure you have control over your dick."

"Alright, cool it. I had sex with Becky and it was fantastic, and I have never been so turned on in my life, so it felt like I couldn't stop and I sure as hell didn't want to."

"Sammy, I won't lie to you. Becky has grown on me but this-whatever it is that you're doing with her it can't be good. Forget the fact that she is your super crazy stalker fan. What kind of life are you gonna offer her?"

"Well what do you mean Dean?"

"Becky is a sweet girl, a good girl. She isn't the type of girl you just fuck. So what I'm askin' is what happens now with you two. You gonna drop her off at her place when she is healed up and drop by from time to time. You planning on bringing her with us? Or was this a legit one time thing."

"I don't know man, but Becky gets all this shit, the life of a hunter. I don't know what I want to do this second but whatever it is, it will be in Becky's best interest. I'm not that guy."

Dean sighed and grabbed two beers from the fridge. "No, you're not that guy. Do you love her?"

"Love? Whoa, I don't know. I think I like her- a lot. Maybe I do love her. Hell I have no freaking clue."

"I'll drink to that buddy, cause right now I got no freaking clue how I'm okay with whatever you and her are."

"You're okay with it?"

"Yeah, I guess I am. So, lets pass on this chick flick moment and talk about the case."

"Definitely. What are we looking at,"

"I'm not sure yet, but its definitely our thing. Why don't you leave sleeping beauty in there a note and we got scope it out. It will be dark by the time we get there."

Sam showered, changed and began writing Becky a note. But what to say that would make her not freak out when she realized she was in bed, naked and worst of all alone? He decided he'd rather wake her and tell her goodbye and that they would be back soon in person. He laid on the bed next to her and gently moved the hair outta her face.

"Becks, wake up baby." Becky opened her eyes slowly and smiled at Sam laying next to her. "Me and Dean are gonna go check out that old library. We will be back in a few hours, we'll pick up dinner." His pressed his lips to hers and kissed her. "Go back to sleep." Becky smiled.

"I will, be safe Sam."

"Always." And with that Becky closed her eyes and drifted back into the most amazing sleep she had since she was a little girl.

TBC...thoughts?