A/N: Sorry for taking FOREVER to update, school, church, clubs...blah blah blah..and this chapter might not be as long as I would like, or you but i promise to write longer ones. Again, thanks for all the reviews, I really appreciate them. Keep reading!

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Bella P.O.V.

As I sat there in this God-forsaken hell, all I could think about was not Jacob, but Edward. So desperately I have been holding on to him. This whole time I was with Jacob meant nothing to me now. I hated myself for thinking this, but it was true. Edward was my love, Edward was my life, and I haven't been alive since he left me.

How could I do this to Jacob? How could I have been so obliviousto my own feelings? This was not going to end nicely. I need to break it off with Jacob. I really wasn't whole, even with Jacob. I need Edward, no, not just Edward, all of them. Right down to Rosalie, I loved them all. They were, and still are my ture family. Knowing that they didn't feel the same, gave me such an intense pain. More than the pain I was in right now. But that really didn't matter because it is highly unlikey that I will survive past this new near death experience.

"Finally awake, are we?" Her smooth voice sent a shiver through me, going from the top of my spine, down to my toes. She noticed, and smirked.

"I am kind of dissapointed in you Bella. Getting involved with werewolves? That really doesn't seem like you at all. What does your precious Edward have to say about this? I know he would not approve at all."

Hearing his name made me clench my jaw tightly. Seeing that she struck home, she tried to come from a different approach into breaking me down.

"Oh, I am sorry, did your precious Edward finally leave you? Not good enough for him huh? I knew he would realize how plain you were...But yet again, this is rather dissapointing. What is the point of me killing you? No one will come after me, and no one will even care that you are dead. But maybe that wolf pack will..."

Now she was just mumbling to herself, not caring that I was the person who's death she was talking about. But I really didn't care anymore. She was right, no one was coming for me. Jacob maybe, but what is the chance of him finding me? Maybe...just maybe...no. I will not let myself hope. Nobody was coming, and I was going to die. Alone, and forgotten. The nicest thing that would happen to me was that I would be killed in a great amount of pain while she fed off of me, lasting only minutes. But I knew I could not be so fortunate. This venture would last for days.

She was still talking to herself, and I was really getting sick of waiting for my death to come. I sudden got a great surge of bravdo and shouted at Victoria,

"Look, If you are goning to kill me, get it over with already, I am tired of people making up their mind to kill me or not!

The tone of my voice surprised me, and it seemed that is surprised her too, but she quickly recovered her composure.

"Well, we are a little pushy aren't we? Considering that it is your unimportant life we are talking about here. Don't you want me to take my time in deliberating your death?" She actually seemed puzzled about this, but the confusion was slightly in her voice so I couldn't be sure.

"My life matters little to me without the people I love." I stared blankly at the wall. I really didn't what she said next. She waited for me to acknowledge her, but I did not answer. Suddenly my head snapped back and my cheek was blazing.

"When I am talking to you, you will answer me!" She was furious, and knowing that this made her mad, I just kept ignoring her. If she wanted to be social, she could go find someon else to talk to. I really had no interest in what she was saying. She seemed to get madder and madder and finally she grabbed a knife off the wall and said, "Well I guess we should get started then."

Silent tears of goodbye slid down my cheeks as I knew it was going to begin. After seeing some kind of response out of me, she got her attitude back.

"Crying already? I haven't even started yet." She looked at me with absolute hatred in her eyes.

That day, I ran out of tears...and screams.