Darn, Its too hard to make a story that makes sense. Sigh

Chapter Two Part 1

Brittany didn't talk much on the way home. She merely listened to the two talking about school. Their second year college will start tomorrow. 'Another year' she sighed, she doesn't know what to expect. She doesn't even feel excited and in the first place. She doesn't wanna bother thinking much of school cause Quinn and Mercedes will always be there for her anyway. 'I hope this year would be interesting though' she thought.

Their plan was to go out tonight and have fun before engaging again for another school year but of course things just didn't have to go as planned. She sighs while thinking about the string of events that occurred. She knows she's a nice girl but people have their limits. She also knows what she did was not fair but she couldn't care less anymore. What's done is done.

With the side of her head leaned on the window thru the ride she wasn't really finding any sleep. She couldn't help discerning on her actions. What could have triggered her to act like that? What could have caused a kitten to snarl like a raging beast?

She's no homophobic to be clear but that doesn't mean she was fond of a lesbian player/ hoe/ slut/ whore etc. preying on her bestfriend who's still recovering from her last relationship. The likes of her are the ones she truly despised the most. The ones who take advantage of the love and attention they receive. They're the most selfish people she knew because they don't care who they hurt as long as they're happy or satisfied. They should be the one who don't deserve anything the most in this world. She just reminded her of certain bitterness in her past that she's been trying to bury all this years.

Upon arriving they all went to their rooms silently. Changing in her pjs, Brittany dropped her dead weight on the bed and drifted to paradise unprepared for the coming hangover in the morning. 'I hate drinking too much' she muttered before she drowned to slumber.

They three of them basically lived together. After first year college Quinn thought that the three of them should just move in together in a large enough apartment for them. They found one near their school so they didn't hesitate to take it. They settled for having 3 bedrooms, 1 bathroom, a living room and a kitchen. They pretty much didn't mind about the bill for being rich and having parents that are so generous answered the problem. They even have their own sweet rides already. Life was pretty sweet for them or so it seems.

On the other hand . . . .

Santana drove for about 30 minutes before they arrived to their apartment building. Rachel fell asleep through the ride while Kurt was either texting or talking to Santana. Santana shares the same apartment with Rachel while Kurt's apartment is one floor below them. Rachel was drunk and half asleep causing Kurt and Santana to drag her towards the elevator. Kurt being on the 4th floor left Santana to drag Rachel alone towards their apartment. She kept cursing from the car until they reached their apartment. She hated having to deal with Rachel like this but she couldn't really complain cause its way more frequent where it's the other way around. As Rachel immediately collapsed on her bed, Santana sat down at the couch instead of going to her room. It's always like these when she's alone. Different thoughts rush through her mind, keeping her awake and bothered. She regretted not getting drunk and being sober at the moment. She leaned her head in the couch trying to get comfortable.

Her thoughts drifted back with how her day went. It started from a call from her dad that ended in another argument. Her temper fell on her girlfriend Ally. Ally was again complaining. She keeps saying she should be at least responsible for her stuff. Her room was again a mess but she just doesn't have time for cleaning shit. Then Ally asked why she missed her practice for the third time this week. Santana wasn't thinking straight when she answered that she got better things to do or deal with. That made Ally shut up then stood up signaling she's leaving.

"I hope who ever you're fucking is worth it" she said. Santana fumed at this and clenched her fist. She stood up and grabbed her girlfriend's wrist.

"What the hell is your problem? I was fixing some things! I wasn't screwing around! I don't even complain when you're whoring around with that asshole!"

The next thing she knew Ally slapped her hard.

"Damn you! Don't ever involve my bestfriend here! And don't fucking ever call me a whore! I'm tired of your bullshits! I know I'm stupid to even fall for you when everyone knew the slut you are. I wished you could have just said that I wasn't enough! Not grabbing every chance you can to prove to me how unhappy you are with me!"

Ally didn't shout but she wasn't quiet either. She was crying because she can't help it anymore. She's pouring her heart out.

"Everyone's right … You're a selfish heartless bitch. No one will ever be enough huh San" Ally whispered those last words while chuckling bitterly like it hurts her to say those words. She gave up holding her tears in her heart.

"Your righ , like everyone else is. You should have believed them in the first place. It was really stupid to think this will work." Santana said calmly. She hurt her enough already. Game over.

"Guess we're done." Ally replied, she seems tired as she said those words and at the same time sad. She turned back, closed the door and left. Santana was left standing coping up of what just happened. She fell back to her bed, grabbed a pillow and threw it to the door. She wasn't hurt or sad. She was just pissed. Her ego is bruised from of Ally's words. But to be honest she was also hurt still what's done is done.

