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Chapter 9
Max s pov.
I quickly make my way upstairs towards my room trying hard to remove the image of Seth and Ella from my mind. I Slam my door shut and throw my bag on the bed.
"Hey Watch it will ya?".
Oops "Sorry Total guess I forgot you were in there".
He quickly squirms from the bag and shakes his fur.
"What's up with you anyway? I thought the meeting with the vamps and wolves went rather well".
Sighing I lie on the bed absent-mindedly rubbing my tummy.
"It's nothing just hormones I guess" I mutter.
For a while we sit in silence.
Eventually Totals belly rumbles and heads towards the kitchen wagging his tail.
Finally alone I use the time to sort my thoughts.
Still rubbing my bump I close my eyes thinking of my children to come.
Will they look like me or fang?.
Have my light hair and brown eyes and tawny wings? or his deep beautiful black eyes and strong powerful dark wings?
Fang.
I miss him so much.
I loved ...no love him with all my heart.
Suddenly the image of fang changes and in his place I see a muscular bare chested native American with dark wolf like eyes and shaggy hair.
Seth? My eyes snap open in shock but the image of Seth smiling lingers in my mind.
Guilt racks through me once again.
I just lost Fang and mi already dreaming of another guy.
Not just any guy but my sisters boyfriend.
God I'm such a bad person I will always love fang but I feel drawn to Seth somehow it's hard to explain. ARRRRGGGG.
This is so confusing.
I would go for a flight but judging by how heavy I am I don't think my wings could take the weight.
So a nice walk will have to do.
I make my way down the stairs only to stop upon hearing Ella s raised voice.
Seth s pov
After finally detaching Ella from myself I watch as Max quickly makes her way upstairs.
I long to follow her, to tell her how I feel, to hold her but the feel of Ella tugging me towards the living room reminds me why that's not a option at this present time.
I turn to find Ella has sat me on a couch and though I know she's talking I find I can't concentrate on what's she's saying.
My mind keeps thinking about Max.
After hearing all the shocking events from her life I find myself more I love with her than ever.
If that's even possible.
She's strong willed, determined and despite the cruelty that's happened to her throughout life she still finds it in her heart to love and care.
I can tell from the way she looks at Ella and her Mum.
Or the way she stroked totals fur earlier today.
Or...from the way she runs her hands across her swollen stomach.
Once again jealousy flares in me and I feel ashamed because of it.
Its not Max s fault or even Fangs or the babies.
I guess as a wolf I feel somewhat territorial.
"It's so great having Max back again."
The mention of Max s name stirs me from my deep thought.
"Though I should warn you she's a bit protective of me but I'm sure once she gets to know you better she'll approve".
"Umm Ella"?
And I can' t wait till the babies arrive she's having twins you know, i wonder if they'll look more like Max or Fang"?
"Ella"?
"He's the babies father but I guess you won't get to meet him it's a shame really I think you would have liked him and the rest of the flock er I mean family".
"ELLA".
My outburst surprises her into silence.
I take a deep breath and prepare for what I'm about to say.
"Look Ella your a great girl and your fun to be around but".
"Seth? your? your not breaking up with me are you"?
Sigh "yeah I am, I'm so sorry Ella but".
"WHY? Is it me? did I do something wrong?"
"No, god no it's just. I..I love some one else".
"Some one else? I don't understand not two days ago we were laughing holding hands and kissing and now your telling me you love someone else"?
"I didn't plan it, it just.."
"WHO? TELL ME WHO"?
"I can't say yet, I haven't told her myself".
I got up ready to leave. "I'm sorry Ella I hope we can still be friends"
Turning to leave I feel her tug me back.
"Please Seth I love you this girl probably won't even return your feelings anyway".
That hurt but I know it's not right to continue to treat Ella as second best.
Besides Max is my imprint if I can't be with her then I rather be alone.
As I leave Ella crying on the couch and round the corner towards to the hall a fist crashes into my face with alarmingly strong force considering me being a shape shifting wolf.
I stumble back hand on jaw only to realize it was Max who punched me.
There she stood a glare on her face shaking her now bruising fist.
Oh man the look she was giving me.
If looks could kill I'd be six feet under.
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