Chapter 3:: Light & Darkness—But who is truly who?

As I reach the doorknob my hand began to shake for some stupid reason making the whole set of keys jingle. I was sure that Seto was there; after all, his "Blue Eyes" jet was there! I managed to open the door without any more problems. For a second I was taken a back by the appearance of the place. It remained me of the bathroom at the hotel were I lost my virginity, the damn thing was all white, couches, curtains even the chairs were white! The floor was even better polished than the ones in the hotel!

"Holly shit! This guy is a psycho!" I said under my breath.
"Glad you like it." Seto said making his way down the stars wearing a white bathrobe, his brown hair cascading in front of him due to its wetness. He had just taken a shower by the looks of it. His bathrobe was undone and I could see his well-muscled chest that drives me crazy, not to mention that six-pack of his. He was even wearing white boxers!
"Guess you like white." I said to him with a grin.
"White, the color of purity. What else do you expect from me?" he said now down the stairs making his way towards me. "I take it you don't like me taste."
"I settle for darks." I said also walking towards him.
"Darks…" he paused for a moment as though to think of what I meant by that. "Darks, a reflection of your soul. You have a dark soul."

We now were next to each other, close enough that I could smell the odor of soap.

"I wouldn't be surprise if I did. After all the hell that I have gone through, I wouldn't question the theory that my soul has been taken over by the darkness and there is just a slight trace of goodness within me." I sneered and looked deeply into his eyes. "Are you hinting that you have a pure soul?" I could tell my tone was becoming wicked by the second.
"No" he said with a sneer that mirrored mine.
"Then, are you being a hypocrite? Because then you just told me shit" I reached up to his hair and caressed his cheek.
"I have a purer soul than you. That is all."
"There is evil within everyone, as there is in you and me, even the saint-like people have a dark side. The only thing is; they are not as aware as others are. They have not experienced the bitterness of this world, they do not understand that life is unjust and nothing but a lie. Every time that you find happiness, it smacks you in the face and keeps mocking you until the darkness takes over your soul completely." I could feel hatred in my words, the hatred I feel for my uncle.
"And what are the chances of that good emerging?" he as leaning close to me.
"I have been dark sided for so long, chances are slim." I reached his lips, followed by that; Seto began to make his way up my shirt.
A trail was made with the clothes that were left behind as we made our way up the stairs to the bedroom, which to my surprise was painted and decorated with hues and darks.
"Darks—"I began white we both gasped for air in our way to the bed. "--a reflection of your soul." I said with a smirk.
"This works better when we talk less." He said somewhat annoyed by my comment.

I agreed with him, after all, I didn't mind for the fact that he was a great kisser. As for our game, it wasn't as thrilling as it was the first time. We already knew our moves. I could hear my echo in the emptiness as he proceeded to try to make me loose, unfortunately for me, he succeeded. When I arched up, he kept inside of me, making me feel as though I was going to die of pleasure I had to beg him to stop. My heart was beating fast that I thought it was going to beat out of me.

"Stop, please." I begged in between my moaning because he wouldn't listen to me before.
"Please… stop!" I yelled on top of my lungs. But he kept going as though if his goal was to kill me from pleasure. When he finally got out of me, I didn't have the strength to move or flinch! I gasped for air as though if I had been deprived of that precious substance for hours.
"I won." He said climbing up his way towards me wearing that proud smirk of him that makes him look like an agent of the devil. But I was so tired that I couldn't even move my lips, lips that were as dry as the Sahara desert.
"I guess I should wait a while to claim my prize." He said on a seductive tone that made want to say I don't care, you are so sexy and good enough to do me right now if you want, but I was exhausted.

All he did was curled up next to me and embraced me. He was warm, and it felt good to have his arms around me.
When I was coming back to normal all I could say was thanks, and I dozed out with his arms wrapped around me.

