I don't own maximum ride or twilight.
I just wish I did.
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Max
"I don't know how I'm going to go on without him Max".
Ella and I were at the breakfast table.
I could tell she barley got a wink of sleep.
Her face was red and puffy, her voice hoarse from crying all night.
Looking at her I feel even more disgusted with myself than before, when I remember what me and Seth almost did last night.
"He's no good for you sis". I try to console her.
"You can do so much better, no you deserve so much better". Scooting closer I rub her back trying calm the shaking and the sobs she's trying hard to hold in.
"But I love him" she explodes and a whole new wave of screaming/crying begins.
I sigh wishing I knew what to do to help.
Instead I hold her as she tries to calm down and get a hold of herself.
Eventually her sobs subside, and I send her back upstairs to bed, promising to tell mom to call the school (Not the evil one) .
She could definitely use the sleep.
"Max?" a tentative voice asks.
I look down to see total by my foot.
"You OK?" he asks.
"Fine I guess...Why?"
"Just worried about you. ya know?".
"Well don't. Ella's the one who's heart broken".
"Yeah but Max...so are you".
I freeze as images of Fang flash across my vision.
Everything he was and everything he will never get to be.
No stop it, I will not cry. God. whoever said time heals everything was a freaking liar.
"Ella will get over Seth but Fang will always be apart of you Max."
"I know" I mutter.
"You know...Fang loved you and wouldn't want you to be alone forever Max".
Huh?
"What do you mean, I have you, don't I?" I ask worried. Is Total leaving?.
" Always I'm just saying on the future you know these kids, their ….their going to need a father figure you know?"
Oh ...That's what he meant.
"No" I start furious all of a sudden.
"God total how can you even suggest that, Fang is and always will be my love I don't see how I can ever love again."
I don't want anyone who isn't him.
Seths face flashes in my mind fueling my rage even more.
"And what do you mean they NEED a father figure. What? Am I not enough?"
"Max that's not what I..."
"Do you reckon I'm an unfit mother?"
"Of course no..."
"Then why would you say those things" I yell no longer holding the tears in my eyes.
It's not totals fault. I blame the hormones.
The guilt may also be playing a part.
I take a few deep breathes and finally get myself under control.
"I'm sorry Total, really I am."
"I Know". He flies upward and into my arms where I hold him close.
"Don't worry about it" he says against my shoulder.
I set him down on the table and take a seat.
Leaning over i reach for a paper towel on the side and blow my nose.
"What I meant to say Max is that. In time the pain will ease...little by little".
I snort
"And within that time if you should happen to meet a guy...or girl what ever tickles your fancy"
That got a giggle out of me.
"If you should happen to meet someone else. No one will blame you. Least of all Fang. It is possible to love more that one person in a life time. Just because you love someone new doesn't mean you stop loving Fang. do you understand?"
I didn't but I nodded anyway and gave Total a small smile.
Wiping my eyes once more, I rose form my seat.
"Come on then". I say
"Lets go see the Cullen s. Their expecting us."
Total nods and leaps put the back door.
Bella
"Mommy is Max coming today?"
I smile down at my beautiful daughter.
"She sure is honey. Be sure to behave."
Jake myself and Renesme were at our field. Jake was in wolf form dozing whilst Renesme ran around and played in the tall grass. It was the guys turn to go hunting so it was just Esme, Alice and Rosalie back at the house.
"Do you think she'll want to play?"
"Maybe but remember sweetie she's pregnant so try not to be run around hectic around her. We don't want you running into her."
"OK. I'll slow down when I see her." And off she ran again.
To think children her age and younger were being tortured, experimented on and used for evil purposes.
Being a vampire I can't cry any more, but if I could I would.
Jakes head snaps up and I turn to see Seth in wolf form emerge from the forest.
Even in this form he looks glum. Poor thing, of all the people to imprint on it just had to be the most unavailable person ever.
Sighing he slumps down on the grass.
"Awwww" says Renesme scratching his ear.
"Poor Sethy". He playfully nudges her with his nose and she falls in the grass giggling.
"Come on guys we better head back."
As I turn, I catch Alices scent approaching fast.
So does Jake and Seth by the looks of it.
Whatever she has to tell us must be important that she couldn't wait 5 minutes for us to return.
Skidding to a halt just centermeters from crashing into me nose first she screams "He's coming".
I frown in confusion.
"Who?" I ask.
"Aro and the rest of volturi"
...Uh oh.
I hear Seth let out a low growl and I know we're all thinking the same thing.
"Their coming to check on us and how were doing since the last visit and if we'll reconider joining their ranks. But then it just disapears after that. Ican't see them at all"
That confirms our fears.
Not long after meeting Max Alice said she couldn't see Max in her visions.
At all.
And if the volturi disapear from the visions that can only mean Max is involved somehow.
It would be hard not to. Just one touch from any of Us and Aro will know all that we know about Max.
And no doubt he'll want her for himself.
Her and her babies.
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