Right after i let the words out of my mouth, I feel her warm lips on mine. It only lasts a minute because we are still surrounded by our class , eating their lunch on a table somewhere on the parking lot. I blush and look at Tori, she's also blushing and lets out a cough to let the awkwardness fade away. Right then we hear Sikowitz yelling that all the children need to gather at the bus, because were leaving. Still a little bit shaky on my legs I get up and walk to the bus. We have to sit on the same place where we were sitting before the stop, so I'm stuck with Tori again. I feel very awkward, she kind of knows that I like her now and I know a pretty big thing about her.
The whole ride is just awkward, Tori not saying anything. So I'm just staring out of my window. Finally after what seemed ages we arrive at school and I get my car from the parking lot and speed home.
I need time to think about everything – about what I said. I don't regret it though, I just need time.
In minutes I'm home, I open the door and fall on the couch. I'm so tired from the trip that I can't keep my eyes open. Just when I'm about to drift off I hear a ticking noise on the front door, it takes a while before I realize that someone is banging on my door, until I hear a voice call my name
' Jade , Please let me in, I know you're here.'
Her voice alone makes me crazy, it gives me weird feelings and I get all nervous, and believe me I'm never nervous, I finally push myself of the couch and make it to the front door, I slowly remove the locks and open it.
On my doorstep is a crying Vega, mascara all over her face – hair a mess and her skin looks pale like mine.
' Can I come in?' She sobs.
Still a little bit in shock at the sight of Tori this way I nod and lead her to my couch, we sit down and I get her an tissue and a glass of water. She seems surprised by my kindness that I normally don't show.
'it never shouldn't have happened' She blurts still sobbing.
' Tori' I say giving her another tissue.
I don't know how this comforting thing works, so I do my best. I also don't know what I have to say, I'm just as nervous as she is.
' You don't like me, do you? You just pretended earlier, you said you wouldn't mind kissing me again but you do, you don't like me Jade'
' Tori I did mean it'
' No you didn't, you hate me Jade.'
I don't know what to say to her or how to explain everything so I just move closer and place my lips on hers. The kiss doesn't last long but boy did it feel good, I move away and she looks flustered.
' I really mean it Tori' I say soft.
' How, I thought you hated me'
' I never hated you'
' Then you did an awful job at showing that you liked me.' Tori laughs.
' It's a long story'
' I have time'
I started telling her about when I first saw her and when I got jealous of her, then I told her about getting feelings about her and I couldn't express my feelings to anyone so I just turned everything in to hating her and that that was much easier then deal with everything.
' Wow' she says.
' I'm a twisted person Tori'
She laughs and shakes her head, I ask her about her feelings for me and when she knew she was bi sexual.
' When I was 15, I started looking at girls too it was very scary at first but then I realized that nothing was wrong with it'
I move closer to her, and rub her back. It seems to calm her a little.
' So one time on vacation I met a girl, and we hang out every day until we kissed, and that was my first ever kiss' she blushes.
' And when I started at Hollywood arts and I saw you, you're just so beautiful Jade'
I'd never thought that brave little Tori Vega would ever kiss a girl or even be bi sexual but I am a person that doesn't like labels that much, so to me it really doesn't matter. I don't give myself a label, I've been with guys too.
' Jade? say something please'
Oh I guess I zoned out again,
' Sorry, I zoned out'
' I'm not going to repeat what I said though' she laughs evil.
' Oh you are' I say whispering in her ear, slightly kissing her earlobe.
' You're going to tease me with your flirting every time now that you know about my feelings for you, don't you?' Tori asks.
' Your damn right Vega' I say winking.
' I'm still not telling'
I place my lips on hers again and start kissing her, the kiss gets pretty heated and when we let go, were both out of breaths.
' What are we?' Tori asks after a minute.
' I don't like labels, I suggest we just take it easy at first. See where this thing goes?' I look into her eyes.
Tori smiles and places a soft kiss on my lips again, she moves away and this time she whispers something in my ear causing me to shiver.
' You're really beautiful Jade'
' Luckily for you, I find you very beautiful too Tori' I smile seductively.
YEAH, short. I'm on vacation deal with it, oh review please then I might update before I leave.
