AN: And here we go...
Elena
And then he kissed me.
The second his mouth touched mine, I practically melted in a pool on the floor. His lips grazed mine softly; like he was afraid he would hurt me. God, he tasted wonderful.
All of a sudden I understood the gushings of girls in romantic novels. I understood the heroines in fairytales. I understood the all the princesses who finally found their prince.
Before, I'd only imagined what kissing Damon would be like. But now, I know. It's completely dialectic, like the warmth of sunshine mixed with the crash of thunder. He makes me crazy and calm at the same time.
His lips move over mine with a little more force and I have to work to hold back a moan. He hasn't even done anything yet!
Damon smiles against my mouth and moves to kiss my jawline, traveling down to my neck. Everywhere he touches bursts into flames and sends white hot sparks down to my core. He moves back up to my mouth and kisses me again, with a little more force this time. I open my mouth under his, and the tip of his tongue meets mine.
My body jolts at the contact, and Damon laughs against me. It's the most wonderful thing that I've ever heard. His genuine laugh has always been my favorite thing about him, but I've always had to admire from afar. Now, I can feel his chest vibrate, and feel his mouth moving. It's beautiful.
Damon pulls away from me, and I instantly feel cold. I reach out to grab him, pull him back to me and kiss him senseless, but he grabs my hands gently. Smiling, he plants a kiss on both of my palms.
"I think we should slow down, Lena." What? That's the last thing that I want to do.
"No! I want you!"
He laughs a little. "Lena, I want you too! God, I want you so bad, I want to touch that perfect body of yours and to make you mine, and only mine."
I find myself nodding eagerly. Yes! Yes! Yes!
He smiles at me, and grabs my chin gently, stopping my vigorous movements. Damon searches my eyes with his piercing blue ones. "Remember when we had that conversation a while ago, after…you know?"
Damn it! I had managed to forget about him the whole night, until now. Klaus.
"Yes."
"I told you that I wanted you to wait for someone that you were truly in love with, and I'm not sure that…"
I saw where he was going before he finished his sentence. "No! Damon, it's you. It's you! You're the one that I love. And God, I love you so much! It feels so good to say that out loud, after all those years of hiding it…"
He cut me off with a searing kiss. It was completely different from our gentle kisses from before. His mouth ravaged mine and I loved every second of it. I kissed him back with equal passion, entwining my fingers in his silky hair, and exploring his mouth with my tongue. He groaned in my mouth, which made me even more excited. His hands were running desperately all over my body.
"Damon." I whispered.
He broke away from my mouth, and looked me in the eye, breathing heavily. "Yeah?"
"Make love to me."
He responded with another kiss, gathering me to him. Trying to remember what I'd seen in movies, I pushed his suit jacket off of his shoulders, letting the black fabric fall to the floor. His large hands raced over the bare skin of my back, causing shivers to follow in the wake of his fingers.
I was on fire; my whole body was exploding with my need for him. Now that he was only clad in his white button down, I could explore his beautiful upper body easily. I caressed his shoulders and moved down to hold his biceps while he worked magic on my mouth.
His lips kissed the column of my throat, before moving into dangerous territory. Heat broke over my skin, and I had trouble breathing when his mouth grazed my cleavage. The prospect of his mouth touching other areas of my body made me shiver deliciously.
His mouth traveled to my shoulder, and he bit me lightly with his blunt teeth. I moaned in response. God, I'm in love with this man!
I began to work the buttons on his shirt, and Damon groaned when my fingers grazed the skin of his chest.
He looked like he was going to move away from me. "Elena."
"No talking," I responded, capturing his mouth with mine. He kissed me back with passion, every touch of his tongue spreading fire through my body. I finished with the offensive shirt, and threw it on the floor to join the jacket.
I froze when I realized what I had just done. I'd moved us into unknown territory, and I couldn't go back. This is where I'm lost. I'd kissed a ton of guys, sure. But getting undressed was a completely different matter. My fingers were shaking with nerves as I reached out to touch his smooth skin.
