A/N: I do not own criminal minds! Sorry for any mistakes it was dark in the room I was writing this in. anywho EnJoy!
Penelope had no idea how they had made it to Derek's bed but when all the nasty wild sex had subsided the awkwardness of what had just happened was setting in. They lay side by side panting trying to catch there breath.
Derek was the first to break the silence. "I'm sorry". This slightly bothered pen why would he apologize? Did he already think this was a mistake? Oh my goodness he must not of liked it as much as I did. "Umm why are you sorry?" pen question him afraid to look over at him and see regret in his eyes. "Not that I didn't like it… or anything… but we shouldn't of did that. I mean I'm pretty sure we wont be able to remain best friends and that bothers me a lot., I'd rather have that then wild sex. I'm sorry I treated you like every other girl I've ever brought home. I didn't want this for us… im just angry at myself". Derek sounded extremely frustrated and oh so sober now. Pen didn't need to hear anymore she knew now that it was just sex he didn't want anything more with her so she stood up blanket around her and went in search for her clothes.
"Baby girl what are you doing?" Derek stated some what panicked. "I'm grabbing my clothes Morgan". pen heard him ask why and start to stand up but she grabbed the last garment from the hall way and her cell phone making her way to the bathroom choosing to act like she hadn't heard his question. She got dressed and called for a taxi Derek had been standing by the door when he heard her calling for a cab he started knocking on the door telling her to come talk to him first. She continued the call and luck was on her side there was one in the area that could be there within the next five minutes. Taking a deep breath she walked out the bathroom walking past Derek to grab her purse.
"What's wrong baby, why are you leaving?" Derek tried to pull her to him but she yanked away quickly. "Going home my cab should be pulling up any minute" Derek immediately frowned. She began to feel bad for running out like this but he made it seem like she was just another one of the famous Derek Morgan hook ups. And from what she understood they left after fucking him and he never had to speak to them again. "Well I figured we could get another round in mama?" Derek tried putting his hands around her waist and bent down for a arousing kiss with that smug ass smirk that irritated this crap out of her at the moment but he was cut short by the honking outside.
"Oh sorry that would be me sorry hot stuff see ya" giving him a quick peck on the lips she went straight for the door she needed out of here. "Pump your brakes women" Derek growled out. "Why are you running out on me like this baby girl?"
At this question pen turned around to answer him. He cant be serious right? Did he just forget everything he sed to me in the bedroom five minutes ago? "Derek, you just sed your sorry that your treating me like every other girl you bring home then you ask me if I'm up for another round? I'm treating this as exactly as you are, a one night stand, your one night stands leave after sex and you never have worry to about them wanting anything more from you, so that's what I'm doing, LEAVING before my cab leaves me. Good night Derek."
Derek called after her several times but is was useless she was too quick and he wasn't dressed. He felt like shit he heard so much hurt in her voice even though she tried to cover it up with sarcasm. Of course he would he's a profiler after all. And now as he makes his way back to bed kicking all his clothes on the ground out of frustration. Damn it, why cant I just tell her how I feel. I finally had sex with my goddess and I fuck her against the wall. What's wrong with me? Although it was the best sex I've ever had I wanted to make love to my baby girl the first time we ever did anything. But damn it felt so good! And the way she moans my name drives me wild…mmhmm my baby's a screamer. She was so tight, wet, and hot it felt so right being inside her. Especially when I came…. Wait a second we didn't use a condom? And she sed she wasn't on birth control. She's the first women he's ever came in without protection and he didn't regret it he new they were both clean. As for the other factor, well to tell you the truth when she sed she wasn't on the pill it made him more excited and aroused to bust inside her. He would love to have children with her. The thought of her having another mans baby made him see red.
(Penelope pov)
Pen had just gotten home she was racking her brain with everything that happened tonight trying to make sense of it all. To say she was upset would be an understatement she was really hurt how dare he refer to her as one of his one night stands. They are best friends for crying out loud. He's always had respect for her.. And she always been In love with him. She had actually been getting over the fact that he would never have feelings for her that were anything more then a friend. And then they had sex today and those feelings came right back for her. She was hoping afterward he would confess his underlying love for her, saying he feels the same way she does. But that's not realistic thinking, im so not his type even with the weight loss he often complained I was fine how I was before.
