An: Awh thanks so much for the words of inspiration! You guys are amazing! Here it is chapter 4 of We all fall down.

WAFD Chapter 4: Stuck Between Caring too much and not Caring at all.

"...He's very annoying Caroline, I don't know how to get rid of him" Bonnie complained clutching her cordless phone to her ear with her shoulder as she grabbed a handful of popcorn. The green eyed woman was curled up in her bed. A glass of white wine was on her nightstand and a large bowl of popcorn sitting on her plush bed.

"Come on Bonnie he isn't that bad, I think you two shook hook up"

Bonnie rolled her eyes and stuffed her mouth with the warm buttery popcorn."You think everyone should hook up"

"All I'm saying is that Kol went out of his way to sweep you off your feet. Maybe you should ditch captain douche and take a walk on the original side. People do change Bonnie"

"I'll believe that when I see it" Bonnie replied doubtfully. She picked up the remote for her flat screen TV and surfed throughout each of the channels until she found the Big Bang Theory. "So how are things in Mystic Falls? How's little Matty doing?" Bonnie asked curiously.

"He's doing great!" Caroline beamed "He's keeping his momma on her toes though"

"My goodness he must be so big now! How old is he 2? 3?"

"He just turned four a week ago" Bonnie heard Caroline say. The young witch felt a sense of guilt and shame wash over her as she listened to her best friend gush about her son's birthday party. Knowing Caroline she probably went all out for his birthday.

"Where does the time go?"

"I don't know Bon, I ask myself the same thing everyday" Caroline replied taking a breath in "So when are you coming back to Mystic Falls you haven't visited since Matty's first birthday"

"I don't know, work has been hectic"

"Yeah with all the fuss going on over here I forgot you were miss big time designer. I get it you don't have as much time for us anymore, but just don't forget about us either."

"Care you know I love you all but it's hard for me to go back there. The only memories that seem to stick with me from Mystic Falls are filled with doom and sadness"

"I know Bon but you got to overcome it! We all miss you terribly! Please come and visit soon alright?"

Bonnie let out a deep sigh. "Fine I will, oh and I'll be sure to send my god son a little something something for his birthday!" Bonnie said with a giggle.

"Oh and Care keep the Kol thing limited I don't want Elena and them knowing just yet. It'll give her an excuse to come out here and worry over nothing"

"My lips are sealed. Talk to you later?"

Bonnie smiled "Of course, tell everyone I said hello"

"I will, bye!"

"Bye"

Bonnie removed the cordless phone from her ear and hung it up. The mocha skinned beauty tied her long hair up in a ponytail and relaxed in her bed. She missed quite a lot from the show and wasn't really interested in what was going on until Sheldon popped up on the screen.

A laugh escaped her lips when one of Sheldon's famous "Bazinga's" including his odd laugh afterwards was said. Suddenly her room door began to open and revealed the devil himself Kol. Bonnie rolled her eyes when she caught sight of him.

"Don't you ever knock? What if I was changing?"

Kol smiled and walked over to her bed where he took it upon himself to lie down on it "I'd consider myself to be one lucky mate then" He replied with a wolfish grin.

"So what are we watching tonight?"

"Well I'm watching an episode of the Big Bang Theory while I wait for Mr. and Mrs. Smith to come on" Bonnie reached over to her nightstand and grabbed her glass of white wine. She gracefully took a sip of it, when she was about to put it back on the nightstand Kol took the glass from her and downed the rest of her wine.

"Ass" Bonnie muttered out at him. Kol let out a laugh he turned his head to look at Bonnie and stuck his pink tongue out at her before turning his attention back to the television. Bonnie slightly giggled, the young witch moved the bowl of popcorn and decided to lay down on her stomach like Kol was.

"Why do you think I am here right now?" Kol asked her seriously. "I mean here in Paris with you. I could be anywhere in the world with anyone but yet I chose to stay with you. Why do you think I did ?"

