Anthem

Blaine

I sat in my car outside Sam's house. I had been invited over to hang out with him and Rory for the day. They were being really nice to me; no matter how much crap I gave them for how badly both of them wanted to rip each other's clothes off. Even the point blank comments about Rory spread-eagled naked on a bed as Sam dominates, didn't do anything to stop them from inviting me over… I like them.

I jumped out of the car and headed towards the front door. My parents were so happy to see that I had made friends, only took me two months. I still hadn't told them about Kurt yet though. Before I knocked on the door, it flew open and a slightly sweaty and red faced Rory stood there smiling in a sweat shirt and pants…they were green.

"Hi Blaine!"

"Hi Rory, you're looking a little red. What you been doing?"

"Sam has just been helping me out in his home gym."

"Ah, so he isn't after the twink look anymore but doesn't want to trade you in?"

Rory's smile didn't even falter, if anything it got bigger.

"He said I looked fine how I was, but I asked him to help me out."

We stood there awkwardly for a few seconds before Sam appeared, smiling. He too was covered in a layer of sweat, which made him look so hot. He wore a work out top that showed up his very large and pumped up arms as well as dipped very low into his pecs. God, if Kurt knew the things that just ran through my head he'd have me trampled.

"You haven't even bought him inside yet?"

"He didn't ask to come in."

"I think it's given that he wants to come in Ror. Come in Blaine."

"Thanks."

They stepped aside and as I passed Sam I saw that his top is very low cut at the sides too, he may as well have been wearing nothing. Sam saw me looking and smiled a little to much.

"Sorry about the dress, we went over time today."

"Nah, it's fine. We're all men, except pixie over there, I can deal with it."

Sam and Rory laughed. I sighed.

"So where do you want me to wait while you guys get changed?"

"Just come to my room, I'll only take a few minutes." Sam said.

"Um, ok." The two smiled at each other and I followed. Something didn't feel right.

I followed them past the home gym, which smelled strongly of sweat. I wonder if these two did more than just lift weights in that room. Sam's room was of course right next to the gym. This guy was one hot jock, but his room revealed that this boy was a giant nerd at heart. Star Wars, Avatar and Star Trek posters and figurines lined the room. I sat on the double bed, continuingly taking the room in.

"Yea, it's a little nerdy, but it's my room." Sam said, a little nervously. I must have had a weird look on my face.

"I like it." I genuinely meant it, a small smile creeping in. This is the room I would have if my parents let me put posters on my walls and hadn't given away the figurines to my younger cousin years ago.

"Oh good." He said happily. "It can be a little much sometimes I'm told."

"It's a lot to take in at first." I replied, nodding.

I was reading one of the posters next to me that I didn't even notice the exchange between Sam and Rory, and when I turned back to them, Rory sat next to me and Sam stood right infront of me…just in their briefs. I second past by before I realized what was happening.

"Wow. Um, so this is different."

Rory laughed, moving closer.

"What you think?" Sam asked, his had running down the front of his ripped abdomen and slowly to lower parts of his body. It took all my will power not to follow the hand and to look away.

"What are you guys doing?"

"We're getting changed." Sam said, innocently.

"No getting changed involves putting clothes back on, not standing infront of me rubbing yourself."

"So, wait, this doesn't interest you?" Rory asked, worried.

"Not exactly."

"Shit." Sam hissed and he turned and went to grab some pants. I was surprised I had the power to control myself when he bent over to pick up a pair lying in front of me. Those briefs were awfully tight on his behind.

"Look, I'm sorry man, we thought you were gay." Sam said, sheepishly as he slipped on a white tee. Rory was also fully dressed and was looking in any direction but at me. I began to laugh and I saw the two share another look.

"Usually the way you talk to someone about their sexuality is by asking them, not by trying to seduce them. Though the second option is usually a lot more fun. And I never said to get dressed, I may not have been interested but I was enjoying it."

"Wait, so you are gay?" Rory asked, stunned.

"Yes, was that so hard to do?"

"Wait, you're gay, and Sam in his underwear didn't interest you?"

I laughed and rolled up against the pillows on the bed.

"Oh Rory, don't sell yourself short, all of it was very nice, it was talking me effort not to be interested. Wouldn't be a good story to tell the mrs that I sprouted a hard on when two guys tried to seduce me."

"You have a boyfriend?" The two boys asked, equally shocked.

"You two aren't the only people who have been able to find someone." I smiled. "So, you two inviting me over was your way of hopefully landing me in bed, huh?"

"Yea." Rory said, a little disheveled.

"Well, I can't help but feel flattered. But why would you need someone else, you guys seem to get well together?"

Rory shrugged. "We just wanted to see what it'd be like."

"God, I owe Kurt money."

"Huh?" Sam asked.

"I bet him that you two weren't actually gay, maybe screwing around but not gay. Damn that boy has a good gaydar."

"You talk to Kurt, I thought you two hated each other?" Rory asked as he sat at the foot of the bed, Sam joined him.

