Living On

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Disclaimer: I own no Twilight.

I'm SO SORRY!!!!!! I shouldn't have taken such a long time, I had a whole week of spring break, and I didn't do diddly squat. Forgive me. But I do have a reason to be mad at some of you: I need reviews. Or else. Some of you read and don't review. (I know who has me on story alert..) Well then I'll guess I'll have to start messing up my story a little more.

Last time:

"You guys are so cute together!" She exclaimed before throwing her arms around me. I giggled. Jasper walked in and shook his head.

"Alice, tell Bella. No distractions, she deserves to know…"

I pulled away from Alice, curiosity in my eyes.

She sighed, and pulled up a chair from the corner. She looked at Edward and nodded. I gave him a look.

"Its okay, Bella, we think this is a good vision." He said softly. I nodded my head. Alice smiled softly and began…

This time:

BACK IN DENALI

Rosalie POV?????????????

"Okay, so what's this kid's name again?" I asked Carlisle impatiently.

"Spike, he says he can't remember his past, but he can remember his name?" Carlisle thought aloud.

Emmett answered thoughtfully, " Maybe he found a dog with a nametag that said Spi-'

I smacked him in the back of his head, before he could finish.

She then stepped in front of him and planted a passionately deep kiss on his lips. When her eyes opened, she saw something that made her normally cold features heat up.

In the deepest part of his butterscotch eyes, fire erupted and sparks flew into his pupils, where the darkness consumed them. I sighed and dragged him over to the Denali's couch.

I love Emmett and all, but I hate when everyone in our damn family is worrying about Bella. Bella Bella Bella. You know what, I haven't been alone with Emmett without worrying about something in years. Even when we went to Europe on another honeymoon.

"Rosalie, stop it. We only worry because we care, and nothing will ever be the same until Bella's a vampire… which you didn't seem to like very much…" His voice trailed off.

I looked up at him surprised. He knows me. Too well. I smiled and shook my head. Bella is determined to get what she wants, and she deserves a little credit for that… I guess.

"She has my vote, I need my life back," I said happily smiling at Emmett. How could I ever think that this life sucked? How could I ever wish to be human again if I can't be with my strong, handsome, loving Emmett?

Emmett grinned and pulled me onto him. Carlisle left the room to go get Esme.

"Hunting?" He asked before he left the room. I groaned, and Emmett did too. We were just about to start having fun when we had to go hunting! THAT's why I hated being a vampire, I forgot. But…

You know how sometimes in the corner of your mind, behind the file cabinets of constant vampire memory, you know there is a reason for something you hate, or why you feel some way about something?

I got that feeling, and immediately told Emmett, who pulled me closer and whispered, "Rosalie, your forgot? But… honey, try to remember," Forgot what?

"You were a vegetarian honey, please don't get angry again…" I looked at him puzzled, but then it clicked.

When I was human, I was a vegetarian? What, was I a puppy lover or something? I can't remember. But Emmett did tell me that once before, didn't he?

How come I couldn't remember?

"Emmett, how come I don't remember? I was a vampire… when you retold me, or I was when I remembered my past… what is going on?" I asked him, still confused.

"I don't know. I really don't know. You've never forgotten anything before. Let go hunting and tell Carlisle about it later," My sweet darling Emmett's voice sounds sad.

I felt guilty. I didn't want him to have to hunt, and control his thirst, and have to endure school all the time just because I saw the fireworks in his eyes. Its not like he remembers his human life, but he could be happily in heaven if I didn't bite him. He had me though, am I better than heaven? Definitely not. I wouldn't have chosen this life for myself, nor should I have chosen it for Emmett. Carlisle did do it for me, but I still was the one responsible… (Continues arguing with herself)

My darling Jaspers POV

Alice paused and her eyes glazed over. I kept my shy position at the front door, which I closed behind me quietly. Something was bothering me, and I think, as I tried to analyze my feelings, that its because something isn't bothering me. That doesn't completely make sense. But I did have to feel 3 other people feelings here, give me a break.

Edward shot me a nervous glance, and I calmed him, and Bella, who was curios (as always) and she was also a bit excited? It's practically faded now, but still. Oh yeah, he is finally changing Bella. Thanks a lot Edward. Seriously.

Edward looked at me puzzled, Alice was sitting on the bare hospital floor, cross-legged, trying to bring whatever vision she had back, I guess for Edward's sake. Edward spoke to me quietly,

"There is something not in your thought Jasper… and I can't figure out what it is…" He complained. I swear I saw a light bulb on the top of Bella's thoughtful head.

"Perhaps thirst…" She said, looking at me just as puzzled.

I then realized I was holding Bella's hand (in a get well ASAP way). I touched the floral smelling BELLA!!! The one some Vampires would die for? (James)

Edward's eyes widened. He looked at mine and Bella's hands, which I dropped immediately. I stepped away. Then I stepped forward, right next to the hospital bed. I could feel everyone's eyes on me now, even Alice, who was curious and sidetracked. I sat down next to Bella, the closest I've ever been to her. Then I picked up her wrist, and sniffed her veins... and got that wonderful floral smell again…

My jaws clenched for about 10 seconds, but relaxed, and I stepped back into the position next to Bella's h-bed. This was good. This was great. I was getting better. If I could last an hour here, think of how many more things I could do?

Edward smiled. Alice smiled and gave me a congrats hug. Bells grinned. Then she looked at Alice again. Back to business. As always.

Edward POV

I had to tell Bella about the kid vamp's thoughts. I stopped her from asking a question by giving her a kiss, then saying as sweetly as my seemingly dazzling voice could sound…

"Bella, I haven't been completely honest with you…" Her eyes grew wide.

I explained quickly before she could worry. "Its just that when I heard the kid's thoughts, I'm not sure exactly what I heard, because it was very fast, and sometimes… I thought I heard 2 voices… and that's about it."

(Sry for al the POV changes)

Bells POV (finally)

His voice was so fast, but I was getting kind of used to that so I smiled at him understanding, "It wasn't a big deal, no need to worry…" I raised my hand to try and touch his face again.. but then I saw the damn needles. My eyes shut quickly.

I could hear the voices of Alice and Edward and even Jasper's shy voice all around me. What's wrong?

"The needles…" I whispered and everyone laughed. Oh joy.

Edwardo's POV

If Jasper's power is getting stronger, then should I be too? Maybe I can hear conscious and subconscious thoughts, now? That may be why I heard two voices. I'll check up with Carlisle and see how everything is going.

Alice POV

The werewolves are gone. All of them, not just Jacob anymore. Emily was crying, Sam left her a note too… Why isn't Edward reading my mind?

This is a huge deal, b but has benefits too. Now there won't be a darn war, and we can cheat the treaty easily-er. But, no one will be able to keep Victoria from La Push, and she'd be right in our area in no time.

I haven't discussed this idea with anyone, but the reason why she hasn't some near our line and the werewolves line is because she is probably getting reinforcements…

And now Bella is in deep shit.

And now everyone is in deep shit.

Will non-life ever get normal again?

I guess… not.