Bella/ Jasper fic...lol obviously...
Poem by;
Femi Escalante - Dont Leave.
Based on Aly&Aj's Potential Breakup Song ... :) Just based on it...
Damn Him!
Here I was...Sitting all alone in my room, on my damn birthday. And my so called boyfriend was out partying! I am seriously going to kill him! My phone beeped and I saw it was from the idiot himself.
'Hey babe ;) whats up?'
My jaw clenched and I debated weather or not to text him back. I decided to and see what he said.
'Well Jasper. Im sitting in my room...alone...on my BIRTHDAY! -Pissed Off Girlfriend'
I sent that and fell back onto my bed. My phone beeped ten seconds later and I ignored it. He can wait. I grinned at my sudden idea and jumped up to call my cousin. Once she found out about this she will kill him.
I dialed her number and waited for her to pick up. "Yo?" A males voice came onto the line. "Hi um is Rosalie Hale there?" I asked, suddenly becoming shy. "Yeah? Who is it- OW Rose why did you- Fine...Here she is." He told me, I heard a quiet 'Damn Rosie.' and another slap. I smirked at the reason why I was calling. He is so in for it. "Hey! Who's ass needs kicking? Is it your boyfriends?" My cousin asked. I started laughing. "How the hell did you know?" she chuckeled "Call it intuision and the fact that Angie just sent me a 'Why the hell is Jasper at Alice's party and not Bells?' FWI." Rosalie huffed. "I am going to kill that kid. Just need to book a flight."
"There's one leaving tomorrow at noon." I said helpfully. I swear I saw/heard her grin all the way in New York...where she is. Did I mention my cousins a model? And her mom is a designer. "Thank you. I'll be there tomorrow at 5pm. Catch a ride from Charlie or you?" She asked, I told her I would and we hung up. I checked my phone and saw I had 10 new messages. All from Jasper. So from Then till Now here it is;
'Oh shit...Im sorry!'
I shook my head and pressed next.
'Please dont be mad!'
'Forget it. Be mad! Just call me'
'Hun? Im sorry'
'Isa! Please...Im sorry!'
'I feel like an idiot call me?'
'Please call me.'
'Bella? I swear im sorry'
'I dont know how to make it up to yu'
'You can kill me? But then I couldnt see yu'
And the last one since two minutes ago;
'Please dont break up with me. It was an honest mistake. I never ment to hurt yu, and im sorry if i did...just...call me.'
I felt bad but then again, this was his fault. Should I call him? Well...fine. I dialed his number and he picked up on the first ring. There was no music in the background. Obviously he left.
"Isa! Oh my...Im so sorry. Please... I didnt mean to do it. Im sorry I forgot." He sounded so desperate. It was going to be very hard not to forgive him. "Why?" I asked, my voice cracking. "Im sorry. It wont ever happen again, just please forgive me." He rushed, his accent coming out to play. I frowned suddenly. His accent only came out when he was upset, depressed or extremly happy. "How...How do I know you wont do it again...How will I be able to trust you?" I asked. I know to some people it would seem like nothing but a mere mistake but we have been dating since grade seven. Not even Edward Cullen got between us. But this...he forgot my damn BIRTHDAY! After going out for four years and being best friends for six.
Knowing eachother for 10 freaking years! "I promise you! I wont...I swear! You can lock me in your closet. Anything!" I shook my head "Not good enough Jasper." I said quietly and hung up. My armor was cracked, and forever will be. Its not like he's unfaithful...but its just like that. I think im making a big deal out of this...
Two days later:
Its been two days, and i've kept to myself and my door locked. Rosalie kept trying to come in. She threatened to kill him after she almost knocked my door down.
Rosalie POV
I am going to KILL him! My cousin is up there locked in her room. Because of him! The doorbell rang and Emmett went to get it. "Urgh...Rose... A boy named -whats your name?- Oh Jasper... is here for Bells!" I trugged into the hallway, my entire beening wanting to kill him. "What?" I snapped. He held up a peice of paper and a rectangle box. "Can I see Isa? Please. Just for a moment?" I nodded. "Fine. Shes in her room."
He ran up the stairs, pausing to kick off his shoes. I pressed my fingure to my lips at Emmett and went after him. Jasper knocked on the door. Bella's quiet but firm 'Go Away' was heard. He didnt listen and walked in, after seeing the door was unlocked. I proped the door open and saw him sitting on her bed. "Can I read you something...? Please Isa..." She looked at him and nodded "Okay..."
Jasper POV
I hoped her cousin wouldnt kill me! I still needed to see Isa. I prayed to whatever God was out there that she would forgive me. I sat on Bells bed and shook her leg. "Can I read you something? Please Isa..." I broke off as she looked down "Okay." I smiled at her and she sighed. I cleared my throat and recited the words I memerized by heart.
"What would I do if you leave? I'd miss you, I believe
That's what I'd do if you leave
Emotions are kept under my sleeve, So my prayers to you I'd give
Please stay a bit longer, For I may see you again never
And you leaving isn't for the better, Surely I'd miss you sooner or later
Everyday I miss you more and more, It makes my heart feel so sore
Thinking of the way things were, I'd like to go back
to the times we had before."
I finished and looked in her eyes. Her rich chocolate brown eyes had gathered tears. "Jasper...I...I love you." Her arms flew around me and I smiled before hugging her back. I missed her. "I cant take all the credit though...Its Femi Escalante...I just took it." She smiled, which made my heart soar. "I dont care. I love you." She told me. I kissed her and whispered "As I love you beautiful."
