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Bella pov

I ran the rest of the way home and never looked back.I wiped my eyes with my arm so that the kids couldn't see that I was crying and went inside.

"Mommy!, mommy!, mommy!" I heard a little voice.I was soon attack by Paul.

"Mommy! I missed you, where were you?"Paul said with a cute expressionon his face.

"Sweetie, mommy was on her morning jog"I say kissing him on his head making him go in a fit of giggles.

I was so happy that it was saturday and that I didn't have to go anywhere.

"Mommy, don't do that"he giggled.

"But why you taste so good when mommy tastes you, I should just eat you up" I say teasingly and reaches out for him.

"No mommy!don't eat me"he says and runs into the kitchen.

I run after him and quickly catches him and places him on the table and tickle his feet while he giggles till he has tears in his eyes.

"Mommy please stop it hurts,it hurts"he giggled.

"I'm sorry baby are you ok?"I ask setting him down.

"Yes, I just tricked you mommy" he said giggling and ran away.

I laugh at my son's trick and head into the livingroom. I walk in and see Sam watching tv and I saw the worry in hiseyes and I saw he was glancing at his phone every second.

"Emily" I say and look at the t.v.

"Yeah"he says and glances at the phone.

"Mommy i'm bored"Embry said coming out of his room.

"Well what do feel like doing?"I ask.

"Going ou..."he trailed off and flinched.

"Baby what's wro...?"I began ,but trailed of because I heard a car door shut.

"Kids go to your room and don't come out till I come upstairs.

The boys ran upstairs except for Sam and he just stared at thedoor in pure anger.

"Sam"I say grabbing his arm.

He pulls away and stares right back at the door.

"Please Sam"I say pleading and looking at the door also.

He starts breathing hard and then turns around and punches the wall and runs upstairs.

Sam didn't like Edward and never thought of him as a father and neither do the others ever since he first hit me in front of the boys.

It was a tuesday afternoon and we were all watching t.v. Edward came in stoned as ever with lipstick around the collar of his shirt and had the scent of cheap perfume all over him.

"Kids, daddy home"he hicupped and stumpled and hit the wall.

"Uhh dad are you ok?"Sam asked and got up from the floor.

"why of course, babe come over"he said and walked over to me.

He wrapped his arm around and layed his head on my shoulder.

I tried to pull away because the scent of alcohol on his breath made me sick to my stomach.

As I pulled away he reeled back his hand and slapped me across the face. I fell to the ground and Embry and Sam gaspedwhile Seth and Paul ran over to me crying.

Edward began yelling at the kids to get away and Sam ran over and tackled him and began punching him.

Edward knocked him down and ran out the door.

Then Sam got up and ran over to me.

"Mom is thiswhy you don't want us around him?"he asks and I nod sobbing. He sighed and hug me to him and crys along with me along with the others.

"Bella!" Edward yelled as he slam the door shut.

I shook my head and ran towards the door and right in front of him.

"You! Bitch!" he said and I could smell the alcohol on his breath and turned my head away.

I saw Sam standing there with tears rolling down his eyes. I motioned him upstairs so he wouldn't get hurt. I then felt a pain in my side and grapsed my hip. I had a knife deeply impaled in my side and felt the blood running over my thigh.

I felt the darkness consume me and I heard a scream.