That morning Santana woke with a head ache and a Dislike for the word school, well who actually likes school anyways? But she thought to herself it is only a couple months till I can leave this cow town and make life my own. Then she remembered The message that Brittany Sent her the night before and for some odd reason it pushed her towards actually going to school and not bunking in town having a couple of smokes like she normally would on a Tuesday.
Brittany was So tired only having 4 hours sleep was not the way to do things and Being so nervous about telling her girl how she really feels. She climber out of bed and tried to get on with her normal morning routine but she just could eat a thing her stomach was filled with a million butterflies making her shake whilst trying to spook her lucky charms in to her mouth, so she just gave up and walked to school to wait for her girl.
Standing down the alley way Santana waiting about 5 minutes until she saw swooping blond hair round the corner and heard the sweet soft voice of Brittany apologising for being late. Santana felt weird at this and put her head down, she actually found it cute the way Brittany worried so much about being 5 minutes late, and Santana Lopez doesn't do cute at all. "Britt calm down, its fine being only a little late hasn't killed anyone!" Brittany smiled at the nickname Santana always calls her and blushes slightly for being in such a hurry. They started by asking how each other were because they hadn't seen each other for a while then Brittany blurted out " Ok so I'm just gonna come out and say it San I really like you , like more than a friend and I know that you don't feel the same way so I just need to get over it but I figured that If I ever were to have a chance then I should at least have told you and I totally don't wanna lose you as a friend because that'd suck and well…" Santana cut her off "Britt calm down, you're rambling. Look, you know that you're my best friend and you won't lose me but I can't do this... I'm sorry." And with that Santana took off running towards the back gate of the school and didn't even look back. Brittany slumped down against the wall and sobbed out quickly typing a quick message to Kurt telling her where she was and that she wasn't coming inside just yet.
Santana finally stopped when she reached where she wanted to be and she settled down against the hard cold chair that her and Noah had made in their secret den when they were about 14. She came here to think about things when all she wanted to do was cry, knowing that the only people that would find her would be Noah or Quinn. For a while she had this inner battle of why she ran from Britt and what she should do about Kyle. She hated herself right now so much for what she had done to her best friend and she hated herself for letting him put her hands all over her and for feeling those butterfly feeling when she saw Brittany round the corner this morning. She broke down in tears in no time and curled up in the safety of the den knowing that no one would be around for a long time yet. Just as she lay her head down she felt the buzz of her phone, expecting it to be Quinn she opened it without any doubt but then she saw the ID on the message and it read From Kyle : baby I miss you, please take me back I don't know what to do without you and I'm so , sorry for whatever I did to you, seriously I miss you and your body and the fun we have, just think about it. Love you xxxxxxxxx This made her feel even more sick to the stomach and she realised then at the moment that Kyle was totally out of the picture and that she didn't want him in her life at all anymore, he was just such a douche to her. So without replying to his futile attempt to get back in to her pants she lay her head down and drifted off in to a deep sleep.
When she finally awoke she had her head in someone's lap, looking up she found Quinn's eyes and began to cry once again. Once she had managed to get her cool again and stop the crying bullshit she lit up a smoke and explained what happened to Quinn. She knew they could take without being judged because Quinn was her best friend after all. Feeling guilty as hell knowing that running away was so wrong Santana typed out a quick message to Brittany.
Brittany was sitting in her technology class trying to block out the world and not talk to any of the glee members she shared the class with, it was proving difficult when everyone kept asking her what was wrong and that she should probably sing about it in glee club later on that day. When she felt the buzz of her phone she finally had a valid excuse to ignore all of these pointless offers of help. From Santana: Hey Britt. I know what I did this morning was so wrong and you didn't deserve that at all. In fact you deserve so much more than me because you are perfect, I just know that I'd hurt you in some way and would hate myself even more if I did hurt you. I don't know how I feel right now because of Kyle and a few other things and well I just hope that you're ok and that you and I can still be as close as we usually are, because honestly you are one of my only real friends. Here if you need to talk xo Brittany never bothered to reply because she honestly couldn't write it all down.