I was in awe of the beauty before me, his body was obviously the image of male perfection. I lightly held onto his shoulders, afraid of what to do next.
Damon knows me so well, he stilled when I did. "It's okay, Lena. Touch me."
I smiled up at him and began to trace his muscles with my fingers, moving downwards to graze his abs. My breath caught in my throat at the feel of his body contracting and rippling under my touch. I reached out, and pressed a tentative kiss on his chest with my mouth. Damon moaned and pulled me into his arms, hugging me against his bare torso.
"We can stop Elena. We can stop if you want."
"No. Damon, I want to be with you. I want to be one with you. I'm so in love with you, you're all that I want; I just…don't really know what to do."
He dropped a kiss to my forehead. "That's one of the many things I love about you. You're so innocent and pure and beautiful, nothing like any other girl I've met or slept with."
And with those words, I was hit with the realization that Damon had slept with so many girls. All of whom were more experienced than me, and prettier than me, and hotter than me.
I looked up at his blue eyes. "I just don't know what they know. I don't know how to pleasure you or anything."
"Elena. I can't believe I'm about to say this, but if I never have sex again, I'll be perfectly okay, as long as I get to be with you."
I laughed, and he smirked. "You'll just have to put up with my porn addiction."
I slapped him gently on the chest, but even that contact sent goose bumps over my skin. "Oh shut up!"
Damon looked at me in earnest. "I'll take care of you, okay?"
The look of lust in his eyes made me shiver. "Okay."
"Are you sure you want to do this right now, I mean, we can wait…"
I cut him off immediately. "Damon, I want this. I promise. I've waited for you far too long."
He gave me a swift kiss on the forehead, before moving his lips to mine again. The passion contained there almost stopped my heart. His hands tangled in my hair, and I explored the muscles of his back with my hands.
This was perfect. It was all I ever wanted. Being with Damon was like having the lights turned on, and realizing that you'd been living in the dark. I was supposed to be in his arms for the rest of my life. I was in love with him, and the fact that he was the sexiest man in the world helped a little.
Deciding to be daring, my mouth left his, and I kissed down his neck, darting out with my tongue. He pressed me against him a little tighter. "Jesus, Elena. You keep doing that, and I won't be able to hold on much longer."
I smirked, and ran my nails down his chest lightly. Damon kissed me again. "I think you're a little overdressed."
He spun me around in his arms and found the zipper of my dress, lightly jerking on it, but not letting it fall. I held my breath. Damon placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder and pulled, letting the gown fall at my feet.
I was so exposed, and I wanted to run and hide, to pull my dress up and cover myself. But I had to remind myself, this was Damon.
He traced my spine with his fingertip, and sparks shot through my skin. Placing a kiss between my shoulder blades, he grabbed my hand and twirled me around to face him.
My self-consciousness went away immediately when I saw the look on his face. His eyes were intense as he took in my nearly naked body.
"Beautiful," he murmured. I felt a blush race to the surface of my skin. His fingers found my face and then trailed down to the hollow of my neck. He placed a kiss there before swiftly cupping my breasts through my bra. I gasped, and my chest shoved into his hands out of its own accord. Damon pressed a kiss on my ribcage before reaching around and unfastening my bra, and letting it fall to my feet. He murmured in approval before touching my bare skin. I sizzled at the contact. Damon skimmed a thumb over my nipple and I cried out, letting his hands work over me. He took one nipple in his mouth, and I laced my hands in his hair pushing him closer to me. Damon. Damon. Damon.
He brought his mouth up to mine once more, exploring my naked back with his hands. It wasn't until I felt my calves hit the bed that I realized we'd been moving. He pushed me down gently, and looked at me sprawled across the covers. His finger grazed my bare stomach, and in turn, it erupted in butterflies.
