(This is pretty much the same exact thing for YTIRO but I changed a few things)
So this entire "chapter" is one giant(Kinda small, I guess?) author's note.
What I'm about to say makes me so angry, upset and disappointed with myself. And I can't apologize enough.
Basically I'm never updating this story again.
My reasons:
1. Now, I know I only just started writing this, but I just don't want to write it anymore. I don't enjoy it. So I really just do not want to keep doing it. I'm doing what I hoped I would never do and I feel awful. But it's more painful for me to write these stories.
2. I've gotten really really insecure with my writing. I'm not completely sure of the reason, but I think it might be because of some of the reviews I've been getting on my stories recently. And I'm noticing it's only on my older stories that I hate anyway. But it's still a blow to the self esteem, y'know? I put time and effort into it. Even if it was ages ago, past me still wrote it. I wrote it and people bagging on it is apparently not helpful to me. It hurts. It hurts and nobody understands.
3. I'm not even in this fandom anymore. The only reason I've kept writing as far as I have is because I didn't want to be the person who writes a story but never finishes. (It's not like anyone cares if I quit, anyway. No one actually reads this.)
Which brings me to my next topic.
I don't want to have people in the future come read this story, actually enjoy this piece of crap and want more, so I'll be deleting it in like a week or two. Or whenever I actually get around to it. Who knows. If you actually enjoyed it, you can save it or something. *Shrug*
I'll probably keep doing oneshots. But definitely not for this fandom. Homestuck and Soul Eater will probably be getting quite a bit of my love in the future.
Anyway. Yeah. That's all I really have to say.
Bye.