Author's Note: Hello fellow fans! So far the reviews I have had are good, I'm not really sure how many are reading and I'm sorry updates are slow :(
Yeah I uploaded chapter one three months ago... I'm sorry I feel bad :( but things got busy as I started a new school and started getting anxiety attacks that would occur everyday eek but you don't really want to know about my personal life (I have a tumblr for that... But I don't really go on it). On the bright side I have been working hard about my adoption fic and expect a chapter of that up soon as I am sick in bed with nothing to do so I'll be typing! (Today I watched the whole of Season One Volume One)
I would like to apologize I wrote the whole Santana David scene out, but I thought it kind of made sense as that episode was forever ago, I also apologize that this chapter is relatively keeping to what actually has happend but we are in the early days and I mainly want to just build up a relationship between Kurt and Sebastian and David with everyone. Any recommendations are welcome however at the moment I'm not going to be getting Sebastian and David together and it will probably be a while before Dave's in the Glee club, but whoever suggested that, I totally thought the same thing should happen when I saw The Sue Sylvester Shuffle last year!
Episodes lately have been intense! Jeez! I will probably be doing that scene later on because that's my fave episode (Yeah... I'm awful...)
So anyway enjoy! I was thinking of ending this with Dave and Sebastian lying on their beds talking having a bit of a bro moment going on and if you all want that PLEASE say!
Ok! Read now! bye bye!
P.S: I call Karofsky Dave, David and Karofsky, I hope that's ok! I also hope the title of the second chapter isn't too cheesy for you, although I am a sucker for a bit of cheese (including the type you eat :D )
I don't own glee, if I did it would be mad and depressing and CRAZY and half of the episode would be dedicated to Klaine and Britana kisses n.n
Square Papers
Chapter Two
The Paper, The Plan
When David awoke the next morning he groaned, loudly. Sebastian was up, had made his bed and was having a shower in the en suit bathroom but Dave lay in his messy bed. Dave didn't want to get up, he didn't want to go to school, he didn't want to see Kurt and he didn't want to see his dad. But David had to get up, he had to go to school, he had to apologize to Kurt, and he knew it was best for his mentality to see his father. So, Dave rose from his bed, threw on a pair of blue jeans that were scrunched up on the floor at the end of his bed even though they were clean, and grabbed from out of his set of drawers his favourite black and white stripped t-shirt (his favourite because it reminded him of one Kurt had worn multiple times, however Dave decided it looked much better on Kurt with his different broaches, sweaters, jackets, coats, well layers and his cute bowties). Before leaving to go downstairs, Dave grabbed his WMHS football jacket, the same one he wore when he kissed Kurt also, it was cold out.
Sebastian rested the side of his head on his palm, his fingers running down the small strands of hair around his ear. The position probably didn't look very attractive, Sebastian had decided 'but it doesn't matter, no boys here are very attractive or probably even gay.' He thought, judging from what he had seen yesterday. A lot of people were still filling into class, there were a group of girls at the back of the class, a few rows back from Sebastian, were having a conversation in (very bad) French. They talked of a boy was returning to McKinley after transferring to an all boys school. The way the girls talked of him was with excitement, however it wasn't like he was the dream boy or they were all in love with, it was more like a best friend, they also talked of another boy (who one of them kissed but she wasn't his 'type') and how the two boys were going to miss each other… Not that Sebastian was listening that closely.
Sebastian started to watch who was coming through the door, he recognized a tall blond girl and tried to think of who she was and how he knew her. The girl was talking to someone, her face was turned to the person but the person was yet to come through the door so you couldn't see him or her.
"So now that you've been transferred back here, can we be an item again?" She asked, voice sounding dazed and a bit disconnected, full of innocence.
"Britney, I have a boyfriend."
"We can make out though, right? I miss your cola tasting lips." (Sebastian laughed to himself, she said something extremely flirtatious however made it sound like a normal remark like 'I like your shoes').
