Chapter 6: Nightmares and Relief
A/N: WHERE THE FRACK HAVE I'VE BEEN? DANNNNNNGGG I'M LATE! Ugh writer's block is a damn B*TCH! Okay so I actually still have writer's block so I'm sorry if you have to wait an entire year for the new chapter! UGH I HATE THIS! I know what's going to happen like I know every single detail for the future but how I'm going to get there? I DON'T KNOW! :(
IN OTHER NEWS. Max Schneider had a ustream about three weeks ago. And guess who didn't know about it? ME. AND IN OTHER NEWS TO COUNTER MY "IN OTHER NEWS". About a month ago Max Schneider had a ustream. And I got a muthaf*cking shout out! My ustream account is Ukulelegirl14 but he said Ukulelegirl74 by mistake but I could care less. Because he is Max the almighty.
Disclaimer: I don't own How to Rock. If I did there would hopefully be more Zevie. AND IT WOULDN'T BE CANCELLED.
Last time on Broken:
I gently press on the razor and flick my wrist.
I wonder if she's okay.
Of course she isn't dumbass! YOU HURT HER!
I smack my lips together then race to the bathroom to brush my teeth. Got to get rid of the beer breath.
A/N: Btw the fight was on Friday so now it's Saturday.
Zander's Pov:
"Zander. Zander come on! Wake up!" a voice gently whispers. It's so familiar... Molly? Kacey? No...
"Stevie?" I say as I sit up. The sun's rays force me to squint but help me figure out where we are. We're laying down in a meadow. Stevie's in a short white tulle dress and I'm in a white dress shirt and black dress pants. What in the world...
"I started to think that you wouldn't wake up, Darling." she whispers. She strokes my arm and leans against me.
"D-darling? B-but you hate me. What's going on?" I start to panic. Am I dead or something?
She pulls back quickly and stares at me like I just spoke a different language. The sunlight hits her in the most perfect way and she looks like a confused little angel.
Stevie raises an eyebrow at me. "Why in the world would I hate you? We're the perfect couple darling."
My eyes widen. Perfect couple? She loves me? I smile.
"I'm sorry baby. I just had a bad dream and I thought it was real. You hated me."
She huddles up to me "I would never hate you. I promise."
We hug and when we pull away I start to lean in. Our lips graze each other then BEEP BEEP BEEP!
I roll off my bed and my eyes fly open. No no, no, no! I flop back onto my bed, pull the covers over my head and clamp my eyes shut. Stevie loves me. Stevie loves me. Stevie loves me. STEVIE LOVES ME! I throw the covers off and rush into the bathroom. Flipping the shower the shower on, I strip out of my boxers and sweaty tank top and step into the shower. The scalding water burns my skin. Normally I would just lower the temperature, but today it's different. Instead I just lean against the wall, slide down to the floor of the tub and close my eyes. The water sounds rain. Rain. Rain. Raina. Raina. My eyes fly open and I know it's time for another drink.
Stevie's Pov:
I wake up screaming and sweating. I had a nightmare where Gravity 4 hated me and forced me to sing alone on stage and people threw knives at me.
"Stevie?! Stevie are you okay?!" my younger brother Aaron yells, pounding at the door.
"I'm fine! Just leave me alone!" I yell back. The pounding stops and I hear the sound of fading footsteps. I sigh and look down at the small cuts in my wrists. God why am I do fucked up?
Nelson's Pov:
I pull on my deadmau5 shirt, some sweatpants and my grey beanie that Stevie got me for my birthday last year.
I walk out to my kitchen and take out a cloth bag and put packages of popcorn and any candy that I can find into it.
"Mom! I'll be back tomorrow!" I call out.
"Where are you going?" she yells back.
"I got a Stevie that I need to cheer up!" I yell as I walk out the door car keys, bag, and phone in my arms.
Stevie's Pov:
"Stevie! Nelson's here!" Aaron yells. I pull on a sweater then walk downstairs to see Aaron and his twin a.k.a my only sister, August help Nelson put McDonald's frappes and pancakes onto the table. Nelson also has a bag that looks like it's stuffed with candy, microwave popcorn, and movies.
A car honks outside "Stevie can you tell Mom that Kyle and Tommy picked Aaron and I up for soccer?" August says.
"Sure" I say. They rush out of the door, leaving Nelson and I in silence.
"How have you been feeling?" he whispers.
I shrug "I feel like shit."
Nelson grins sheepishly at me and gestures to everything he brought. "Well I have a pile of goodies and a whole day to cheer up the prettiest girl in the world."
I blush furiously. Is that what he really thinks? That I'm the prettiest girl? "Um... Okay. I'm going to take a shower, but can you set everything up?"
"Yup." He says. "You just relax and I'll take care of everything."
I nod quickly and then bolt up the stairs. I go to the bathroom, take off my clothes, and step in the shower. After I finish, I change then walk downstairs to find Nelson sitting there staring at the TV with a movie about to play.
Maybe this won't be so bad...
A/N: Okay, well this sucked butt! I hate this chapter! It's so rushed because I wanted to update and UGH! I JUST HATE IT! So review if you want but I won't blame you if you don't. Oh and I need some help. Down below there are some songs I need help with. Vote for the song you want for the person it is assigned to. Or you can summit some!
Stevie-
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
White Horse by Taylor Swift
Thank you by Simple Plan
Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri
Try by P!nk
Zander-
Story of Us by Taylor Swift
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
I Hate This Part by The Pussycat Dolls
A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope
Okay! BYEE! See you later! -uke