"You're even more gorgeous like this." He gazed at my bare legs, and his eyes moved to the conjunction between my thighs. I could feel my need for him pooling there. Damon undid his belt, and pushed his pants down his legs, removing his shoes and socks also. He reached for my feet, and started to undo the straps of my heels.
Just when I thought he couldn't get any more perfect… Here I was, lying naked; spare a scrap of lace, on a hotel room bed, while Damon Salvatore stood in front of me in nothing but boxers. I've never been happier.
Damon finished with my shoes and placed a kiss on my ankle before crawling on top of me. My body was aching for him, and I could barely contain my excitement about what will come next.
He placed his elbows on either side of my body, letting his chest graze mine. The slightest of touches sent more heat straight down there.
This is what I love most. Damon's weight on top of mine, it's just so intimate for me. He completely engulfs me; his broadness makes me feel delicate and small.
I reached up and grabbed his face, kissing him with everything I had. This is right, so right!
I felt his arousal pressing against me and I instantly tensed. Klaus.
Everything rushed back into my head. Klaus touching me, Klaus pressing up against me, Klaus hurting me, Klaus grabbing my breasts, Klaus pushing his arousal into me, Klaus making me touch him.
I froze. The rational part of my brain was telling me that I was safe, that I was with Damon, that Damon loved me. But the part that controlled my body was screaming at me to get out, to run, and to cover myself up.
"Elena!"
I looked up and met blue eyes. Damon. I instantly relaxed again. "I'm so sorry!"
"It's fine sweetie. What's wrong?"
"It's just, Klaus."
Damon looked at me with concern. "Get that bastard out of your head. You're safe. You're here with me, and I love you. I would never do anything to hurt you. Understand?"
I nodded, slowly bringing myself back to me normal, letting myself feel again. Damon was still on top of me, and he was so warm and so beautiful. His arousal pressed into me, but all I felt was excitement.
I looked him square in the eye. "Damon. Help me forget."
He groaned as I pushed my hips into him. "Elena…"
"I want you, all of you."
Damon hungrily took control of my lips again, his tongue sending shivers down my spine. His hands moved to my breasts again, and I writhed against him, trying to get some desperately needed friction. My hands traveled his torso and pulled him closer to me. His warm skin slid along mine, and his tongue traced down to my belly button, dipping into it.
"Damon…" I moaned. I'd never felt anything like this. It was amazing, and beautiful, and just perfect. My skin wanted to turn itself inside out, and I was on fire everywhere.
He kissed around my underwear, and I gasped when a trace of his breath came through my lace underwear, which was soaked with my need for him. His hands slid to my inner thighs, and I could barely breathe. Slowly, he peeled my panties away from my body, leaving me completely bare for him. He leaned down and gently blew on me, and in response, my body jerked.
I could feel him smiling, while he spread my legs and fit his shoulders between them. He slowly licked me, and the ache I was feeling intensified immensely.
I was burning, and all I wanted was for Damon to ease my ache. I didn't really know what I wanted him to do, but I figured he did.
He kissed my folds and I nearly screamed with need. "Damon!"
I panted and he inserted one finger inside of me. Jesus. I'd never felt anything like it before, the warmth of someone else's body radiating from within me. He started to move his finger in and out, and my hips bucked against him. More.
Kissing my thighs and my stomach, he added another finger and continued to pump in and out of me. I frantically reached down to him, pressing his shoulders and head closer to my heat. He kissed my center, while he moved in and out of me. I was in ecstasy, this was fucking amazing. His fingers were working magic on me.
He began to rub my clit with his thumb, and with every rotation, I could feel myself slipping to the edge. My breathing sounded more like gasping as he touched me.
Damon rested his head on my thigh, while he added a third finger. The pleasure was overwhelming, and when he brought his mouth back down to suck on my clit, my whole body exploded. Waves of pleasure were rolling over me, and I could literally see stars painting the backdrop behind my eyes.
