Hi Guys!
Sorry for the delay but here is the second chapter. Sorry that i made you wait for a short chapter.
Suzy-Seas07.
He was falling asleep again, his breathing was slowing and he was becoming more relaxed. But his grip around my waist was holding me tight, as if to make sure I'd not move anywhere, but I wasn't planning to anyway. I also relaxed and let my body melt into his as I remembered the night's events. This wasn't the first time they happened and I have a feeling they wouldn't be the last. I just wish I could help him. I heard him snoring lightly and chuckled. I wish I had opened the curtain to let the moonlight or something to brighten up the room, just to be able to see his face, but then again I don't need moonlight to see him face. I remember every detail of it, from the slightly curved point of his nose to the cheekbones to the hard jaw and those lips that were so often attached to mine. I feel myself slipping into dreams remembering those amber eyes that could be filled with so many emotions, telling more if one took the time to read them than the person who they belonged to. I smiled, thinking that I was becoming like a lovesick girl. Oh, I feel sleepy but as I am going to sleep I remember when these nightmares began. After the Pharaoh was set to rest we all went back to our lives. Or at least they did, for me and my sister this had supposed to be the thing that was burdening our lives. But we were the ones who took the Pharaoh to the gate; we who helped get the Millennium Items even if he had been possessed by it. Sometimes … no Most of the time I used to curse the spirit for what it did to me, what it made me think, for the fact that it used me to get its deeds done, for the fact that it had made me fall in love with it… him. After the Pharaoh went and the Millennium Items disappeared, our lives were supposed to go back to normal and it did for all of two months. Then all of us felt something pulling us back to the island and to the resting place. I still can't come to terms with what exactly happened but I do remember that they came back. The Pharaoh, Marik, and Bakura, the dark spirits returned, but this time in their own form. They never really explained to us what happened but they said that they asked to spend time with us, their light sides, and their hikaris.
We still meet up once in a while, but for us its hard since we live in Egypt and they in Japan. I miss them and wish to talk to Yugi and Ryou about it but then I talk myself out of it fearing I am being a coward. I want to tell someone but I can't break my promise, Marik needs time, I know the nightmares will end. But sometimes I wish they would that today will be the last day, it never is.
I know that I may never be able to tell anyone about this or be able to face Marik and tell him how much it pains me to see him suffer when he goes to sleep everynight or the fear that he'll leave me again because I have gotten so used to him I don't know if I'd ever be able to live without him. I know that ignoring all of that I will ALWAYS be here with him and I WILL help him overcome the nightmares and I WILL be waiting for as long as it takes and will be at his side when he needs me. I know it.
Read and Review Guys! XD they make me happy. Also suggestions are welcome.