Ok so remember when i said this was half way done when i uploaded chapter 5? yeah that was crap lol. I'm an extremely indecisive person and i'm very critical of myself and so i wrote and rewrote this chapter so many times i lost count and i'm still not entirely happy with it but here it is. now i hope you guys dont complete hate me for it but i promise it will all work out in the end.

once again thank you to everyone that continues to read and review and follow and favored it. and to my new readers thank you so very much. to be quite honest i didnt think anyone would like this story at all but your words of encouragement on here and on tumblr push me to keep writing and i know my writing maybe not be up there compared to the other amazing samcedes writers but i'm glad that you guys have enjoyed my story. thank you guys for sticking with me.

thank you to my lovely beta rose - you are the absolute best

please excuse any mistakes you may find.

disclaimer: i own nothing. i never did and i never will but i do own donavan and a few random places and people.

Ok i'm done rambling

on to chapter 6 Part 2!

Chapter 6 part two

Mercedes ran around her bedroom trying to find something suitable yet sexy enough for Sam. What happened at the Lima Bean that afternoon shouldn't have, she knew how risky and dangerous it was to do something like that especially in public but she felt powerless to Sam's advances, she could never say no to him and that's where the problems lay. She wanted to be able to resist him but whenever she tried he would charm her so good she would end up hoarse in the morning.

Finally settling on a black and red string corset with dark skinny jeans and high heeled hidden heels topped with a leather jacket, Mercedes took one final look in the mirror, fluffed her already perfected soft curls that framed her face and stepped out of her bedroom. While making her way down the stairs, thoughts of Sam invaded her and she couldn't help the small smile that graced her face. Just as she made her way to the ground floor a voice stopped her dead in her tracks.

"Where you going looking all sexy bug?" Shavon asked with an edge in her voice. She had to keep her emotions in check because she knew that if Mercedes caught wind that she was planning her demise, it would ruin everything.

"Oh shit! You scared me. I was actually on my way out to meet Tina, she wanted drinks so we're going to the city to unwind." Mercedes said with in a nervous tone. Why am I acting so scared? I'm a grown ass woman! Shavon isn't going to beat me. she thought to herself.

"Oh… really? Tina didn't want to hang out with all of us? Just you?"

"Shavon, please. Let's be real, you and Tina hate each other so why would she invite you out with us?" Shavon and Tina had an intense hatred for each other that stemmed many decades without an end in sight. Tina knew firsthand what kind of person Shavon could be when she felt she deserved something over someone. When they were 15, Tina dated this boy named Ennis Waldorf who she swore would end up in marital bliss with her but Shavon had other plans and took him right from Tina's nose. But as luck would have it, she met Artie soon after and they had been happily married ever since and she never stopped rubbing in Shavon's face. Mercedes was beginning to get tired of Shavon's questions and just decided to leave.

"Alright, well I'm going to head out. Don't wait up for me alright? I'm probably going to be coming in late, but if it gets too late I'll just spend the night at Tina's. Have a good night sis." with that, Mercedes walked out the front door to her car and took off.

"That bitch thinks I'm stupid, well I got something for her ass."

Meanwhile across town …

Sam had been running around trying to clean his apartment for his lady love, making sure everything was in its right place. He wanted to show Mercedes that he was more than just a fuck. That afternoon at the Lima Bean finally opened his eyes to new things. He couldn't continue being her plaything; he wanted her as his girlfriend. He was willing to try absolutely anything but he knew that he would hit a wall of resistance but he was a strong individual and he would try with all his might because he knew that she had to have some sort of feelings for him. He wanted to be able to take her out places in Lima without fearing someone might see them. He was tired of driving all the way to Cincinnati just to be able to get a bite to eat. He would be more than proud to call her his girl but he needed her on board for it all to happen.

So he decided to put his romantic side to use and decked his apartment with candles and soft music, he sprinkled rose petals on the bed and drew her a bath, he knew he was pushing the cheese factor but he wanted his girl to feel special.