"Uh, no." The boy replied, shaking his head and looking confused about why she asked such a thing. The two were now standing to the side of the door, and Sebastian realized the girl was from the girl was Britney from the football game he had been watching last night with Dave.
"Kurt!" The girls behind him shouted and cheered. The name Kurt belonged to the boy talking to the cheerleader, the gay boy, and the conversation Sebastian had over heard from the girls started to make even more sense, everything slotted into place. Sebastian's eyes stayed glued on Kurt as he ran to the back of the class and hugged the girls.
"How's Blaine?"
"Did you miss us?"
"Are you glad to be back?" The girls talked over each other, Sebastian could tell Kurt was a little over whelmed by all the attention but he still enjoyed it all. Kurt just smiled and nodded while trying to get a word or two in with his friends, glad to be back.
"Right class!" A teacher at the front of the class shouted as an attempt to get the class to be quite. There were a few whispers from the back group followed by a loud fit of giggles before the class was silent.
"We have a student re-joining us today, Kurt Hummel." The teacher gestured to the back of the class where Kurt stood and took a bow. The group of girls Kurt sat with broke into cheers and loud claps, covering up the fact that the rest of the class was quite apart from a few sloppy claps and many smart remarks from the jocks about how he was gay.
"Please hand in your folders, I hope you have all finished the work I gave you and if you don't have your notes you will fail." The teacher told the class once the girls quietened down. Sebastian opened his sky blue French folder to check he had all his notes and a suitable amount of his work finished. He quickly scanned through each page of his folder (which looked like it held more like a semesters worth of work rather than just one night) before rising from his seat to hand in his work. As Sebastian stood, a small square of paper slipped out of the blue folder and fell upon the classroom floor, the boy, afraid it might be something important bent down instantly to pick the square up. He turned it over, expecting it to just have some French phrases or maybe a self reminder however it turned out to be something quite different…
David gingerly knocked on the door, which divided the general office from Principle Figgins' office. The boy was terrified, he had no idea what would happen when he walked through that door, he only knew that Figgins wanted to see him and he wanted to talk to Figgins.
"Come in" Figgins' Indian accent said through the door, David's palms got even more sweaty (if that was possible) it was time to face his near future. Before opening the door, David wiped his hands on his jeans and pushed his hair back to make himself less scruffy as he thought it might help gain a little more respect from the head of the school.
Sebastian gathered up his things slowly after French and watched the different groups leave class for a little while. Kurt and his friends left first, hurriedly and excited to be reunited, followed by a group of awkward looking kids who were being pushed around by the jocks behind them and then the cheerleaders. Sebastian thought it was funny how although the groups 'hated'each other, they left so closely, he then wondered where he would end up sitting on the High school food chain, or even if he would become part of it at all. Would Sebastian join a group and become significant or would he be apart of a group that never bothered to jump into the madness, instead just observed and enjoyed their easy-going high school lives. Sebastian decided he had been sitting there awkwardly for long enough and it was time to go, he stood, put his head down and left.
In the halls Sebastian saw Kurt hugging his friends goodbye as they left to go to their own lockers.
"Hi, I'm Sebastian Smythe, I'm new here." Sebastian told Kurt leaning up against his locker (which was conveniently next to Kurt's) and holding out his hand. Kurt smiled and shook Sebastian's hand.
"Kurt."
"I was wondering if maybe this was yours, or you knew who it might belong to." Sebastian unfolded the square of paper that had fallen out of his folder to reveal that a love heart had been drawn on it with two names inside: Kurt + Dave. Kurt slammed his locker shut and faced completely towards Sebastian.
"No that isn't mine, I think its David Karofsky's. Don't show that to too many people okay? Where did you get it?" Kurt was incredibly calm even though his heart was racing and he felt like he was going to cry but there was still a tone in his voice that was blunt and cold; sharp.
"Nobody gave it to me" Sebastian laughed. "It fell on the floor when I opened my book in French last period, I decided to pick it up before anyone else might see it. I didn't know Dave was out of the closet."
"W-what? Wait, you already know Karofsky?" Kurt was confused, he had never seen this boy in his life but he already knew he didn't like him, he was too mysterious for Kurt's liking, there was a presence about him that was… Off.