Bonnie looked over to where Kol was and saw his seriousness.

"I don't know either Klaus wants you to get me to do something for him or you're just here to annoying the living shit out of me"

Kol chuckled "A little of the second one" He smiled over at her flashing her his bright white teeth. "But I can assure you Miss. Bennett that I'm not here because Klaus wants me to be. Last time I checked my brother does not own me and he has no control over me."

"So then why are you here?" Bonnie asked curiously. By now the TV was completely ignored and both supernaturals were looking at each other in the eyes.

"I'm here because you fascinate me. There's always been something different about you. You're funny, wise, powerful and sassy. You really know how to keep a man on his feet without trying"

"I'm calling your BS"

"There's no BS to call Bonnie"

"Oh really? So out of all the girls in Mystic Falls I was the one who sparked your interest? I find that pretty hard to believe since everyone practically bent over backwards for Elena and if not the doppelganger then for sure Caroline"

"You're just as beautiful as them- No, you're more beautiful than them. Your loyalism, spunk and looks drew me in but as I learned something new about you everyday I couldn't help but think about you all the time. Sure Elena and Caroline are beautiful but they're no Bonnie."

Bonnie felt her heart skip a beat. Kol was truly a charmer. She pushed aside the ridiculous thoughts she had to the back of her mind and pretended like his words didn't have the smallest effect on her.

"Well thank you Kol" She said before turning her attention back on the television. The youngest original slightly frowned as he looked at her. He placed his hand on her chin and made her look at him.

"What would you do if I kissed you right now" Kol whispered over to her.

Bonnie rose her eyebrow up at him expertly. "I will give you the biggest aneurysm known to man" She threatened seriously.

"Then What if I were to ask you for one?"

"My answer will be no" Bonnie replied simply.

Kol moved closer to Bonnie so that he could feel her warm exhales on her face. "May I have a kiss Bonnie?"

"N-No" Bonnie cursed at herself for stuttering.

"I don't believe you so I'll ask you again" Kol replied moving even closer (if that were possible) until his lips were inches away from hers.

"Bonnie may I please have a kiss?" He begged almost as if he would die without one "Just one"

Before Bonnie could respond she felt Kol's lips press softly against hers. He kissed her slowly and with a passion that made Bonnie's toes curl. The young witch's eyes were wide with shock as Kol kissed her but as a couple of seconds passed she felt them starting to close and her mouth was moving with Kol's. Kol brought his hands up and cupped her face as he deepened the kiss. He let out a sigh when he felt Bonnie's hands tangle in his smooth soft brown hair. Kol's skillful tongue slipped inside her hot mouth and explored it. In a swift movement Bonnie was underneath the man, Kol's lips were no longer on hers. Instead they were leaving slow sucking like ones on her neck. Bonnie's body felt like it was a wild fire and Kol was the one who set the forest ablaze. Suddenly realization hit Bonnie.

This was Kol.

In a record speed Kol was off of Bonnie clutching his head in pain.

"Arrrrgh" The man screamed as he dropped on his knees "What the hell was that for?"

"I warned you Kol, and if you ever kiss me again I'll make sure it's worse"

The man that had the man on his knees came to an end. Kol slowly got up from the floor and looked straight at Bonnie. She was breathing heavily, her pink lips were swollen and her hair somehow got out of it's ponytail and was loose, long and wild. Kol stared at her with awe, she was beautiful and one day she'd be his.

"Don't act like you didn't like it, like you didn't want me to kiss you, like you didn't feel something Bonnie!" Kol said calmly "You could've pushed me away the moment I kissed you but you didn't"

"That means nothing!" Bonnie yelled at him.

"That means everything Bonnie"

"No, I'm with Daniel now get out"

Kol chuckled at himself "You're with a married man Bonnie! You're crazy if you think he truly loves you"

Bonnie had heard enough. She wanted him out, now.