Hearing a knock at the door, he ran to get it, almost tripping over one of the legs of his coffee table in his haste to get to her. Taking a deep breath he opened the door and the sight before him had his mouth watering. She stood there looking absolutely delicious with a known smirk on her gorgeous face. Without a thought he grabbed her by her waist and pushed her into wall in the hallway, taking her lips prisoner. He swiped his tongue along her lower lip and then opened her mouth and invited him in, making them both moan loudly in the otherwise quiet hallway. He moved his large hands to her ass and gave it a firm squeeze as she raked her nails across his skull, making him groan in her mouth.

Hearing the familiar ding of the elevator, Mercedes was momentarily knocked out of her lusty haze. She placed her hands on his chest and tried to push him away but he was nibbling and biting her neck and it was driving her crazy.

"Sam… Baby… We're in the hallway… Oh shit… Mmmm Sammy… Baby let's take this inside." She moaned into his ear. Without saying a word Sam picked her up, threw her over his shoulder and walked into his apartment. Slamming the door, he marched into his bedroom and dropped her on the bed. She began to laugh but stopped when she saw his normally green eyes darken with lust. Removing her jacket, Sam finally got a good look at her string corset and it made him curse out loud. He didn't even give her a chance to remove anything else when he pounced on her. Attacking her neck and collarbone, she ran her hands through his hair; making him moan into her neck. Remembering that she went over to Sam to talk Mercedes gently pushed him off.

"Sam – I came over here to talk. Sam wait stop please."

"Baby, you know damn well I don't wanna talk now take them clothes off. Now!"

"Listen, I really did come over here to talk. What happened at the Lima Bean today-" But Mercedes words were completely cut off when Sam attacked her mouth again, snaking his tongue in like he owned her mouth. His hands were everywhere and she could feel his arousal pressing against the inside of her left thigh. He pulled the top of her string corset down and flicked the tip of his tongue on her left nipple, blowing on it to make it harden while he palmed the right one. He moved from one side to the next, tonguing her breast, driving Mercedes crazy.

He moved his way down her body, licking the rough material of her corset all the way down to her still clothed bottom half. Popping the button of her jeans, he slid them down her legs in one swift motion; Mercedes opened her eyes to see her jeans fly across the room. When he opened her thighs he groaned out loud when he realized she was wearing crotch less panties. His mouth watered as he stared at her sex, bare, wet and ready for him. But then a thought popped in his head.

"Sooooo you came over here to talk but you have crotch less panties on? Good job babe," he chuckled.

"What? You said wear something sexy so I did and I did come over here to talk but apparently you have other plans." Mercedes said with a pout and blush. She knew she had been caught but she wasn't about to let him know that.

"Hmm. Baby, you ain't slick, you just wanted to talk then you wouldn't have worn this outfit."

"It was an order right?"

"Actually you're right, it was an order and you followed it perfectly so now I'm going to reward you." before Mercedes could utter another word, Sam leaned down and attached his mouth to her clit. He licked her pussy from top to bottom, making Mercedes claw at the sheets. He stuck his tongue deep inside her snatch while he latched his lips to her clit, humming into it. The sensation was driving her wild; she couldn't take the intense pleasure and tried to back away from his power tongue but he grabbed ahold of her hips with a vise grip and continued to assault her pussy. She thought she was going to lose her mind when he began to finger her. "Does that feel good?" He asked while he inserted 2 more fingers. Mercedes was so far gone she couldn't do anything but throw her head back in ecstasy. But Sam wasn't having that.

"I asked you a question. Does. That. Feel. Good?" he said while smacking her clit.

"Yes baby! It feels so good. Oh my god Sammy, don't stop."

"Oh no baby. We're just getting started."

Meanwhile at Mercedes mansion

Shavon ran around Mercedes bedroom trying to find anything that would incriminate Mercedes. But her room was absolutely void of anything regarding her relationship with Sam and it drove Shavon crazy. She had to have something somewhere! Just then her phone rang, seeing who was calling; she picked it up immediately.

"Yes! Hi! I was just about to –"

"Did you find anything?"

