Hiya everyone.
Yes i know it's been a loooong time and i'm sorry but here's the next chapter and hopefully the next one won't be to far behind.
Enjoy.
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Chapter 11
Max pov
Slowly and cautiously Seth advances ears down as if to reassure me he means no harm.
Although I know he won't hurt me instinct kicks in and I crouch into a fighting stance.
Years of fighting erasers will do that to you.
Another heart shattering whine escapes his jaws and I relax a little.
He's a couple of steps away now, almost within my hands reach suddenly he's right there and without my realizing it I find myself stroking his head.
He's so large and furry my hand almost disappears as I sink my hand in.
He releases a sort of rhythmic growl of pleasure as I scratch behind his ear.
"Don't get cute mutt" I say
"I'm still mad at you"
He chooses to ignore me, content with the small attention to his ear.
Maybe its because he's in his wolf form now or me being pregnant and all hormonal but looking down at Seth I just don't have it in me to yell at him or you know kill him like I did an hour ago.
"Ouch"
A slight kick in my stomach surprises me and I bend slightly clutching it.
Seth freezes noticing me reaching from my stomach and he quickly dashes to the bushes.
As he rustles around both my hands run over my stomach searching.
There.
Another kick.
A slow smile spreads across my face just as Seth emerges in a pair of torn jeans.
"Max are you ok? Is it the babies? Are they ok? Should I call Dr. Cullen? Do you need to sit down?"
As he fusses over me hopping around like a baby kangaroo I unknowingly reach for his hand.
A baffling look comes across his face as I place it on the side of my stomach.
"Max what are you do ahh?" he breaks off as a small but strong kick slightly jostles our hands.
A goofy looking smile spreads across his face as he looks at me and I'm certain mine displays an equally goofy one.
"Did you feel"? I ask excited.
"Sure did" he nods.
I stand there a few more moments wanting this brief moment of joy to last.
I look back up at Seth and thats when i realize how close we are.
One hand rests under mine over my stomach while his other rest on my hip.
I raise my other hand to push him away when it come into contact with hard muscle.
Thats when i remember he's only in jeans.
Despite my mental scolding i can't help but rake my eyes over his toned 6 pack.
My heart thumps in my ears as i raise my head to look into his deep brown eyes.
With my hand still on his warm chest i can feel his heart beat just as hard and fast as mine.
Slowly he raises his hand and sweeps a stray stand of hair that fell in my face.
He then runs his finger down my cheek making me shiver and goose bumps rise on my arms.
Traitorous body.
"Max" he mumbles in a deep and breath voice that makes my body melt and my eyes droop.
Slowly he raises my chin and leans in.
My eyes drift shut waiting...until another sharp kick brings me back to reality and the next thing i know Seth is on the ground and i'm running (well as best as i can run whilst pregnant) back to the house.'
What is wrong with me? what was i thinking?, no what would Fang think? What would Ella?.
God, i'm such a horrible sister I hate my self and I hate Seth.
Tears run down my face as i make it to the house, up the stairs and practicaly dive bomb on the bed and bury my face in my pillow.
Seths pov
If she didn't hate me before she will now.
Why can't i do anything right?
She's vunerable and emotional and i praticaly took advantage of that.
But she looked sooo beautiful looking up at me with that warm smile on her face.
My body heats up just remembering and it's already hot enough what with me being a shapeshifting wolf i'm praticaly a walking heater.
I remember the feel of her in my hands.
Feeling the babies kick even though their not my own was amazing.
I thought i would be bitter or jealous but i didn't.
Maybe it's because their apart of her and i love her soo much.
But even if that wasn't the case i still have no right to feel bitter or jealous though they are not my kids.
It's not their fault nor is it Fangs.
It's no ones really but when i think of this Fang guy i get all tense and jealous and then i feel guilty because he's dead and from what i hear he was a great guy and max loved him and still loves him i can tell.
Now She's about to have his babies alone, without him and the rest of her family and here i come along making matters worse.
She suffering so much and i just don't know what to do.
Breaking up with Ella sure as hell didn't help but i couldn't pretend anymore, it just wasn't fair to Max, Ella and myself.
Frustrated i run my fingers through my hair, release a long sigh and begin to make my way home.
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