I woke up when Seto tried to remove his arms from me. I turned around, looked at his startle face, and smiled at it.
"You're awake!" he said on a surprised tone.
"So?" I asked him still smiling.
"I thought you were going to be sleeping for a longer period of time, after all I did wore you out." He said smiling.
"Maybe you are loosing your touch." I said teasing.
"You're just a tough opponent."
"What time is it?" I asked as I browsed the room for signs of a clock or something.
"It's 3: 30. You've been sleeping roughly two hours." He said crossing putting his arms on the back of his head, smiling like a kid.
"Guess I've kept you waiting for a while huh?" I said as I positioned myself over him.
"I was the winner. I get to be on top." He protested like a little kid.
"I know you are." I said passing my finger through his lips, those lips that look and are as delicious as they seem.
"Then what are you going to do?" he asked amused.
"Nothing" I said winking at him trying to look cute for him.
"Then let me claim my prize." He turned us around.
"I thought you said I wasn't patient. Look at you now!"
"It's the darkness within me taking over." He said mocking my earlier speech.
"It hasn't taken over you yet. The goodness is prevalent in your soul."
"How do you know?" he asked leaning close to me.
"I can see it in your eyes." I whispered to his ear.
"Then let me be the light and you the darkness, that way I have just beaten the darkness and am about to make it mine to make it prevalent." He whispered to my ear sending shivers through me spine and filling my body with goose bumps.

He the kissed me, and his tongue begged me to let it inside my mouth, so I let it. Once again, I became his, breaking all the promises I once made to my parents on how I would wait for "the one". Well, I did wait, he just came earlier than what they thought. For what other reason did I give him the one and only thing that you can only give once and never get back? Or why would I feel my heart jump in excitement every time I heard his voice?

This as got to be love, not just attraction. Or was it?

When the ordeal was over, once more, we settled cuddling up in the bed as we did before.

This time, I woke up to the sound of water. I looked around for Seto, but all I could see where his boxers and my underwear in the floor. Well duh! He was taking a shower, which reminded me I should take one due to my stickiness. I wondered whether if the is a way for you to have sex and don't end up sticky of sweat and semen.

I got off the bed and wrapped the gray bedcovers around me as I began to browse through the room. There wasn't much there to really look at. I opened the curtains and went out to the balcony, and it was just after sunset. And the ocean looked as if it had been stained with orange, yellow, red, pink, and all shades of blue. I could barely see the sun as it merged with the ocean. The moon in the other hand, had started to awake as I shyly peeked in waiting for the sun to go to sleep, and the stars had already began to sparkle in the darkening sky.

I came back in and went into his closet hoping to find another robe because it made it uneasy to walk around holding on to the bedcovers. As I browsed through, I ran across items of clothing I would have never imagined him wearing them. Tropical shirts? Some pairs of Reeboks, Nike, and FILA? Shorts? Well, well, well, what was this? He did own other clothing besides those long coats, and those sexy tight leather pants. I guessed he just wore them in the comfort of loneliness.

Finally, I reached down to where there were more bathrobes, and once again, they were white except I had missed a detail. In all of the robes, the initials SK were engraved on a light silver thread.
When I went to reach it, I bumped into some kind of chest about double the dept of the silver suitcase he always carries. I wondered what could Seto possibly keep on a chest deep inside his closet.
I opened it my heart stopped beating and I went cold. It was filled with girl's underwear! And on top of it was the underwear I was wearing last weak when I had sex with him! No wonder I could find it, he had taken it!
This was where collects his real prizes! There must have been at least 20 pieces of underwear on the chest from thongs to female boxers!

I took my underwear and rushed out of the closet, put on my clothes and hurried out of the mansion. Tears began to form in the corners of my eyes as I went down the stairs. I felt my heart break into million of fragile pieces that cut me in the inside causing me agonizing pain, not physical pain, emotional pain.
I had fallen for him, I gave him the one thing I could only give once. I gave it to a fucking whore!