"Ummm… No not yet but I'm still looking. Don't worry I'll have everything for you soon."

"Good. Call me when you do," and the mystery caller hung up without saying a word. Shavon stood in the bedroom and surmised that Mercedes kept her most private documents in a sacred place, now where would that be? And then in an instant, a light bulb when off; her office! Shavon raced out of the bedroom and down the stairs to Mercedes office that was on the ground level. She silently thanked the lord that the door was left unlocked. Easing in she felt a twinge of remorse but that was quickly replaced with the need to hurt Mercedes. She began to tear the room apart, desperately trying to find something but once again she was left empty handed. As she was walking out the room defeated something caught her eye; a light. Towards the large book case that took over most of the north wall, Shavon saw light emanating from the bottom and that's when another light bulb when off; Mercedes had a secret room. Walking over, she looked at all the books Mercedes had stacked and worried that she wouldn't be able to get the other room; taking a chance she picked up The Color Purple because it was Mercedes favorite book, god must have really loved Shavon that night because lo and behold; like in the movies the bookcase moved to one side and she was faced with Mercedes secret room.

Like a kid in a candy story, Shavon when crazy tearing apart the hidden room when she finally found it. Love letters from Sam to Mercedes and vice versa. Drawing of her and hundreds upon hundreds of pictures of them in various locations; while looking at the pictures and drawings Shavon's hatred for Mercedes grew more and more. Why does she get to have everything? Why was he writing her love letters and drawing pictures of her? Why couldn't Shavon have that? To any rational person, they wouldn't blame their sister for their shortcomings in life but Shavon wasn't like any ordinary woman. Everything that had gone wrong in life was because of Mercedes, if Shane hadn't married Mercedes, she would be sitting in a mansion instead of struggling to pay her rent and other bills, everything. No. Mercedes had to have him. And the career and the fans and the awards. Shavon could sing, she could sing damn well but since Mercedes was the talent of the family, Shavon knew that if she were signed, everyone would assume she got a record deal because of Mercedes and Shavon wasn't about to go out that way. She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't see the figure darken the doorway.

"What are you doing in here?"

Back at Sam's apartment

"Mmm… Fuck yes baby! Oh my god, Sammy, yes!" Mercedes moaned while trying to hold on the gold brass bars of Sam's bed but it was no use, there were no escaping Sam's powerful thrusts. She bit her bottom lip hard at the pleasure/pain sensation, but it didn't stop the tremors that passed through her body.

"I love the way you say my baby. Say it again." he said while grabbing on to her hips to bring her back to him. He grunted loudly when she began to match his thrust, throwing back as much as she could but she knew her attempts were feeble compared to the pounding he was giving her.

"Oh god Sam! Sam! Yes!"

"Whose pussy is this, Mercedes? Huh? Who makes you feel this good huh, baby? Say it Mercedes! Say this is my pussy!" He yelled out as he smacked her left ass cheek, fascinated by the movement, he smacked it again and again, making her cries echo throughout the bedroom.

"Oh Sammy, baby! It's yours, baby! All yours!"

Removing her hands from the bars and placing them on the bed, Mercedes arched her back as Sam's strokes picked up the pace and before she knew, she was coming all over his bed; screaming his name with Sam close behind her. Mercedes fell down on the bed with Sam still on top of her, both panting and covered in sweat. Lying down next to her, Sam pulled her into his arms and kissed her hair.

"Damn baby! You really put in work." Mercedes said with a laugh. Her body felt amazing and it still slightly shook from the powerful orgasm she had just experienced but in the back of her mind she knew that she and Sam needed to have the dreaded talk. She didn't want to ruin the moment so she decided to postpone it for much later because she was pretty sure she was going to end up spending the night there.

"Yeah I know. But now I need sleep because I need my energy for later. Yes later. You think that was it? Oh no baby. We still got all night." He replied with a mischievous glint in his sage green eyes. Wrapping his arms tighter around her, he laid his head in the crook of her neck and immediately dozed off with her following suit behind him.