My body fell back down, and I couldn't believe what had just happened. I just had my very first orgasm, and it was a million times better than anyone had ever described. My whole body felt exhausted, and all I wanted to do was settle into the covers and fall asleep.
But all of those thoughts flew out of my head when I felt Damon's skin sliding against mine as he crawled up my body. The ache immediately flared up again, and the immense need returned. His beautiful body was lying on top of mine, and though I wanted nothing more than to kiss him, I needed a minute to catch my breath.
He pressed kisses on my ribcage, before moving up to tongue my collarbones. I yearned to have him, to be one with him. "Damon…"
"You are so beautiful," he murmured, pressing his lips against my shoulder. I shuddered with his words; I have waited so long to hear him say that.
"You always have been, since you were a little girl." Damon moved across to my other shoulder and traced patterns with his tongue. I couldn't help but moan and writhe under him.
"I love you," he whispered. "I love you." He kissed my jawline. "I love you."
I was melting. This was a million times better than any daydream.
Damon lay on top of me, his forearms supporting his weight on either side of my body. "How are you feeling?"
I smiled at him. "Perfect."
He grinned back and kissed me softly. My mouth responded to his immediately, and I attacked his lips furiously, unable to get enough of him. His tongue danced with mine, and I couldn't help but whimper in his mouth. He groaned in response, his length pressing into my stomach. I could barely contain my excitement. "Damon!"
He smirked at me. "Did you need something?"
I didn't even know what to ask. But he knew what I needed, he always had. "Are you sure, Lena?"
"Yes," I breathed.
I felt him shift over me, and he positioned himself at my entrance. "Do you remember what we talked about before?"
My thoughts drifted to our conversation, and him telling me the basics. "I remember."
He looked at me with a soft smile on his face. "I love you Elena."
"I love you too."
He started to push into me slowly, and my heart caught in my throat. I felt warm from the inside out, and with every little push, I felt more and more complete. He filled me and I could physically feel him pushing at a barrier deep inside me. I caught his eyes and gave him a swift nod, before capturing his lips in a kiss. The sharp pain stabbed my insides and I cried out into Damon's mouth. He gave me a soft kiss, staying where he was.
It took a second for the pain to reside, but once it did, I could understand why it was worth it. I was whole with Damon inside of me, he filled every inch and the pleasure he gave was threatening to make me explode for a second time.
"God, Lena. You're so tight," he groaned, resting his forehead against mine. I reached up and grabbed his face with my hands, pulling him in for a kiss.
He began to move inside of me, and I thought the pleasure would kill me with the first stroke. I couldn't explain it if I tried. With every thrust, he took me higher than I had ever been before, and I moaned in ecstasy. Damon.
He sunk his hips lower and pushed into me at a whole new angle, hitting a spot that set my body on fire.
Damon interlocked our fingers and placed them on the pillows above me, letting his forehead drop to mine.
"Elena," he breathed, and with that one word, he threw me over the edge. My insides exploded and my body shook with pleasure. He reached his release shortly after me, and we shuddered together, lost in the satisfaction of each other.
Once he could move again, Damon pulled out of me and collapsed on the bed. I felt the loss immediately, and I wanted to be filled again, but my body screamed for sleep.
Damon dropped a kiss on my forehead before nestling me in the covers. He moved through the room and turned off the light before climbing into bed next to me and pulling me to him.
"How are you feeling?"
I turned around in his arms so I could face him. "Amazing."
He grinned at me, and I grinned back, snuggling into his embrace. Sighing in contentment, I drifted off to sleep in the protection of Damon's arms.
"I love you, Damon Salvatore."
He tucked me further into him, and repeated my words. "I love you too beautiful."
AN: OH MY GOD. I cannot believe I wrote that. It took me a while, but I think I got it out okay. Thank you so much for reading, it means the world to me!
Song: The Light - Sara Bareilles