"Yeah, I'm living with him, we are from way back."
"Right…" Kurt got even more baffled, but then he didn't really care too much anyway… Did he?
"Do you and him have something going on?" Sebastian said with a wink, setting Kurt into a rage.
"No! I have a boyfriend and am happy and…" He didn't bother to finish his sentence just turned to stare at his locker.
"I was thinking you could do better, it's a shame you have a boyfriend too, here was me thinking that we could do this easy, no snooping." Kurt turned his face to Sebastian wearing a both angry and confused expression.
"What the hell?" He mumbled.
"There aren't many out-of-the-closet gays at this school; in fact I'm thinking it's just you and me. We would make a hot couple, and I don't care too much about going behind your boyfriend's back."
"No! Just no! I just met you and I really, really, care about Blaine so welcome to the school but please keep away from me, find someone else." And with that Kurt turned away and swiftly walked to his next class. Sebastian looked at the boy, beautiful as he was it looks like he's out of his league, which is strange considering he had always been able to have whoever he wanted in the previous places he had lived, gay or not. With that the warning bell rang and Sebastian walked to his next class.
Dave thought of last night. His father had asked him to apologize to Kurt and the glee club; little did he know he had already planned to. A few days ago David had been walking to class with his gang when Santana Lopez walked flirtatiously up to him.
"Hey, meet me at Lima Bean after school, don't take too long." She whispered in his ear but in a loud enough voice for the other jocks to hear him. Before walking away, Santana kissed him on the cheek. Dave tried so hard to keep cool but inside he was freaking out. He had never been asked out by a girl, or in a flirtatious way by anyone! The strange thing about McKinley was that was that people just assumed you have been in a relationship before Everyone is always so tie up with who is dating who that nobody notices those who have never actually dated.
David noticed a change in how his friends treated him after Santana approached him, lately the other jocks had made him feel different, David started feeling like they knew something about him. Something about his sexuality. However all this changed after Santana approached him, they treated him like every other boy who gets asked by Santana, telling Dave "how goodshe is" and "how much fun he's going to have tonight" so in some ways he was grateful for the date even though he wasn't interiorly sure what was going to happen.
After school, Dave rushed out of science and moved swiftly to the student parking lot. He paused for a moment next to his dark green Jeep and ran his fingers down the newly formed dent on the side of the driver's door.
"Stupid puck heads!" He mumbled, digging through his bag trying to find his keys. It wasn't until Dave had started the engine that he remembered about the coffee date with Santana. All of a sudden he wished he hadn't had left class so quickly and had stayed to clean up instead of leaving that nerd he was working with to do it. Dave breathed deeply, he had to go and make everyone think he was straight even if it meant doing things with "One-night-stand-Santana".
The drive to Lima Bean seemed long, painfully so. It was quite and lonely but David was far too nervous to turn the radio. He knew there were road works and could've taken a different that was usually quicker anyway but he decided to take the detours. "So you can see Kurt's house and maybe Kurt" he told himself even though it was just in hope he wouldn't see Santana for a few more minuets. When David parked he knew there would be free parks in the Lima Bean car park but he still decided to park around the block and walk. David was thinking, hoping all these things would make him at least 10 minuets late (and because he knew Santana was not patient he hoped she would leave so he didn't even have to see her), however as he reached the Lima Bean doors he checked his watch and realized he was not late at all, and as he glanced over his shoulder he saw Santana locking up her car.
"Hey, right on time!" She giggled in Dave's ear making him even more nervous about how the rest of the evening was going to unfold. The two took a table near a window by the back of the shop were not many people were sitting. The place was as busy as usual: Not packed, but bustling, lively in a very slow coffee shop kind of fashion. They stared off with the usual chit-chat; how's school, what's been happening, have you got much homework to do, isn't that teacher a bitch and so on. Throughout it all Santana didn't drop any hints as to why she had asked him here and Dave couldn't stand it anymore. After a long silence he decided to say something.