She knew that it will end like this, both of them hurt. That's what always happens when she takes her relationship seriously. It was always better without feelings, no strings attached so to say. But Ally became one of her exceptions. She wasn't there for her because sex is good(mind-blowing to be exact) or to be popular for dating her or to just have some fun with her. She was there because she wants to be Santana's friend, someone who somehow understands her. But she was never good in relationships. Even though she doesn't really do relationships, there was still some where she thought might work. Or where she hoped. But she always end up failing them so she just gave up trying to make things work. She wants to blame her dad right now but she knows better that it's really her to blame.

She doesn't want to stay in her apartment being frustrated so she took Rachel's advice to go to a club. Rachel wasn't fond of going to club but she knows Santana needs this right now. Santana erased Ally from her mind and decided to be back on her old ways. Rachel chose for them to go at Ecstacy. Santana thought the club would be bad but luckily it wasn't. She even congratulated Rachel for choosing that club. Rachel act offended as if her past choice of clubs were bad. They found a nice table and grabbed some drinks. When a certain blonde caught her eyes she immediately decided to get that blonde's attention to her. Back to her flirtatious slutty ways. At first she was doing fine until she was intruded by another blonde. She was impressed with the confidence and bitchiness but at the same time insulted. She tried her best to hold back knowing nothing good for her happens when her temper overrules her. She let the other blonde say whatever she wanted not because she's fine with it but she's really interested with the shorter blonde. With what happened she went home more pissed. She won't let that blondie bitch get away just like that she'll get back at her pay somehow. She was Santana Lopez after all.

Another hour already passed but Santana still can't sleep. Another thing that was bothering her was her father. She hates having arguments with him but he was always asking too much from her. Apparently he wants her to come home for a week and be with him for his birthday celebration. She would love to if her father didn't mention that she would have to bond with her dad's soon-to-be fiancée. She tried persuading him to change his mind which ended to another argument. She despised those women who take advantage of his father's kindness. She knew they are just there for the money just like everyone else. This made her chuckle. Her own mother was no different from these women. The person she hates the most. The very person who is pretty much the reason why she became like this. The pain and hatred that she holds against that person is unimaginable. One of the reasons she tries to avoid going home is because every single time she was in that house she was reminded of her. Sometimes she feels that the time where her mom left them was like yesterday because of how fresh her wounds are. She could never forget that time nor the pain it bears. She could hide it all but it will always be there buried inside her.

Flashbacks …

Santana Maria Garcia Lopez was the daughter of Antonio Lopez and Maria Lopez. Her father owns a wine business that was given to him by his father. Maria was a photographer who fell for the charms of Antonio while attending a party that was held by Antonio himself. They got married pretty fast. Ricardo Lopez, Santana's grandfather resigned and let his son handle the business after the wedding. Santana grew with the love of her family surrounding her. Life was all flower and rainbow for her until that faithful day. Everyone was devastated but her father was the most affected when her mother left. He was crying at night while drunk and Santana will always be there to hug him until he fell asleep. Her father always apologies in the morning and treat her outside in return. Her father gradually recovered but of course he was never the same and she blame that to her mother. She doesn't really ask her father about what happened between him and her mother. She knows it hurts him to be reminded of her so she tries her best in avoiding talking about her. It was from other people's mouth where she learned that her mom runaway with some guy taking her father's money with her.

One of Santana's most trusted friend is Rachel Barbra Berry. Rachel was the daughter of Antonio Lopez's most trusted servant. Rachel has two gay dads, Leroy and Randy. Leroy happens to be one of Antonio's best men that he trusts enough. Rachel and Santana clearly weren't fond of each other at first. They consider it a punishment to be spending time together back then but when Santana's mother left a lot changed. Santana lost the strength and desire to insult Rachel at any given chance. Rachel also saw how her ever proud and strong nemesis seemed to lose the fire in her eyes. Rachel decided to leave her alone at first but once she saw Santana cry one time she didn't think twice before she lend her a hanky with a smile of warm comfort. You would have expected Santana to lash out at her but she didn't. Santana looked straight to Rachel's eyes before she lunged at her and hugged her so tight Rachel almost

broke a bone. Of course even though she was taken aback, Rachel happily returned the same bone crushing hug. Their friendship slowly changed from then on.

End of Flashback...

Sunlight hitting her face, the little brunette groaned. She also heard her phone beeped so she grabbed and opened it.

From: BFF Kurt 3

Ur gonna be late rach. Wake ur troll rommie so I cud giv u a ride 2 skool. I sure know u both wont manage

Rachel dragged her body to fetch some water. She was surprised to find a snoring Latina lying on the couch. She threw a pillow at the sleeping troll before she continued walking towards the kitchen. The Latina grunted as the pillow hit her face. She forced her eyes to open and when it did she looked at the clock to find that she overslept. Rachel suddenly appeared in front of her looking like a freakin zombie.

"We're gonna be late and Kurt is driving us so hurry up" Rachel croaked before she proceeded to her chamber. Santana cursed before she rose up and started to prepare for the day.

"School sucks" She muttered as she sipped some caffeine.

TBC