Okay so here's just a little tip to hopefully destroy your confusion.
The last part of the last chapter was a dream. It was Mycroft's dream, he had dreamed it from Sherlock's point of view, sorry to confuse you guys, I hope this chapter makes up for It.!
p.s my laptop completely died, so I'm having to use my brothers for a while when I can get it! Listen to shelter by birdy whilst reading thank you!
~Mycroft~
He woke up in a cold sweat. Sitting up in bed, he rubbed his temples.
He hated that dream. Not dream, memory, from Sherlock's point of view too, it made it all that more scarier, feeling the confidence in his voice, the certainty and defeat, the way it must have felt to his brother. Coming to terms with death and ending. Mycroft shivered at the thought.
Pulling the covers off his legs he climbed out of bed.
He was going to find Sherlock he needed to find Sherlock.
Last time Sherlock hadn't had the chance to empty the needle into his arm. He had been physically restrained and shoved into the back of Mycroft's car, carted away to his house and locked away from the world for a while until he had the strength to go out and face it again with the old confidence.
Mycroft was late this time. He was going to go, he was.
That's brothers for you, always letting you down. His brother's voice glared into his head.
~Sherlock~
I was staring at the wall.
Nothing else to do.
Bored.
Bored.
Bored!
I picked up the gun beside me.
Flicked the safety off.
Bang, bang, BANG!
Into the walls.
Bored.
Bored.
Bored.
Need something else to do.
Freak…
"Who said that?" I asked into the moonlight room.
Dust floating in the streams of light.
It's not normal…
"Shut up john!" I shouted, bringing my knees up closer to my chest, my heel clipped the half empty needle, sending it rolling forwards, it rolled back then forwards…..
Freak? Oi freak! Freaks here bringing him in…
"SHUT the HELL UP, sally!" I shouted, running my hands through my hair and pulling my head back so quickly I felt it slam into the wall, a wave of dizziness rolled over me and the room blurred, grew black and then normal again.
Say that to me again and I'll kick your precious brains out!
A smile creeped over my mouth "you were murdered three week's later Kevin, look who solved it too" I laughed, I couldn't stop, it rumbled up from my stomach, bouncing around my head and falling out of my mouth, I sounded insane, I probably was. Freak, that's what I was.
Someone was whispering, I could hear them.I can see you… I know what you're doing… I can hear you…
"Who are you?" I whispered back
Leave me alone…
"Where are you?"
Stop listening to me…
"Stop talking"
GO AWAY
"Where are you!"
I can see you… I know you are there
A shiver ran down my spineI know your there… You can't hide from me…
It sung, a voice I recognised but I couldn't place its face.
I can see you… your just there…just there… I can reach out and…
My insides coiled and nausea swirled in my head, making me gagI can see what you are… you're a…
"DON'T SAY IT!" I screamed, I knew who he was. He was me… but not me….
Don't admit defeat… NEVER give in… don't shout when I can just…
I was going to be sick, I heaved again, falling onto my hands and knees, heaving and choking, heart racing….
You're a FREAK!
"SHUT UP!" I screamed
I shot up, dizziness showering over me and I stumbled, holding onto the wall for balance, the room was being turned over, I fell into the wall, it spun back again and I fell into the bad post, it rocked and swayed until I fell onto the floor again.
Shut up, go away, I need to be alone…I was invited, I think he wants me to take a look…
"Leave my voice alone!"
Don't speak out loud, whisper, whispering whispering…in your ear… but I'm not in your ear… I'm in your oh-so-perfect-
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I rolled over, pushing myself up, holding on, head spinning, world falling…
MIND!
I stood up, stumbling towards the door, I could hear john, he was calling my name, he could help, I needed him!
He can't hear you!
"JOHN" I called his name, tears rolling down my cheeks, I was dying, my insides burned and coiled, like a snake, poison running through my veins, pulling me under. The world heaved again, tipping me onto the floor, onto my back, rolling me across the other side of the room
He's here with me, he's not real… he's in your head… your CRAZY! YOU ARE A FREAK.
My heart was hammering in my chest, my head was spinning, I was heaving, my body lurching forward as it tried to get the drug out of my system, the room spun around me and I fell onto my back, choking, gagging. I felt like I was lying in the ceiling, looking down at the floor below me, dizzy, dizzy, the world heaved again, and the empty needle rolled past my eyes, the needle had broken out, I flicked my gaze to my wrist, there it was, stuck In my arm, then it was swallowed into a stream of red as I felt warm blood gush out of my wrist.
Ooohhh! Uh oh! Another cliff hanger I do love those! REVIEW and I'll fight my bro for his laptop a bit harder, you never know… he might just fall out of a window…..
-Alice =D