"Kurt and I despise each other so much that we ended making out with each other the first time we met."

"Kurt's gay?" Sam asked, confounded.

"You didn't know him before his dad died?"

"No. I didn't."

"Ah. Well he is. He is very gay, had the hots for you Evans." I said winking. "Poor guy had to settle for me."

Kurt

It was Saturday and as usual I was in my room all day, listening to musicals. Today it was 'Chess'. I sighed as I stared at the roof, I thought having a boyfriend meant I no longer had to do stuff by myself. But no, he had to go and have a day with Sam and Rory.

"Kurt, honey" I turned to my door as Aunt Mildred's head appeared around it. "I'm going to the mall, you want to come?"

"No, I'm just gonna stay here today. Got some homework I need to do.

"You sure?"

"I am, thanks though."

"Call me if you need anything ok?"

"I will."

She nodded sadly at me before she turned and closed the door. I sighed. She and her partner tried so hard to take care of me since dad… I wiped my eyes before throwing a book at my desk. No matter how hard dad had tried, no matter how hard mom had tried, no matter how hard I tried it was never good enough. Here I was stuck alone. On a usual Saturday I'd be at Mercedes or Rachel's watching Twilight or watching the two debate between Barbara or Whitney. Sometimes I would just think about going to school as old Kurt, who I was before this, but with that would come the old horrors with the fresh ones.

As I continued to sit there feeling sorry for myself, my phone beeped and I grabbed it.

Blaine:

OMG OMG OMG OMG. I'm coming over right now, I have to tell you something! xD I'll be there in like 5. x

I smiled, Blaine was coming over… Blaine was coming over and here I was looking like crap! I had 5 flipping minutes!

I ran to my cupboard and on instinct grabbed my black shirt, as I held it up and looked at it I knew that there was no point wearing that around Blaine. I put it back and turned to wear my babies were held, folded or hanging. It had been months since I wore these, I hoped some of them still fit. I tore through the closet, looking in the full length mirror hung on the inside as I decided on an outfit. I heard Blaine's car pull up as I did the button on a maroon vest over a white business shirt topped with a red flecked bowtie. The doorbell rang and I began to head downstairs. The tight Calvin Klein jeans I had put on constricted my movements and I adjusted to the small steps that I was allowed.

He continued to press the door bell and I sighed as it rang for the sixth time. I waited for him to press it again before I opened the door.

Blaine

He finally opened the door and my heart stopped. I had expected to see Kurt dressed in his normal black, but he wasn't. What he was wearing, which would've cost him hundreds of dollars in labels suited him so well. This was him before his father's death. This was Kurt.

"Little desperate I see Anderson." He smirked.

"Yea…" I said, still looking him up and down.

"What?" He asked, his smirk dropping as he looked down at himself. "You don't like it?" I looked up into his eyes to see disappointment. I shook my head and smiled.

"You look amazing." I stepped through the door. "Scratch that…you look hot." I wrapped him in my arms and looked up into his eyes.

"I only had five minutes to prepare, it's rude to invite yourself over like that you know?"

I shrugged. "When I tell you what just happened you wouldn't care."

He took me up to his bed room and I laid on his bed before he closed the door.

"Ok, spill."

So I did. By the end Kurt was sitting next to me in shock.

"I new it! Oh my god, I knew it! He thought he looked at Puck shirtless longer than was necessary when he first arrived. Pay up Blaine."

He stuck his hand out and I smiled up.

"I have something better than money that I could give you Kurtie." I whispered before placing a kiss under his ear and moving down his neck. He gasped.

"Blaine."

"Kurt I watched how tight those pants got when I told you the story…"

"So your telling me you want us to have sex to the image of you in a threesome with Rory and Sam Evans?"

I knew if I waited a few seconds it'd piss him off a little more and he was just to hot when he was worked up to let the opportunity pass.

"Blaine!" he screeched pushing me away.

"Oh come on. I was actually thinking that Sam was so determined to get with a guy who seemed gay that if he had met you before me there was no chance the two of us would be together. I want to claim you as mine so he can't have you." I smiled up at him.

"Oh, Blaine. That may sound sweet in your head, but I'm not a thing. I'm sure I can walk over to Sam's house right now and have a threesome with him or even convince him to break up with Rory and have him all to myself. Feel honored to be with me Anderson."

"You would really break two relationships up to get with some dumb, nerdy jock?"

"Have you seen that boys body?" He said, fanning himself.

"I saw the dude in his underwear rubbing himself…" I said smirking at Kurt's expression.

We sat in silence for a few moments, he wrapped me tighter and I smiled into his chest.

"You know for the time that I was there were I wasn't almost sexually assaulted, it was nice. When the two got over how awkward they felt it was how I used to behave. Just a guy and his friends. I missed that."

"I know what you mean." Kurt said from above me. "Glee lets me have a taste of how it all used to be and then I realize what came with that. I just can't go back to that."

