THRUSHPELT
MISSED OPPURTUNITIES
There's so much
That I never said
That my simple touch
Never told
So many words
That I never said
That shook my world
That broke my heart
Even though
I never lied
It hurts so
What I didn't say
The silence hurts
My love is buried
Pressed in the cold dirt
What I never said hurts
I can't say it now
Not with my burning eyes
Your whispered vow
Will break my spirit
Your whispered oath
Of eternal love
Your shining betroth
You love him
Now it's too late
I kept your secret
I stood through the wait
But I was wrong
Everything is wrong
Together, forever
United, strong
But it's a lie
I am alone
Always alone
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
BLUESTAR
NEVER GO BACK
My words are cold
My eyes bitter
My soul is sold
It's not my fault
I want to mean
My sorry words
After what I've seen
I want to love
I want to be right
Not alone and scorned
Hiding from the light
Hiding in my heart
Enthralled by one night
Entangled in the shreds
I need my sight
My reason
My words are cold
My eyes bitter
My soul is sold
It's not my fault
I want to mean
My sorry words
After what I've seen
I want to love
I want you to be him
It's wrong, but it's true
The future is grim
And I need someone
I hurt you, I know
I'll be sorry, always
Yet I still can't go
Back
My lies still stand
My heart still sings
I still suffer the land
Not the cold, swift water
Nothing has changed
Only my heart
And I can't go back