Back at Mercedes mansion

"I said what the hell are you doing? Why are you in Mercedes office and why do you have her stuff?" Maura asked Shavon.

"I was just uh uh… Looking for uh uh… Drawing paper! Yes! I was looking for drawing paper!" Shavon exclaimed.

"Drawing paper? Girl you know you can lie better than that. Now I'll ask you again. What the fuck are you doing in Mercedes office? What is all of that that you have in your hands?" Maura advanced forward but Shavon quickly ran around the desk and ended up on the other side of the room, near the door.

"It's none of your business. Now if you'll excuse me. I'm going back to my room."

"Shavon … Whatever you're planning … Stop it now. You will only hurt yourself in the long run. Don't do it Shavon." Maura said in a pleading tone. She knew Shavon like the back of her hand and she knew that whatever Shavon was planning most definitely involved Mercedes and Maura wasn't having it. She loved her sisters and she tried her hardest to be the neutral one but when Shavon was like this, it made it almost impossible to defend her.

"Maura please, I'm a grown ass woman and I can do whatever the fuck I want." How dare this bitch question me? Shavon thought to herself. As she moved to walk out the door, Maura grabbed her arm in a tight grip.

"I'm warning you Shavon. Whatever it is your planning needs to stop. Don't do this to Mercedes. I'm telling you. It will backfire and the one that ends up with egg on their face is you."

"Maura, I already told you I'm a grown ass woman and I will do what I please. Now if you'll excuse me." Snatching her arm from Maura's grip, Shavon walked out of the room and up the stairs to her guestroom. Snatching her phone from the nightstand, she finally got to place the call she had been dying to make.

"Hey it's me! Yes I got the stuff! You won't believe what I found!"

Back at Sam's Apartment

Mercedes woke up a few hours later well rested but to an empty bed. She looked over to his clock on the nightstand and saw that it was well past midnight and knew she wouldn't be going home. She leaned down back on the bed and snuggling into his warm comforter, she thought about what Sam response would be to them possibly slowing down. Who was she kidding? Sam would throw a fit! They had become so attached to each other it, it was difficult for her to imagine her life without him but she had to at least try and make him understand that they needed to slow down just a bit.

Walking back into the bedroom naked as the day he was born with a smile and hard on, Sam looked down right delicious and it made Mercedes pussy jump but she needed to control her loins because she needed to get this out before she lost her nerve. She opened her mouth to say something but was quickly stopped when his lips crashed against her, making her moan. She racked her nails through his hair as he deepened the kiss. He climbed on top of her and settled himself between her legs.

"Sam… baby wait… wait Sam. We need to talk remember? You promised me that we would actually have a conversation this time and I intend to let you keep that promise." Sighing, Sam decided now or never. She wanted to talk so he was game.

"Alright Mercy. We've put this off long enough. It's pretty clear how I feel about you and I know you feel the same way. If you didn't then you and I wouldn't have made it this far."

Mercedes, sensing where Sam was going with his speech decided to stop him before it was too late.

"Sam wait –"

"No baby I need to get this out"

"Sam please let me –"

"Mercedes I love you. I'm in love with you and I know this is crazy and I know this is out of the blue but I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want anyone else. You're the first person I think about in the morning and the last person I think about at night. I know that with Donavan coming home soon it will be complicated but if we sit down with him and explain to him our relationship I think he would understand. I love you Mercedes. I love you ,I love you, I love you! There I said it." He exhaled and waited for her to give him that answer that he hoped for but his heart sank when he saw the grim expression on her face. Mercedes almost lost her nerve, all he had to do was show her those beautiful green eyes at her and she would be putty in his hands but she couldn't falter, she had to stay strong.

"Sam … I care about you a lot, you mean the absolute world to me but I can't be your girlfriend and you know that. Honestly Sam, ask yourself, would you ever be able to take me out in public? Would you be able to tell your friends and family about me? About us? Are you prepared for the backlash and all the paparazzi that are going to invade our "Relationship?" we would never have a moment of peace. You deserve to be with someone that you don't have to sneak around with. I refuse to not let you live yourself. You're still very young and I don't even think you are really in love. You are in lust with me Sam. You're only 19! You have no idea the pain that love could cost."

