I'm writing this in Decepticon script, so if there are any misspelled words, I will fix them. I'm trying out how well I can spell ^^'

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He carried me to the middle of the canyon where he lit my distress signal as he kissed my forehead once again.

"Relax lunar. You're going home. I promise it. I'll buy you time to get to your base, but I want to meet you back here a week from now." He gently tapped his lips on mine, able to close in this time as he pressed them to my own. I couldn't believe it. He was so gentle. So warm.

A ground bridge opened just in time for the kiss to sadly end. By the time I looked back to Knockout, he was already gone. Ratchet and my father came racing out.

"What in the name of the allspark happened to you?" Ratchet was concerned, but it immediately fell short when an alarm sounded from my systems. My dad picked me up bridal style. "Never mind that. You can tell us when your reserves are replenished."

A few hours had passed since my repairs. I didn't want to speak. Not now. I would forever hold my peace like I did in the brig of the Nemesis. Ratchet began to get impatient.

"lunarstreak, you may be a Prime but it doesn't mean your doctor doesn't have the authority to relieve you from duty. Now tell me what happened!"

I continued to stay silent for my own good. I didn't want them to know why I had been injured so badly. He sighed heavily as he crossed his arms.

"Lunarstreak. I have no choice but to relieve you from duty for exactly one earth month." I looked at him in protest, my vocals scratchy as I squeak. "No buts. Your injuries could be more severe than I thought, therefore you must stay inactive for a month."

I hung my head as tears began to form in my optics.

"Your vocals are damaged. Don't try speaking for at least a few weeks."

I left to my room when Ratchet was finished and plopped on the bed stomach down with my face buried in my pillow. I started to cry.

I missed Knockout. I missed him so much. I wanted him to hold me and comfort me. I missed his voice, his touch, his lips. I wanted to let it all out. I wanted him here.

I cried in my room for several hours. I hated this. I just wanted to leave. Maybe even become a Decepticon for the sake of being surrounded by the embrace of death. For the first time in my life I wanted to kill, kill and kill again just to end my pain. I felt like a bot gone con.

I heard a knock at the door after a few days. My face was still buried in my tear soaked pillow. I didn't answer.

"Lunarstreak." My father's voice sounded from behind the door. "Open the door."

I decided to get up and open it enough for him to see my already changing optics as they were an amethyst color and almost red. He sighed.

"What happened to the little femme I once knew as my sparkling?" I stood there with a straight face, unable to speak. "Whatever you need, you are welcome to tell me everything."

I shut the door in his face before hearing him sigh. I loved my father, don't get me wrong. But I really want to be alone. I looked at my internal calender. I was going to leave tonight to see him. To see my love.

-Time change-

I waited on the edge of the canyon for Knockout. Where could he be? It was almost midnight and he hadn't even shown up yet. Then a ground bridge opened beside me, a figure walking out of it before the bridge closed. I ran up to hug him and he chuckled.

"Someone's been missing me." I started to purr as he spoke. Primus how I missed his voice and his warmth. "Don't hide this from me, Lunar. Do you want to be with me?"

I hugged him tighter and kissed him deeply to answer him. I felt him smirk and run a hand downward to my aft and I began to purr, his glossa licking my lips before I let him in.

After we parted from each other, I snuggled into his chest as if he were a pillow. His hand was still on my aft but I didn't care. I just wanted to enjoy this moment with him.

My spark skipped a beat as I saw a movement behind him. I started to freak upon seeing the familiar blue form of Arcee, her optics widened in shock. We were in trouble. A lot of trouble.

Ok. Chappy 5 is done! What will Lunarstreak choose? stay with the Autobots or become a Decepticon? Let me know your ideas in the reviews!