Hey guys,
I know you probably all hate me for not updating in the past few months, but I just wanted to let everyone know why I've been MIA.
I've struggled with some form of depression for a few years now, but I never really talked to anyone about it because I've seen my mother go through it. I didn't want to admit I was like her-mood swings, anger fits, days where I just didn't want to get out of bed. I definitely don't have it as bad as her, but it's there, whether I like it or not. I've been having a hard time and I just couldn't write, especially when I was thinking everyday how much I hated my life and myself and how I just didn't want to be here anymore. At one point, I literally thought about running away from everything because I was so upset at how fucked up my family and life was. I logged back on here for the first time two days ago and when I saw the angry PM's and reviews, I felt that I needed to give you guys a proper message.
I've officially re-started Be Your Teenage Dream Tonight, and hopefully the next chapter will be up sometime this week. I've decided to completely delete Chapter Ten and start with a new version of that chapter.
Thank you to everyone who stayed with this story and is willing to read it once I post the next chapter. I won't be having a regular updating schedule because who knows if I'll be having a good or a bad day, but I would just like to thank everyone in advance who will support me and understand.
Love you all,
XO MiniAlice618