"Mercedes, are you listening to yourself? I don't love you? Mercedes, I can't breathe without you! You're in my every thought! Who gives a shit about what society says? It isn't about them, it's about us and I know you love me and I know you're scared but baby please don't do this. Please don't push me away when I know I'm the only one who truly understands you. Please don't sit there and tell me how I feel when I love you so much it hurts!" Sam pleaded with her but he knew it was no use. Mercedes was as stubborn as a mule, a trait Donavan most definitely inherited from his mother.

"Sam, please don't make this difficult! I'm giving you a way out please take it!"

"Do you love me, Mercedes?"

"What?"

"I asked do you love me?"

"Sam –"

"NO! Answer the question. Do you love me?"

She took one look at him and crumbled. Yes she loved him, yes she couldn't live her life without him; yes she knew that her life would be shit without him in it but she couldn't tell him that. They needed to have a clean break; she couldn't allow this relationship to continue no matter how much it would kill her in the end. So she took a deep breath and told him the most heartbreaking thing she could think of.

"No Sam … I don't. It's just sex for me. You're not worth me losing my career and my son over. I'm sorry Sam …" She reached out to stroke his cheek where a tear was cascading down and he pushed her hand away, shocking her.

Sam couldn't believe this was happening! The love of his life was breaking up with him or as she said "A clean break" it sounded like bullshit to him. He poured his heart out and she just stomped all over it. It was like being with Quinn again. Who knew being so fluid could mean being so stuck?

"Sam baby –"

"Don't touch me! This is bullshit Mercedes! I can't believe you're doing this! I tell you I'm in love with you and you just shit all over me? No! Not going to happen! I don't want to break up and I'm not letting this relationship end. I will fight Mercedes, and I will fight till I die." Getting back on the bed, Sam grabbed her face and gave her a hard passionate kiss that was full of desperation. He needed her to feel that he wasn't going to give up, that no matter what happened they would be together. Breaking the kiss, she laid her forehead against him, her tears smearing his face. "Sam I can't do this. I'm sorry"

"Please …" He whispered with tears streaming down his face. It broke her heart to see him that way but she knew it was for his own good, she wished like hell she didn't have to give in to the pressures of society but her career was her number one priority and she worked to damn hard to have it crash before her eyes because she couldn't keep her legs close. No this was the right thing to do. He was just going to have to get over it.

"I should go…" She said while getting out of the bed and putting on her clothes, she still had her corset on but her jeans, underwear and shoes were all over the place.

"So this is it? You're just gonna dump me? After we've spent most of the night making love? Just throw everything away like yesterday's trash? "Sam said in an angry tone.

"Throw away what, Sam? We don't have a fucking relationship! We have sex Sam! That's it! You aren't worth my care-"

"I'M NOT WORTH YOU LOSING YOUR CAREER? If you actually gave a damn about it then you shouldn't have hooked up with me! It wasn't like my age was going to change overnight! You know I was 18 when we hooked up and you did it anyway so excuse me while I say fuck you and your career. Now kindly get the fuck out."

Mercedes took one look at Sam and walked out of his bedroom into the living room where her jacket and purse were. Fighting the tears, she whispered "I love you, Sam," and with that she walked out the door. Hearing the front door slamming shut, Sam went ballistic. Trashing his bedroom, he took his frustration on all his possessions. Sinking down to the floor, he burst into tears; he couldn't believe it was over. He couldn't believe she had left him. Sam knew he would never be complete without her and it hurt him to his core.

Ok so yay or nay? please tell me what you think. tell me what you liked or dont liked.

A/N: for those that have read my new fic Annabelle i started on chapter 3 today i cant exactly tell you when it would be ready but i promise you that it would not take as long as this took me.

(By the way - Donovan come's home next chapter so you know some drama is about to happen )

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