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A/N: Sorry im taking forever to update! Super busy lately! Im skipping ahead one month.. This is about pen being undercover.. Here we go…

a/n I wanted to let yall know that cruz and pen are not dating just good friends with a few benefits! lol

"Hey mama, you didn't even come let me know you checked out of work early, now how does that look when you my 'fiancée'?" Cruz or Xavier rather.. Walked into the living room of their pent house to find Penelope laid out on the couch, she was awake but she wasn't moving a muscle nor did she respond to him. "What's wrong baby? Jennings said you kept running to the restroom to go throw up this morning?" He walked over to pen, bending down to be at eye level with her. Taking in her appearance he knew she really didn't feel good her eyes were watery and blood shot. She seemed extremely tired. I didn't understand why , we had been in bed no later then 10:00p. night for the month that we've been here, well.. excluding the nights where the case agent had us go to different clubs in the area. He was beginning to get really worried she still hadn't muttered one word.

Cruz began reaching out to caress her cheek. "Talk to me baby, what can I do to help you feel better?" She looked so vulnerable laying there I wanted to wrap my arms around her an hold her close but before I could she sat up closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"I was trying to remain completely still to avoid feeling dizzy and throwing up. I'm sorry I wasn't trying to be rude by ignoring you I just really didn't want to move or try talking scared it might trigger my gag reflexes." Pen kept her eyes closed as she finally spoke. She felt the couch dip beside her and a arm wrap around her, she sighed and automatically leaned into Cruz's embrace "I understand ma. When did this start?" Curiously he asked giving her a quick kiss on her temple..

"It started at 6:00a.m. this morning and has been going off and on since then. I'm glad you had to work extra early this morning otherwise you would of heard me calling 'Ralph' all morning" Pen paused for a second feeling like her head was spinning. Cruz sensed the issue and began rubbing her back giving her a few moments before continuing.

"When I got home at 10:30 this morning I threw up once more so 'fingers crossed' I'm hoping that it's all over now"

"I hope so too ma. But I'm still going to take you to see a doctor" He saw her begin to protest so he threw his hand up stopping any excuses she could come up with. "It's not up for debate I'll call an make your appointment for Thursday. Don't be mad at me either babe, I just want to make sure my 'fiancée" remains perfectly healthy! Can't blame me for that now can you 'Illene'?"

Pen couldn't help but giggle at him, the way he wiggles his eyebrows up and down while he stretches out Pen's undercover name seductively reminds her of her hot stuff. She thinks to herself with a sad sigh 'I miss him so much, even after he was a complete jerk off to me the last time we were together.. What the hecks wrong with me?'.

"Well honey, I guess I can't blame you for being such a good future hubby!" Cruz just smirked at Pen and brought the hand of hers he was holding to his lips for a kiss. They fell into a comfortable silence for a few moments until Cruz noticed she was still slightly dizzy. He sat there thinking about what to do to make it go away. He hated seeing the girl he truly loves hurting.

It dawned on him that she probably needed to put something in her stomach. She hadn't ate anything at all and had been vomiting throughout the day. They would go eat and he knew just where to take her!

Penelope was still snuggled against Cruz's side he looked down and noticed her eyes were closed but wasn't sure if she was asleep or not he hated to wake her 'shoot who was he kidding he was enjoying her at his side more than she was' but nonetheless, Pen needed to eat something before turning in for the night.

"Baby… lets go get some dinner. You need to eat a little something." He began coaxing her out of her sleep by kissing down the side of her face. He heard a tiny whimper so he moved down to her neck kissing, and sucking on her skin till he heard a low moan and she started wiggling around. Cruz was enjoying this but he knew he needed to stop.

"Come on baby.. Wake up for me please ma!" Kissing on her neck to her ear one more time reluctantly he pulled back standing up he saw her eyes flutter open. I smiled widely at her. "There's my girl! Lets go eat ma. I'm taking you to this soup and sandwich place you'll love, plus it's something light that shouldn't make you sick again."

"Your such a sweetheart, but I only seem to get sick early in the morning I don't know why though." Pen was getting her shoes and jacket on as was Cruz but something about what she said stuck with him 'only in the mornings' why would it be 'only in the mornings?' They walked to the truck and as they got in he realized what that might mean.

He acted no different at dinner he didn't want her thinking he was upset because he found out. No.. he was upset because she didn't feel she could trust him to talk to him about it even if she isn't sure yet.

One thing Cruz knew for sure is he wouldn't be getting any sleep tonight.

A/N: I am not to happy with this chapter im probably goin to add more to it later I just wanted to get something out. I am working on updating 'was it worth it also' thanks for your patients!