Derek had called fifteen times already and sent five text messages begging her to call him. She chose not to because most likely he understands why she left now because pen didn't want to be a fling she wanted more and that's just not Morgan. She read the signals all wrong he wasn't jealous at the club he just didn't want his best friend leaving with a stranger especially after what happened with battle. Then slept with me just so I wouldn't go with Emily and the two guys we met at the club. Yup I actually thought Derek Morgan wanted a relationship with muah? I'm such an idiot to believe that charming mouth piece on him! I now know how he gets women to fall in his bed so easily!
The phone rang again pulling her out of her thoughts, she glanced down at it and cringed seeing it was Hotch this early in the morning is never a good sign. "Don't we have psycho free time off right now boss man?" pen sed irritably answering the phone, "Sorry to wake you Garcia but the director just called me and sed he needed you to go undercover to help on a case it's a emergency Penelope". Pen knew it must be bad he never calls her by her first name. "Ok Hotch you know I will do you know specifics on sed case?" pen questioned. "Very little, its only supposed to be known by the people involved were also sending an agent with you to be your body guard at all times. The director can give you more specifics but he needs you to meet him at the bureau at three thirty this afternoon. I will come by around noon to help you pack what you would like to take. He's estimating you maybe gone a year or longer Garcia." There was silence on the phone while Garcia took all this information in thinking of what questions to ask next. "Penelope I want you to know that the director and I have been arguing about this all morning, I do not agree with him sending you.. My immediate answer was no but he assured me I didn't have a say and he needs the best and well that's you. Pen smiled at that and asked the question she was scared to know the answer to. "What agent are you sending with me?"
"Of course Derek was my first pick but the director and I agreed the team cant afford to be without you and him, plus Prentiss just leaving so Agent Cruz will be escorting you" Pen breathed a sign of relief it wasn't Derek that would be way to awkward this will give her a chance to get over Derek.
"One more thing Garcia to ensure your safety a little more you will take some classes to become a full blown agent. You can carry your own gun it's for your own protection even though I know you hate guns it will make me feel a little better that you have more skills to protect yourself if the time come which I pray it will not" Hotch was a bit apprehensive about what Garcia might think about this. "Ok Hotch I'm in even though it sounds like I didn't really have a choice in the matter I agree because if I can prevent more lives from being lost I'm glad to do so. I trust Agent Cruz to help protect me he's a good guy with big muscles, I don't know if there bigger than my Morgan's but I'd love to get them both shirtless side by side to find out! I think Cruz can give Morgan a run for his money what do you think? Think you can order them to do that for me boss man?
Hotch began laughing only Garcia. "Garcia what will we do for laughter in a bad situation while your gone"? Hotch managed to get out between laughs. "Well sir I'm sure you all will find someone to fill the void while I'm chasing the badies for once!" Pen giggled. "Fill the void that is Penelope Garcia? The oracle of Quantico? The Goddess of all things known and Unknown? I think not!" Hotch sed with confidence. "Thanks you really are a great boss man, boss man! I don't know what ill do without the team but I guess ill manage."
"Were always going to be here for you, you know that. I don't know how I'm going to tell Morgan that your undercover on a case seeing as I'm not even allowed to say that much but I figure I will tell the team your are undercover because there not a threat and I really hate lying to them especially after what everyone went through with Prentiss. I will let you go to get some sleep I will be at the office tomorrow but I'm not allowed to sit in on your case briefing but I'd like you to come see me after ill have your new credentials as well as a list of the classes you have to take and no you can not hack us and put the classes as completed you hear me SSA Penelope Garcia I'm still your boss man till tomorrow" Hotch teased. "Oh Contraire Boss Man you and only you will remain Boss man to me! Thank you for everything I really mean that you are the best leader. I shall see you to tomorrow at the Quantico, Virginia's F.B.I. Behavioral Analyst Unit at 03:30pm sweet dreams" Hotch smiles at the phone "Goodnight Penelope."
Yup this is definitely happening and for some reason I couldn't be happier to get away. Although I'd be happier if there were no unsubs at all!
A/N: super long chapter I know I kind of got carried away lol thanks for all your reviews! I'd appreciate some ideas if anyone wants to throw me some they'd like to see. Happy readings!