When Santana got to where she needed to be she took a deep breath, she knew what she wanted now and that was the Beautiful blonde girl in the house before her all alone and upset because of her. She wasn't sure if her parents were home at all so she went round the side of the house to her girl's window and grabbed the ladder from the bushes, she climbed on to Britt's balcony and tried the door handle, to her surprise it just eased open. But what she saw made her feel sicker that she had yet to feel…. Brittany was laid across her bed with her eyes closed and a placid look on her face her chest rose slowly up and down but the sickening thing was a the deep slashes all up the insides of her perfect snow like arms. Before Santana could hold it in she broke in to tears and ran to her beautiful girl she sat by her side "Britt Britt, wake up, please!" she lightly touched the blondes face and her eyes began to open slowly and when she saw what Santana had been crying over she hurried to hide what she had done. She jumped up from the bed and grabbed a hoodie to wrap around herself, but before she had the chance to put it on Santana came up behind her and took the hooded top and threw it to the ground, she then picked up Brittany's arms one at a time and placed kisses over every cut that had been made on her arms.
They sat in the lounge after they finished crying and they began to talk properly about what had happened that very day. "Britt I never wanted to hurt you, I knew from the moment that I ran away that I was making a huge mistake…" "So why didn't you even look back?" "Because I'm a coward Britt, you deserve so much better than anything that I can give you." They sat in silence for a long time just staring down at their interlocked hands then Brittany raised her voice catching Santana off guard " what if I don't want better San, what if all I want and need is sitting right in front of me and she is just too damn stubborn to let herself feel anything!" Santana looked up with hurt in her eyes, the tears threatening to spill again then she dropped Britt's hands and bolted upright to leave " wait san I'm sorry, please don't ….."
"No Brittany…" Santana cut in "you know about my past, you know about Rachel and you know about Kyle, so excuse me for not being able to open myself up to anyone, I thought you understood that, I thought you were different, but in actual fact you're no different…" Before Santana could say anymore Brittany had pulled her face in to her hands and crashed their lips together hard shutting Santana up by the sheer shock of the kiss. It was slow and sensual and it made Santana feel so much more than she ever had before. Brittany was the first to break the kiss by placing their foreheads together "Santana, you are perfect and I want you more than anything, please trust me baby." At this Santana's breath hitched and she was rendered speechless.
It was two weeks since the girls had shared their first kiss and ever since that night they had been stronger than ever. The one thing that stood between them was not being able to tell people, Santana didn't want her family and friends to react in a bad way so they had to keep their new found happiness to themselves, keeping that excitement inside was so hard for Britt and it was even harder for the two girls to keep their hands off of each other during school. It was a Tuesday and Britt had Gym class today when Santana had her free study hour, so Santana though she would surprise her girl by taking her out of class, it wasn't an important class anyways.
"Mrs Sylvester, I need to talk to Brittany, it's urgent and she will probably be missing your class today, sorry for the inconvenience." "Thank god, one less of these sloppy babies to try and beat sense in to." As Santana lead her in to the corridor Brittany followed on feeling very confused and unsure of what was happening, was San breaking up with her?