i own nothing. Sorry for being slow on this one.
I had gotten just a bit carried away, jasper said I had drained a good half of all the animals out here. He was joking of corse though. I was still thirsty, so we kept on.
I wish he hadn't, now. A familiar sent caught me. A human. I couldn't control my self. Jasper caught it too. He wasn't as thirsty as me, and he wasn't bleeding, so he didn't attack. But I did. With out thinking I ran to the sent and drained the defenseless human. I could here jasper yelling after me. "ALICE, WAIT! NO DON'T!" But my instincts had taken over. Once there was no more blood, I though the body down, I snapped out of then, I guess. "Shit, shit. Shit." I said realizing what I had just done. "Oh no... Carlisle's going to kill me... Damnit! Why am I so week?" I said swearing under my breath. I rolled over the body to see who I had just killed. To my relief it wasn't Bella, but it was one of her friends. "Oh, Edward will love this!" I said aloud looking at none other than mike newton's lifeless face. I sighed. I knew Edward hated him, but I never thought he was that bad... He was one of my only human friends, and I had killed him. "Unbe freaking leavable." I felt a hand on my shoulder which caused me to burst into vampire tears pulling my knees to my chest and hiding my face. "Ali? You okay?" He asked rubbing his hand up and down my back "I'm a monster." I whispered lowly crying. He froze. "No, no. No, you're not, Ali. Your perfect. You're no monster." He said softly "jasper. Yes I am. I just murdered someone with so much potential. I murdered a friend." I said through vampire tears. "It was an accident though. Accidents happen." He told me and kissed my neck. "I can't do this." I whispered getting up. "Where are you going?" He asked catching my hand. "Firstly, I'm going to burry him. It's the least a can do, considering I killed him, but still have to hide him.
~days later ~Rosalie~
I sat in the rocking chair holding Hannah. She really was beautiful. She seemed to like me over everyone Else. When ever I would put her down, she would scream until I picked her back up. I was worried if he thought I was her mom. Even though I would adore to have a child of my own, I wouldn't want to take it from my sister, of course, I wasn't that evil... Usually... I wondered where Alice was, I knew she could take care of herself, but still, I worried. Emmett turned on the tv. I heard I say "mike newton, a student from forks high school reported missing." Edward cheered We all simultaneously looked at each other "I'll go find them.." Emmett volunteered. I kissed his cheek. "Be carful."