Chapter 15
Bella's POV
I watched in horror as Jasper got hit by the van, I ran to Edward when I saw him leaning down to bit his brother
But I prayed in vein that my little sister was not seeing this, it would destroy her
"Edward, baby you need to stop" I whispered as I ranched them
Edward looked up at me and sobbed tearlessly into his brothers neck
I knew I had to work fast, people were already calling 991
"We need to get him in the car, the ambulance will talk to long" I said out loud so the humans could hear me
But mentally I was talking to Edward
Get him in the car… we need to get him to father now
Edward nodded and picked up his brother
I could see Rosalie and Emmett running towards us
"WE NEED TO LEAVE NOW" I yelled mostly for the humans
Emmett rusted into the back of the car and was holding Edward close to him, Edward continued to sob into Jasper neck the whole way home
I was worried about Jasper, the moment my venom entered Edward's blood that was it he was changed but for some reason and I hope father know Jasper was not changing as fast as his brother
3 days later
Jasper's POV
I remembered it all, I felt the burning pain as my body changed, and I could hear Alice sob, Edward and Emmett fighting.
But I could feel more than anything their emotions above all else
But as I started to wake up I could hear Charlie's voice in the back ground of my mind telling me to do something, images I don't remember flashed before my eyes and I could not explain why I had blood on my hands in some of them.
Was this what Edward was keeping from me?
Had Charlie controlled us before?
And more importantly had I hurt my brother's while under my father's control?
"He's waking up" Edward voice called out
It sounded off, hollow so how I would even go as far as to say he sounded dead, emotionless
And that scared me
As I blinked my eyes open Alice came into view
"Baby don't cry" I whispered ranching a hand up to place on her cheek
"Oh Jasper" She sobbed throwing herself at me
I found I was about to calm her down as if it was something as easy as opening a door
I guess that's my power then
I kissed Alice softly
I started to get up but with every move I made images I didn't understand flashed before me
I heard Edward growl before storming out with Bella yelling after him begging him to come back
"What's going on?" I asked
"Edward's just upset son, it's nothing to worry about" Carlisle informed me but I could feeling that he was lying to me
"Why don't we hunt" Alice said dragging me out of the house
As we ran into the forest I could hear Bella and Edward fight with one another
"It's because of that thing I'm not meant to know yet right?" I asked Alice as we ran
Alice slowed to a walk and looked at me
"You'll know soon, just tell dad when you start seeing thing you don't remember. It's important that you do" Alice said not looking at me
"It's got to do with Charlie?" I asked
Alice nodded
"Did he… use his power on us?" I asked slowly not really wanting the answer
Alice looked at me, her eyes looking like they would be filled with tears as she slowly nodded her head yes
Charlie's POV
I knew I was dying and would be unable to get my boys back but I also knew that even as a vampire my control was still there inside them, all I had to do was re-act it and I would have them under my power once again
But now Edward should of started seeing all the things I made him do, and knowing that boy he would start to think of himself as a monster and when he accepts that fact my control will be stronger than ever, I will be able to control him without touch
I can already feel it working, already feel him starting to lose himself to my control and in a matter of days he will be completely under my control and nothing more than a mindless vampire willing to please him master
Then all I'll need is for him to turn Emmett and bring out my control on his brother's but first I will make him turn me so that little bitch of his will be too weak to stop me
Edward's POV
For the pass thought days I have been feeling weird as if I am not myself
The things I have seen, the things I have done, no matter if I was under my father's control I cannot stop myself from feeling guilty
No matter what Bella said I was a monster and I need to accept that fact so I could get on with my life
Yes… accepted you're a monster… something that need to be controlled… something that can never be loved … accept what you are
I shook my head trying to get rid of Charlie's words but the more I tried the louder they got, until I was on my knees with the words coursing me physical pain
ACCEPT WHAT YOU ARE
He yelled, my breath was coming out so fast it was making my dizzy
ACCEPT IT
The pain so became too much and I found myself whispering three words I knew would end my suffering
"I accept it"
And then it all went black as if someone had turn off the light and I could no longer hear the world around me
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Poor Edward !