"I knew you would ask me out eventually."
"Oh give it up, I know!" Santana snapped back immediately making Dave's heart jump… Does she know? Dave's mind buzzed with nerves.
" 'bout what?" He asked probably a little too fast.
"That you're gay!" She said it so simply, just like she was stating the average dinner she ate last night and it made Dave's brain buzz even more.
"What? Who told you that?" Dave was surprised at how cool his voice sounded, maybe he could keep the secret.
"No one had to tell me! First of all I saw you checking out Sam's ass the other day, you need to be more careful with you lurking."
"I didn't, I was just checking out what jeans he was wearing" Dave interrupted, loosing control of how defensive he sounded.
"Like that is any less gay!" Santana laughed. "Second of all, I know about you and Kurt, remember last week before the benefit, you worried about 'the truth getting out'? Guess what! It's out!" That made Dave really anxious especially the tone of determination and simplicity in her voice, that really unnerved him.
"Whatever they told you is a lie to mess with me! Imma' kick their asses!"
"You know what?" It was her turn to interrupt. "Why don't you just settle down and let auntie 'Tanna here tell you a little story." It seemed everything she said made him feel even more on edge, and it didn't help that she was now holding his hand.
"It's about you. You are what we call a 'Late in Life' gay. You are going to stay in the closet, get married, have drunken relations with your wife, have a couple of kids, maybe become a States Attorney or Deacon, then get caught in the men's room tapping your foot with some page and guess what! I accept that about you." The accuracy scared him, but he couldn't be found out this early in life, he'd seen those kids on TV and Youtube, how much crap they get for being gay, and he knew he would never be able to deal with that.
"Why are you doing this to me?" He broke, he had been found out and he had been found out and couldn't think of any had been found out and couldn't think of any more ways to deny his sexuality and he broke.
"Because I need you and you need me… We play on the same team." Santana said awkwardly. The words really took Dave back.
"You ah-um your…" Dave mumbled confused.
"Look I'm not ready to start eating Jicama or get a flat top either maybe in Junior Collage…" The air got dense and awkward and Dave had no idea how to deal with sexuality issues, heck he was planning on staying in the closet he was so scared!
"This is garbage! I'm not gay!" Dave started sounding aggressive but he didn't really care.
"I am trying to help you out here! Have you ever heard of the term 'beards'? It's when a gay man and woman date each other to hide the fact they are gay, like the Roosevelts. So you and I are going to be each other beards then win prom king and queen and rule the school."
"And what if I say no?" Dave asked, the plan seemed a little dodgy and he wasn't entirely sure what they would have to do, how far they would have to go to make it look…. Convincing.
"Then I am going to tell everyone about you and you're life will be over. Only straight up I am is a straight up bitch." Dave sighed there was so much he could lose.
"You in or not?" He should do it. He should be Santana's 'beard' and keep everything a secret, he was going to have to come out eventually though, especially with Santana knowing everything… But he knew about Santana, shouldn't that make them even? No, this is Santana Lopez, the bitch of the school, she knows everything about everyone and was the best black mailer in history, even better than Sue Sylvester and Dave had heard that she has been pretty good. David sighed.
"What would I have to do?"
"So you're in?" She giggled.
"I guess so." He breathed out slowly. Santana talked for a while about the plan she had came up with, it was simple but sure to get her Prom Queen and keep his sexuality a secret. The first thing he had to do was apologize to Kurt. Dave planned to go to Dalton and apologize to him in person after the next day of school but then he found out that Kurt was transferring back so he didn't have to, Santana must have said something to him to get him back. David knew he still had to make things right though and he could never back out after his talk with his dad. So here he was, in front of the Glee club glaring at him suspiciously, praying (to a god he did not believe in) that they would accept his apology and everything would go well.
Ok! Yay! Hope you guys liked it! Suggestions! Please! Also if there are typos oh god I'm sorry. If anyone wants my tumblr just say and I'll post it up but eeeeeekkkkk it needs work... I'm new to all this new blogging stuff...