"But, what if I'm there next to you? You didn't have me, you didn't know about Sam. You were alone. You no longer have to be."

"Everyone who has stood with me, everyone who has protected me has gone. I don't trust me track record with it. I don't want to loose you too."

"Would you rather risk loosing me or lose yourself forever?" I asked him, he sighed into me hair and said nothing.

Kurt

Mondays are always the best days I recon. They allow me to look and survey what this weeks issues will become. Rachel and Finn are in another fight, apparently Rachel had been chatting to some attractive NYADA Sophomore online. Brittany was talking about how her cat was arrested for trafficking drugs. Tina and Mike were fighting after both their families had dinner over the weekend, which resulted in Mrs. Chang and Mrs. Cohen-Chang fighting over multi-cultural adoption. And then there was this weird thing with Sam and Rory. They seemed to be keeping their distance, worried about how I was going to react to them hitting on Blaine.

As I sat in the choir room waiting for Schuester to arrive with the reminder that Sectionals was in less then three weeks time, and for that to bring up the 'discussion' between the divas on who would be singing the ballad, I watched Rory and Sam enter. They both looked at me and I looked at the seats next to me. They understood. As I had skipped the last part of the lesson before it was just the three of us so I didn't wait for them to reach their seats.

"So can I ask how long has this been going on for and why the hell was Blaine bought into it?"

They turned red and looked at each other.

"I wouldn't have thought either one of you would've attempted this but I probably am right in guessing that it was Sam's idea?"

He nodded.

"Rory here has a perfectly hot ass, and seeing as I've seen the way he walks funny a few days a week, I'm guessing you are aware of this and yet you were trying to get into bed with my boyfriend?"

"Look, we didn't know that Blaine was with anyone, we took a giant risk that Blaine was even gay. We are so sorry."

I surveyed the two. Rory looked sadder than just disappointed in himself. I'm guessing that he wasn't a fan of this three way idea.

"Can I quickly talk to Sam alone please Rory?"

"Yea, sure." He walked off.

"Kurt, please, I'm really sorry."

"Sam, it's not me you should be apologizing too. Rory may have been playing along, but I can tell you now that if you asked him what he really thought of this, he would be against it. He is in love with you Sam."

"What, how would you know?"

"The way he looks at you, how sad he looked just then. He probably only agreed cause he'd do anything for you. Don't toss him aside. Threesomesaren't for people in relationships, they are for drunk college guys who don't know the difference between a guys pecs and a girls boobs."

He laughed as others began filing in, they gave us weird looks.

"Go bring Rory back and we don't talk about this again."

He nodded. As everyone took their seats, almost everyone was sitting to someone who wasn't their significant other. Must've been a rocky relationship weekend. Blaine entered last and walked into Schue's office. A minute later he walked out followed by the Spanish teacher.

"Blaine here has an idea for the ballad for Sectionals and he wants to show it to us."

He took a seat and I turned towards my boyfriend.

"Well on the weekend I was at a person in this room's house and a song came on. The two of us were talking and they didn't even know that this song was reflecting perfectly how they were feeling and they didn't even hear it. I wanted to sing it to them to show that they won't be alone. That someone will always be there."

There was muttering as people looked around the room, trying to detect who he was talking about.

"Oh, Blaine, I'm flattered." Sebastian called out. "But the music I play when I have boys over isn't ever listened too…"

He ignored the comment.

"I've changed the lyrics a bit so, to those who know it, I'm sorry."

No man, no madness,

Though there sad power may prevail,

Can possess, conquer my countries heart,

They rise to fail.

You are eternal, long before, nations lines were drawn.

When no flags flew, when no armies stood

My land was born.

And you ask why I love you,

Through wars death and despair.

You are the constant

We who don't care.

And you wonder will I leave you,

But how?

I cross over boarders but I'm still there now!

How can I leave you?

Where would I start?

Let man's petty nations,

Tear themselves apart.

My lands only boarders lie around,

My heart.

Everyone clapped. He had put enough emotion for me to want to run right into his arms and become the old Kurt again. H bowed and smiled, looking around at everyone.

"I just hope you realize I won't leave."

He went and sat at the back by himself and everyone began muttering again. That little shit. I thought, smiling slightly.

Blaine

We sat in my car. Everyone had gone quickly after rehearsal and it allowed us to talk… if only he would say something.

"Kurt?"

"You said you love me?"

"What?" I asked, taken back.

"You sang, And you ask why I love you. Does that mean you love me?"

I sat there, wondering how I could reply without saying something stupid.

"I don't think we have been together long enough…" I tried.

He let out a long sigh and smiled.

"Oh good. I was worried there."

"You were worried cause I sang I love you?"

"Well I didn't know how you wanted me to react."

"So, you understand what I meant on Saturday now? I'm not leaving. If you are ready to become old Kurt I will be here, you want to be this Kurt I will be here."

There was another silence and I could see Kurt thinking of every pro and con to this.

"I think I need to get some new clothes for school then."

I smiled and kissed him.