Dear Diary,
I swear Inuyasha is intentionally trying to get on my nerves; either that or he has a death wish. Since I sat him half way to hell, he has been on my ass about the most stupid shit. 'You didn't make my ramen right' 'you're walking too slow' 'you need to wear different clothes' Blah, blah, blah. I'm seriously considering plotting with Kikyo to get him off my back. I'm sure she would be more than happy.
It has even gotten so bad that I don't have the strength to fight off Miroku's advances. He grabs my butt and all I can do is give him a halfhearted glare. I think he's starting to get the hint that I'm not in the mood to put up with his shenanigans. I'm just drained anymore; no amount of sleep or trips to the hot springs helps me. Then when I do go to the hot springs it reminds me of a certain demon and the cycle just repeats.
I haven't seen the Western Lord since the incident, which was a couple of days ago. I hate to admit it diary but I kind of miss him. Not only the kissing aspect of it but his presence is oddly soothing. It's weird, him being one of the most powerful beings in this era and I feeling safe with him. I know most beings, human and demon alike would run in fear at the feel of his powerful aura but I cannot help but find comfort in it. I'm so defective. I mean his name means 'killing perfection' that should not be soothing to me.
Diary what am I supposed to do? I can't help but think the other day was a fluke, that if I ever see him again he will go back to looks of distain. I don't know if I could handle that. I don't want to see him as the cold demon ever again.
I mean honestly after the way he kissed me I couldn't be with another guy again, especially a human guy. The amount of tenderness and passion he has is astounding. Argh I shouldn't get my hopes up!
I need to talk to him but at the same time if it was a fluke I'd like to keep the memories I have of that day untainted. Oh diary writing in you isn't even helping me sort my feelings out.
I best be going Inuyasha is going to scream about ramen here soon so farewell, Until next time.
-Kagome