"I said get out Kol!" Bonnie yelled at him pointing to the door.

"Fine I'll go" Kol responded throwing his hands up in defense. Bonnie watched as he walked out of her room shutting the door. The young witch quickly ran over to it and locked it before she dragged herself back into her bed and laid down. Her lips were still buzzing from his kiss, her body yearned for his touch. And the fact that her sheets smelt like him made things worse. Bonnie knew she felt something, it wasn't anything big but it was something. But she was determined to deny it at all cost. She had to.

During the night Bonnie couldn't sleep, she constantly kept tossing and turning. And everytime she did get some sleep she dreamt about the original who was sleeping in a room a few doors down from her. A groan emerged from the witch as she ripped her sheets off of her body. She got up from her bed and walked over to her dresser. The young woman grabbed a pair of sweats and threw them on. She slipped out of her room and made her way to the front door. She knew that Lauren would be home in 3 days which still gave her some alone time. Being anywhere away from Kol was amazing right now.

The young woman found herself outside of Daniel's home. She quickly pressed the buzzer and waited for Daniel to come to the door. A smile came onto her face when she saw the half asleep Daniel LaFlamme standing on the other side.

"Bonnie?" He groaned out, sleep was evident in his eyes and voice.

"Yeah it's me" She giggled as she looked up at her lover.

"What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you"

A smile came onto Daniel's face. He gave her a look before stepping aside and letting the woman into his home.

"Who said I wanted to see you?" He teased, his bright blue eyes burned bright with a certain fire.

"Shut up" Bonnie grouched as she walked into the home "You always want to see me"

Daniel laughed. The man shut the door and gave the woman a quick peck on the lips before leading her upstairs.

Bonnie's head was resting on Daniel's bare chest. She listened to the beat of his heart and found it oddly relaxing. The young witch sighed and lifted her head off of his chest so that she can look at him.

"Daniel?" She asked softly.

"Mhm?"

"Why did you hire Kol on the spot like that?"

Daniel slowly sat up and looked down at Bonnie. "I know he's one of your friends and-"

"Oh he's far from being one of my friends" Bonnie muttered out making the man laugh. Daniel chuckled into her hair before leaving a kiss on her head.

"And I also hired on the spot because I could tell he has an interest in you. That look he gave you was one of the many I gave you when I found out I wanted you" Daniel said "I had to make sure that I could keep an eye on him so he doesn't try to pull anything on my girl"

-Oh you're a little too late- Bonnie thought to herself.

But none the less she smiled.

"So you love me then huh?" Bonnie asked teasingly. Despite the fact she pulled it off as a joke the question was a very serious one and she wanted a very serious answer.

Daniel laughed before responding. "Yeah I guess so..."

Her smile quickly faded. That's wasn't the response she imagined him to say. She reached over and kissed him before climbing out of the bed and putting her clothes back on. Daniel scrathed his head and watched her dress herself.

"Where are you going?"

"Home" Was all she said. The young woman walked over to the mirror and fixed her hair.

"Why? You can sleepover, Lauren's not back for 3 more days. Was it something I said?"

"No, I just want to sleep in my own bed. I'll see you tomorrow at work"

Bonnie said quickly before she walked herself downstairs and out the door. She felt tears prick her eyes when she called out a cab. This was all of Kol's fault he was making her question things she shouldn't be questioning. She fiercly held back her tears and hopped into the cab. She was caring too much again. She couldn't allow herself to care, because caring lead to one thing... getting hurt.

Chapter End

An: Thank you sooo much for reading! Leave me a review and let me know what you guys think (: I can't wait til VD comes back on! I want to know what happens! Ahah I'll try my best to update all of my stories ASAP! Ahah so don't worry. Also for all you Bamon lovers I just wrote another Bamon one-shot called "Memories" Check it out if you're interested. Also I'll try to get Part 2 done for "For All the Right Reasons"

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