Story name: Temptation

Chapter 7 Loving Too Much

Disclaimer: I went back to Steph's house to ask her if I can screw Edward... she laughed at me and pressed a little red button and now mean looking dogs are running after me...help...

Authors note: okay, here we go...now this might get a little confusing and I know it's not how Steph would have written it but...IT'S MY STORY!!!! I COULD DO WHATEVER THE F I WANT WITH IT!!! Lol any ways I'm really sorry for the people that probably want to rip my face off (bit too graphic??? I think so...sry) but yes the rumors are true... you guys did not get up to 20 votes for Bella and Edward so it is completely up to me if I want to keep them together or screw around with them... so don't get so mad and continue reading the story... love ya!!!

(Point of view: Bella)

It's been two months since she had been crying non-stop. Edward had been her life and she couldn't stop thinking about him, but during the last week she had found two motorcycle and had been spending a lot of time with Jacob to fix them.

Jacob was sweet and funny; she liked him a lot but she couldn't love him. He was like a best friend.

"Now can you please tell me why you want this bike fixed so badly?" Jacob asked, screwing a screw into something unknown in the motorcycle. Jacobs's hands moved swiftly and there wasn't much Bella could do to help him fix the bike, so she just watched.

She sighed and answered the same lie she had told him millions of time before, "Just the adrenaline rush, Jacob. I've told you this before." the real reason she wanted the bike to be fixed so badly was so she could sneak out of Forks and find her love. The chances of her actually finding him were slim, but she needed to.

"You know, I find that very hard to believe. You seem to be spacing out a lot lately," He said, casting a worried glance in her direction.

"Jacob, I don't want to talk about this. I just have a lot on my mind right now, okay?" she stared at the magic that was his hands moving swiftly through the little parts of the bike. She was dazed.

"Well, okay. I don't think it's healthy to keep your emotions locked inside of you," Bella let out a moan, "But i'll let it slid." He smiled and got up of the floor, wiping his oil stained hands with a dirty rag. He turned to her and smiled again, even brighter "We could go riding tomorrow, if you can. It should be safe." he grabbed an open can of coke and chugged the rest of its contents down.

"I can't wait." She smiled; she was going to leave forks once she could ride her newly fixed motorcycle. She looked out of the garage door and noticed it was already dark. "I should go. She said, getting off of the hood of an old car in the small garage. Jacob followed her obediently.

"Yeah, I haven't noticed how dark it has gotten. Charlie will start to worry." He walked her all the way to her truck and gave her a friendly kiss on the cheek.

"Thanks for helping me out, Jacob. Call me tomorrow so we could go out and finally ride them." She said sliding into the car and cranking up the tremendously loud engine.

"Anytime!" he shouted over the engine, "Good night, Bella Swan!" he waved his hand as she drove out of his driveway.

When she got to her house, she slowly opened the door and crept inside, to not wake the already sleeping Charlie. She slipped out of her boots and walked up the stairs to her room. She grabbed her toiletries and headed for the bathroom, to take a much needed shower.

She turned the mirror as she undresses. A pale, lanky girl stood before her. Edward, I need you! She thought. She turned the cold and hot water equally to give a nice warm flow of water. She climbed inside and let the warm water caress her skin. Tears joined the warm water and flowed in unison as she closed her eyes and cried, yet again. This was going to be yet another restless night.

The next morning, the sun shone through her bedroom window, which was rare for Forks, as she sat up in her bed, squinting, and rubbing the back of her hand on her cheeks to remove the dry tears of the previous night. She got up and noticed that she had woken up with bags under her eyes, again, from lack of sleep. She gathered all her toiletries and trudged herself to the bathroom.

Once she had finished her morning routine, she met up with Charlie downstairs, which had made her breakfast. She smiled at his attempt to make breakfast and felt kind of guilty for leaving him. She grabbed a cup of orange juice from the refrigerator and sat in front of her almost burnt eggs and crispy toast. She ate it up quickly and had another one of her awkward conversations with Charlie.

The phone rang and her heart almost skipped a beat. She scrambled up to her feet and picked it up. Charlie had left the room to position himself in front of the TV.

"Hello?" she said into the receiver.

"Hello, Bella?" the voice said on the other line.

"Hey, Jacob! What's up?" she said, trying to hide her excitement.

"I was just wondering when you wanted to come out and ride."

"Well, whenever you're ready. I'm super exited!" she couldn't keep her excitement back anymore.

"Awesome! I'll be waiting for you." He replied

"I'll be there in a few minutes." they both hung up and she ran around her room picking up her purse and car key. She bolted down the stairs and out of the door, making sure to lock it, yelling over her shoulder "Bye, Charlie! I'll be with Jacob!" All she could hear was an "okay!" before her loud engine roared to life.

After several hours of trying, she was finally getting the hang of it. Once she got moving she was like a pro, but when it came to stopping, the bike would rattle and tip over, leaving her legs bruised and a running Jacob screaming an "Are you okay, Bella?!" Then she would laugh and try again. The time she had with Jacob was fun, but not enough to stop her on her journey to find Edward.

When the sun set, they finished up and went out for dinner. She then dropped Jacob off with his own bike, keeping hers, and went home. When she got there, she hid the bike in a few bushes and ran into the house. When she noticed Charlie sleeping she gathered some of the cans from the kitchen and shoved them into a backpack, along with another pair of clothes. She then got a sheet of printer paper and sat on the kitchen table and wrote:

Dear Charlie,

Please do not get mad, but I have left Forks. Do not come find me, for the likelihood of encountering me
would be slim. I have left to clear my mind and find my true love. He is out there, and even though you
despise him, I can not live with out him. I love you father and I will come back when I find him. Please do not
worry. I will be fine.

Love, Your Isabella Swan

Once she finished her letter, she folded it and placed it in the middle of the kitchen table. She went over to Charlie and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead before she slipped out of her house and locked the door.

She grabbed the bike that was nicely hidden behind the bushes and walked with it for a few blocks to not let the sound of the engine wake Charlie up. Once she was far enough, she started the engine and rode off into the night, on the only road leading out of Forks. She would ride and ride into the night until she finds her love.

Authors note: I hope this wasn't really boring...well...now the drama starts!!!! Or maybe the chapter after...I'm not sure yet...and for you people that don't know what happened with Edward and Charlotte... Patience my loves ... the time will come when you know all. Well review and tell me what you think...Wait till the story unravels and you will love me!!!!! (Fans grab my collar and shoves happy cat into comp) "Write!!" they say. "Fine, you persistent ass holes!!!" I reply. Lovin ya!! I would be nothing without you!!