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Disclaimer: Anything Twilighty is Stephanie Meyer's.

BPOV

A week had passed since Sam and I had said the big 'I love you.' and things had been great but I was ready to take things further physically, not going all the way, but just a bit more. We'd been spending lots of time with each other and I knew it made him happy to be with me – knowing I was safe. Ephraim and his pack had been coming onto our land and it was getting to Sam. He didn't understand what Ephraim had against him. To be honest no-one did. Emily had gone back to live with the Makahs and for all we knew, she could be feeding them information on the way the pack worked. Sam hadn't told her anything too secret as she wasn't an imprint, but it could still be enough to throw a spanner in the works.

I was spending the evening at Sam's house as my Dad had let me stay over. He was comfortable with Sam once Jared had assured him that his intentions were honourable.

Sam's house was perfect. I was out of the centre of La Push down a little track road. There were honeysuckle creeping up the walls and the garden was neat and pretty. I knew that Sam had moved out of the house he had lived in with Emily because he couldn't stand the memories and he knew I would be more comfortable starting someone fresh with him. The work he'd put into the hosue made me so proud of him. The inside had been newly painted and furniture was bought.

He had cooked me dinner while I made the salad and we ate it sat at his kitchen table surrounded by candlelight. After, we watched a movie but I was too distracted by Sam's body against mine. I tilted my head so he could kiss me and things got heated quickly. Sam sighed and pulled his lips from me. Mine and Sam's physical relationship hadn't gone too far as I think he felt that he couldn't do anything until I was 18. I wasn't ready to go all the way but there was other stuff we could do. I was getting frustrated.

'Sam. For God's sake.' I shouted angrily, pulling out of his embrace and moving to the other end of the sofa.

The look of hurt of Sam's face cut straight through me but I swallowed the guilt down.

'What Bells? What did I do?'

'It's more what you didn't do, you never touch me, do you not want me? Am I that unattractive?'

'God Bella, No! I thought you didn't want to do that yet? When we last talked about it you said you weren't ready! I was trying not to push you.' He replied exasperatedly.

'I'm not ready for that, but it's not like you can't touch my boobs!' I thought for a second and realised why Sam didn't want me. I knew the thoughts were irrational but they were out of my mouth before I could stop them. 'I know what this is! You don't want me because you feel obligated to because of the imprint. That's why you went with Emily in the first place – so you could do something in your life that wasn't forced by fate.'

Sam started shaking and his fists were curled up by his sides.

'You think that's why I was with Emily! Purely so I could do something that wasn't handed to me by my ancestors. I thought you got it! I love you and God knows I want you but you're a child in the eyes of the law and I'm not going to do something that a) could jeopardise our relationship and b) might not end once it's started. I don't touch you because I don't think I could stop.'

Tears of frustration rolled down my face while Sam continued to shake and in that one moment, I was scared of him.

'I'm not a child! I get I'm not sexy but I'm offering myself up on a pl-'

We were cut off by a knock at the door and Sam sighed frustratedly and went to answer it. I stayed curled up on the couch – tears streaming down my face.

'Emily, what do you want? Now is not a good time.' He growled at her.

'Sammy, I wanted to talk, why isn't now a good time? We both know that there's no-one here apart from you.'

'Actually there is, and we're in the middle of something, and I don't want to talk to you, there's nothing to say – I'm not coming back to you.'

'But I have information about Bella, she's been screwing around behind yo-'

'Bye Emily.' Sam shut the door in her face and came to sit next to me. I was still crying and he picked me up and scooped me into his arms. I struggled but he was stronger.

'I'm sorry.' He whispered. 'You're not a child, I didn't mean it, I love you.' He started wiping the tears from my face.

'Me too, I'm just so frustrated and I feel like you're always with the pack trying to sort out this Ephraim thing and then you're still all keyed up when you're with me.'

'I know, I'll try harder. I feel so protective of you and that's why I want to sort it out. You wanna curl up in bed and forget the world?'

'Yeah,' I whispered back to him. 'I love you too you know?'

'I do.'

Sam carried me up to his room and gently laid me down on the bed. He pulled a t shirt and a pair of boxers out of his drawers and gave them to me to get changed into. I pulled them on while he was in the bathroom and curled up under the covers. Sam came back and pulled me onto his chest and kissed me lightly. My eyes were sore from crying and I could feel myself falling asleep.

Just before I fell into the peaceful dreamland I heard 'Sleep now baby, I love you.' And with Sam's words ringing in my ears, I fell asleep.

So, their first fight. How was it?

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