''Your eyes''...
''What about my eyes?'' The boy asked to the girl wrapped around his arms. Currently he had one arm around her shoulders and she had her head laying on his shoulder. All they were doing was stare into each other's eyes..That seemed enough for them. Just stare at each other and let the world go round, all they cared was that they were with each other.
''They're brown'' She smiled as she kept staring into his brown eyes. It seemed that everytime she looked into his eyes she would get lost and never find her way back. But she was ok with that, more than ok. To him, looking into her eyes was like candy for little kids. He loved them, he NEEDED them. I explain myself.
It was like he NEEDED to look at her eyes, if not he would've die, as ridiculous as that sounded. Her eyes to him hold a meaning. He could just stare at her, at them all day and he would never get tired.
Some people say that you can determine what the other person is thinking or they're emotions they were feeling by looking into their eyes. That's what it felt for Nick. He could see everything. He could see that she felt secure with him. He could see that she was happy. He could see that she was relaxed, that she was not worried like she had all the time in the world. He could see that she was scared...He could see EVERYTHING, it wasn't because she was an easy person to read but he just knew it, he sensed it.
But to her was the totally opposite. Everytime she looked into his eyes she saw nothing.
All she knew is that they dragged her in, that the longer she looked, she couldn't backed away but still she saw nothing. She couldn't tell if he was happy or bored, she couldn't. But she did knew that he was happy, and she could see it not in his eyes but in his smile. She wanted so bad to see some emotion or expression in his eyes but it was like HE wouldn't let her. Like if he was holding back a secret.
''You've never seen brown eyes before?'' He chuckled, letting in an amused smile. He rubbed her shoulders with his hand, feeling as she relaxed under his touch.
She let out a small giggle. ''Of course I have'' She giggled some before turning serious and gazing into his eyes once again. ''Your eyes..I-I just.'' She blushed and looked down before looking up again. ''I can't seem to look away from them'' She bit her lip and let out a nervous smile.
Miley POV
I snapped out of one of the many memories I had with Nick. Had as in gone. That night was one of the best I had with him. After our date, we decided to just chill, so we went back to my apartment and that happened. And ofcourse we had a few kisses there and there.
What happened that night, was happening to me now. I can't seem to look away from his eyes. The second our eyes met, my heart skipped a beat, butterflies flew around my stomach, I think I even heard fireworks. I'm going crazy now.
He was just standing there. Frozen like a statue. He was still looking at me. Truth to be told, his stare gave me the chills, truth to be told, it scared me. It was like one of those stares like if someone was observing you from afar and you feel their eyes on you. Like the kind of stare that you can't sleep because you feel like its haunting you. But also I kinda felt like it was the stare of disgust. But that's only my imagination, because I see nothing in his eyes. Nothing. So I really couldn't tell.
I felt like years passed and we were still looking at eachother. Staring at each other, none of us moved, except our chests with our breathing but sometimes not even that. Crazy I know. I decided to make the first move, I mean, would you make the first move if you were a werewolf and your human girlfriend was pregnant with a werewolf baby? I guess not..
''Hi..'' I didn't even notice my voice was so quiet that I doubted he had heard me but I knew he did.
I'm scared and he knows.
I'm scared of what will happen from now on, I'm scared of what's gonna happen with me, and with him and...with the baby..our baby. But I wouldn't dare to say that outloud cause I just KNOW that he already knows.
I honestly don't know what to say.. I mean put yourself in my shoes. If I say, how are you?, what question is that? Its like:
Oh I don't know, I told you that I'm a werwolf then I found out that you were pregnant so now your pregnant with a baby werewolf but you know I'm good, everything's cool.
Sarcasm. Obviously I can't say that.
So, really, what are the right words to say in a situation like this? Cause if you know, please enlighten me..
I decided to push away all my thoughts aside and just focus on him, on right now, this moment. And there he is, still frozen, still watching my every move..Is it crazy to say that I love him? I do love him and it scares me that he doesn't love me back. I sighed and fought with myself on what to say, and all I really want is to feel him close to me. That's it.
''Can you come closer?'' I whisper. Just a silent whisper. Usually when some whisper is because no one else wants to hear what they're saying, in my case I'm just scared that I'm going to say the wrong thing.
Closure, that's all I want. All the time I've been in this place, I've been with Demi. I see Selena like 2 or 3 times a week, and Joe, I just saw him once. But I never saw Nick once. This is the first I see him in a long time..Funny how all this time, we've been in the same house and never saw each other, not even once. So you can imagine how both happy and terrify I'm feeling.
He didn't move an inch. He just stood there. It was bugging me. I shook my head and decided to ask again.
''Can you come closer? Please..'' Yes, I was begging him. I'm going paranoid inside me, its like a part of me wants to get up and run to him and hug him and kiss him. Then another part of me wants to stay in bed and say nothing and do nothing. And another part of me just simply wants to feel him close to me. I want to feel that he's still there with me, that he never left.
This time he did move..2 steps. 2 small steps. It was like instead of a werewolf he was zombie..Grrr, its really bugging me, I'm pregnant I get mood swings.
I noticed that he was no longer looking at my face but my stomach. I swallowed back saliva and looked down. I sighed. Be strong Miley, you can do this.
''Please, just come closer.'' My bottom lip started to quiver. I felt myself getting emotional and my eyes started to blur with tears. It was like he was afraid of me.
I no longer felt paranoid, instead I felt broken. I've never felt this broken. He was afraid of me but why? That still remains a mistery. I saw him look down.
'' I can't''
His voice. It was a quiet whisper but I still heard it. I haven't heard his voice in such a long time I even forgot how it sound. Now I know and I've never felt as happy to hear his voice. Even though he spoke with, I don't know, fear? anger? I truly don't have a clue, I was happy to hear his voice again. His voice, it made me realize that he really was here and it wasn't just my imagination..
Then, I focused on his words..I can't, he said. He can't. Why? Why can't he? Am I dangerous? No, otherwise Demi would have never come too close to me. Am I hurting? yes, but does he think that if he comes closer he'll hurt me more? No, actually, the opposite. The longer he's away from me, the longer my pain starts to increase. It kills me. Kills...
I swallowed once again as I felt one tear slide down from my eye and slowly started to fall down. I looked at him, the only emotion I'm showing: pain. I shook my head and I felt a sob coming from my throat but I hold it back.
That's it, I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down. Next thing I know is that I felt two hands grab mine and some words being whispered in my ear. They say:
''Please don't cry Miles, everything will be ok. ''
I know who that was, Demi. I don't know how she got here so fast but she did and now she was comforting me, but I don't think any words can. I looked up, through my blurry eyes and saw that Nick was still there, frozen, like a statue.
He looked at me, of course I didn't see anything in his eyes, then he simply turned around and walked away..
No one's POV
The blonde girl rushed inside the place and frantically she went to the first person she saw. With tears in her eyes, she spoke.
''I need help, please! It's my friend, I think she's in trouble!''
The man looked up at her worried. ''Miss, calm down, tell me what's wrong.''
Taylor let out a broken sob and looked at the police officer then at her phone. ''It's my best friend, I think she has been kidnapped''...
To Be Continued..
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