Chapter 14

Jasper's POV

I spent the night holding the woman I loved as she cried tears that would never fall, but all night I could not help but wonder how this would have been handle if I was a vampire, if I was just as strong as my brother, would I have been able to do what Edward did and protect the woman he loved?

I wanted to walk right up to Carlisle and ask him to bite me, but at that moment Alice was the one that need me the most.

When I woke this morning I noticed that Alice was missing, but before I could panic Edward was in our room

"Bella took her after you fell asleep, Carlisle wants Alice to stay home today" Edward informed me

I nodded and went off to get dress when Edward grabbed my arm

"You need to with me first" he spoke in a whispered tone

I was confused but I could feel how important it was that I went with him

"OK Bro"

I followed Edward to Carlisle study and found Emmett sitting looking out the window

Once I was in the room Edward closed the door

"This room is soundproof, even to Vampire ears" Edward informed us

"OK Ed, we're here now what is so bloody important" Emmett said looking at our younger brother

"I have some things to tell you and Carlisle thought it would be best if the other's did hear until we're ready" Edward informed us, his eyes seem to be drawn to the window

"OK… so tell us" I said sitting next to Emmett

We had been through a lot in our lives and since moving in with the Cullen, we couldn't be happier and we were jerks to them right after they saved us and yes we bet on them but they had become our family and I couldn't ask for anything more

"Charlie is dying" Edward said

I don't know if it was because he was a vampire now and dad had tried to hurt is mate or what but Edward sounded happy about that, hell he even felt happy

"How?" Emmett asked

"Carlisle said it was because of his gift, since he is still human his gift is draining his life. That's why it didn't work yesterday; he was too weak to do anything if he continues which we are all sure he will then he will die" Edward said

The way he spoke scared me, it was like he was talking about a football game or something else less important than our father about to kill himself

I could see that there was something in Edward's eyes that he was not telling us and when he looked at me I knew he had heard my thought

"Yes there is something I'm not telling you" Edward answered

"Well what is it? Come on man we don't have secrets not from each other" Emmett said getting up

Edward sighed

"Carlisle wishes to adopted us" Edward said but both Emmett and myself known that he was still keeping something important from us

"That fine, I think he's a better father anyways. Now what aren't you telling us Edward" Emmett growled it sounded more like a vampire then it did human

"You need to be turned and soon, you are acting more like vampires then humans and Carlisle doesn't want to wait too long" I nodded in understanding

But before we could say anything else Edward was gone from the room

"He's hiding something Jas, I knew it" Emmett said angry by the fact

"What could be so bad that he could not tell us?" I questioned

"He will tell you in time, he just needs to understand first" We both turned to see Carlisle walking into his office

"Do you know?" Emmett asked

Carlisle nodded and looked at us sadly

"When we become vampires, the venom heals any and all wounds even memory loss and that can be confusing, have memories that you don't understand, that you cannot place. That is what has happened to Edward. Even him time and he will tell you." Carlisle said

I looked at Emmett and I knew he was just as confused

Edward never had memory lose

"Now you both better get ready for school or you will be late" Carlisle said smiling at us

Edward's POV

They knew I was hiding something from then and it angered them, but I did not know how to tell them the truth

"Don't worry Edward, we will find away together" My beautiful Bella said

She was worried about us going to school, afraid I will fall back into my old ways, but I would die if I hurt her like that

Jasper's POV

We had gotten to school with 10 minutes to spare

Emmett was grumpy about the fact that almost everyone knew what Edward was keeping from us and once we got to school he was out of the car and walking off before we could say 'good-bye'

Rosalie smiled sadly at me before running after Emmett

"Is it that bad?" I asked Edward

Edward nodded

"You don't know how to tell us, but you can tell them, people that you have only known for a month" I hissed

I didn't know why all of a sudden I was angry at my brother after all he was trying to protect us from whatever the venom had brought to the surface

"Jasper" he growled

Bella smiled sadly and kissed his cheek before whispering something and walking off

"Jasper please understand that I'm trying to understand what it is I'm remembering, I don't want to give you half facts you need the whole story which I have yet to remember. Pl ease Jasper just give me time" Edward plead with me

I nodded my head, not happy about being left in the dark but I was willing to wait

As I walked off I could hear what sounded like a car speeding out of control, my phone started to rang and Edward had a look of horror on his face

And then I saw why, a van was heading my way and the driver had no control

I felt something hit me and before I blacked out I felt something cut throw my skin

Back at the Cullen household

Alice's POV

I watched at a van drove towards Jasper, the diver determined to kill Jasper and then I saw Edward lose control and kill his brother

"JASPER" I yelled sodding into my mother's arms

A/N: hides behind Edward

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