(Clyde POV)
The bell rang and that meant it was time to go back inside.
It was a boring lunch hour as usual. And now it was time for 5th hour. Time to get even more boring stuffed in my day.
"Uhg. That tard. Why wont he just go with me?" I huffed in my head as I made my way to class. I couldn't help but feel offended at the fact that my best bro would be so disgusted by the thought of me to even go on a skii trip with me! Just me. Granted, he didn't actually say all that, but he mine as well have!
I saw Tweek and Token standing by the front of the door, along with a heard of other students.
Oh yeah. I forgot we had social studies together...
Wow, did I really get here that fast?
"Hey, Token, Tweek, dude, what're you doing for winter break?" I asked, shaking off my previous question in my head.
Token cocked his brow a bit at the question and Tweek just twitched and made a weird "ngAH!" sound.
I haven't really hung out with them as much as I used too, so I wasn't surprised at their reactions.
I guess I've been a little preoccupied with sports and, admittedly, Craig.
I don't know why but lately Craig has just been a lot more... distracting... to me than usual - or ever - in fact.
Like I never used to notice what he smelt like, what color his shoes were, or every little fucking detail of his face.
Uhg. Its like all I can ever do is just think of that fucking face...
"...Clyde?" Token asked, all of a sudden right in front of me, waving his hand in front of my face.
"Dude, your face is red."
I blinked. Is it really? I was blushing over that asshole?!
"O-oh, u-uh, no. N-nothing."
"...what?" Token asked, and I blushed even more realizing he didn't even ask a question.
His eye brow raised even higher, which I wasn't even sure was possible.
"just - are you going or not?" I asked frustrated, knowing that he was suspicious now.
"What? Dude, going where?" He asked, confused as ever.
And I realized, once again, I haven't even asked him if he wanted to go skiing with us yet.
I looked over at Tweek and even he had stopped fidgeting enough to give me a weird stare, as well.
I swear, all the blood in my body was now in my face as I saw that close to almost everyone waiting outside the door was giving me a weird look.
Thank god for finally opening the door.
"Come in, come in class.!" She said in her chipper way before having me barge through her.
"My, someones in a hurry to learn today. Aren't we, Clyde?"
I was already extremely flustered and having her draw even more attention to me made it worse.
I clumsily sped-walked through the many rows of desks before finally getting to my own, miraculously trip-free.
I almost fell out of my chair as I sat down and almost threw my bag across the room trying to get my pencil out.
I could feel the stares of my peers burning holes in me, but I just ignored them the best I could by writing down the lesson for the day and then drawing some doodles.
"Good god, does the thought of him really do that much to me?" I thought to myself as I nervously scribbled some junk subconsciously.
Maybe it was just the change of the weather. Yeah, that must be it. Its almost winter break and the weather change is making me...weird...
I looked down at my paper, curious as to what I was scribbling, and what I saw made me even more flustered.
It was the name "Craig" written in poorly drawn hearts.
"Hey, Clyde , what-"
"ASDFGHJKL"
I blurted out before quickly covering my paper with my arm and turning in my seat to face him frantically, surprisingly not bringing that much attention to myself considering everyone else was either chatting or listening to music.
Tokens finger stayed in the air as he gave me that same, brow-cocked, weird look that made me oh so nervous today, for whatever reason.
His eyes wandered over to my paper, and his weird stare turned into one of suspicion and confusion - as if he didn't really know or understand what he was seeing.
"What, Token?!" I snapped after his stare became too much for me to not say something.
He stared at me again for a little bit, before responding.
"...I was just wondering what you were talking about out there earlier."
I must've had a blank look on my face because he rolled his eyes and continued to try and jog my memory.
"Outside of the class room? When you were acting like a total freak? Something about doing something for winter break?" he asked slowly; probably thinking I'm a total retard.
"Oh yeah..." I managed to say normally, feeling that by now almost all of my blush was gone.
"Well, I was just talking to Craig about doing something over winter break and then skiing got thrown into the air and he said that he wouldn't go if other people didn't go because he didn't wana seem like a fag with me."
"Oh. " Token blinked.
Blush grew back on my face as I realized what I said.
"N-not that we're fags together, or regardless, is that the right word? I-I dont know, but I we're not fags, ok? I-it just seems faggy to him, I guess, yeah."
Token blinked again. Giving me that same blank stare.
"You sound pretty defensive about that, Clyde."
My face pretty much exploded with that statement.
"I'm not a fag, Token!" I managed to yell without drawing too much attention to myself.
"Well that does sound pretty faggy...two guys going on a ski trip. Alone... Down by the fiyah~" He said, trying to sound as black as he could.
"Your no Chef, Token." I dead panned, feeling normal again. Thank God.
"So, you see what I mean then, right? Can you and Tweek come? Otherwise Craig wont wana go and I really wana do something this break other than play Xbox..."
Token put his index finger on his lip and his thumb under his chin, thinking it over.
"Sure." He pointed behind him with his thumb "But you'll have to ask Tweek."
I smiled as to say "ok" before class had finally begun.
Ermagerd. I started writing this at like 1:30 am and i didnt finish this chapter til like, 4 am.
I feel so much shame ;-;
And I more than likely have school tomorrow, which means i more than likely wont be able to update this for a bit...